Book the Second – The
Golden Thread
1: Five Years Later
Tellson's
Bank by Temple Bar was an old-fashioned place, even in the year one thousand
seven hundred and eighty. It was very small, very dark, very ugly, very incommodious. It was an old-fashioned place, moreover,
in the moral attribute that the partners in the House were proud of its
smallness, proud of its darkness, proud of its ugliness, proud of its
incommodiousness. They were even boastful of its eminence in those particulars,
and were fired by an express conviction that, if it were less objectionable, it
would be less respectable. This was no passive belief, but an active weapon
which they flashed at more convenient places of business. Tellson's (they said)
wanted no elbow-room, Tellson's wanted no light, Tellson's wanted no
embellishment. Noakes and Co.'s might, or Snooks Brothers' might; but Tellson's,
thank Heaven!--
Any one
of these partners would have disinherited his son on the question of rebuilding
Tellson's. In this respect the House was much on a par with the Country; which
did very often disinherit its sons for suggesting improvements in laws and
customs that had long been highly objectionable, but were only the more
respectable.
Thus it
had come to pass, that Tellson's was the triumphant perfection of
inconvenience. After bursting open a door of idiotic obstinacy with a weak
rattle in its throat, you fell into Tellson's down two steps, and came to your
senses in a miserable little shop, with two little counters, where the oldest
of men made your cheque shake as if the wind rustled it, while they examined
the signature by the dingiest of windows, which were always under a shower-bath
of mud from Fleet-street, and which were made the dingier by their own iron
bars proper, and the heavy shadow of Temple Bar. If your business necessitated
your seeing "the House," you were put into a species of Condemned
Hold at the back, where you meditated on a misspent life, until the House came
with its hands in its pockets, and you could hardly blink at it in the dismal
twilight. Your money came out of, or went into, wormy old wooden drawers,
particles of which flew up your nose and down your throat when they were opened
and shut. Your bank-notes had a musty odour, as if they were fast decomposing
into rags again. Your plate was stowed away among the neighbouring cesspools,
and evil communications corrupted its good polish in a day or two. Your deeds
got into extemporised strong-rooms made of kitchens and sculleries, and fretted
all the fat out of their parchments into the banking-house air. Your lighter
boxes of family papers went up-stairs into a Barmecide room, that always had a
great dining-table in it and never had a dinner, and where, even in the year
one thousand seven hundred and eighty, the first letters written to you by your
old love, or by your little children, were but newly released from the horror
of being ogled through the windows, by the heads exposed on Temple Bar with an
insensate brutality and ferocity worthy of Abyssinia or Ashantee.
But
indeed, at that time, putting to death was a recipe much in vogue with all
trades and professions, and not least of all with Tellson's. Death is Nature's
remedy for all things, and why not Legislation's? Accordingly, the forger was
put to Death; the utterer of a bad note was put to Death; the unlawful opener
of a letter was put to Death; the purloiner of forty shillings and sixpence was
put to Death; the holder of a horse at Tellson's door, who made off with it,
was put to Death; the coiner of a bad shilling was put to Death; the sounders
of three-fourths of the notes in the whole gamut of Crime, were put to Death.
Not that it did the least good in the way of prevention--it might almost have
been worth remarking that the fact was exactly the reverse--but, it cleared off
(as to this world) the trouble of each particular case, and left nothing else
connected with it to be looked after. Thus, Tellson's, in its day, like greater
places of business, its contemporaries, had taken so many lives, that, if the
heads laid low before it had been ranged on Temple Bar instead of being
privately disposed of, they would probably have excluded what little light the
ground floor had, in a rather significant manner.
Cramped
in all kinds of dun cupboards and hutches at Tellson's, the oldest of men
carried on the business gravely. When they took a young man into Tellson's
Outside
Tellson's--never by any means in it, unless called in--was an odd-job-man, an
occasional porter and messenger, who served as the live sign of the house. He was never absent during business hours,
unless upon an errand, and then he was represented by his son: a grisly urchin
of twelve, who was his express image. People understood that Tellson's, in a
stately way, tolerated the odd-job-man. The house had always tolerated some
person in that capacity, and time and tide had drifted this person to the post.
His surname was Cruncher, and on the youthful occasion of his renouncing by
proxy the works of darkness, in the easterly parish
The
scene was Mr. Cruncher's private lodging in Hanging-sword-alley, Whitefriars:
the time, half-past seven of the clock on a windy March morning, Anno Domini
seventeen hundred and eighty. (Mr. Cruncher himself always spoke of the year of
our Lord as Anna Dominoes: apparently under the impression that the Christian
era dated from the invention of a popular game, by a lady who had bestowed her
name upon it.)
Mr.
Cruncher's apartments were not in a savoury neighbourhood, and were but two in
number, even if a closet with a single pane of glass in it might be counted as
one. But they were very decently kept. Early as it was, on the windy March
morning, the room in which he lay abed was already scrubbed throughout; and
between the cups and saucers arranged for breakfast, and the lumbering deal
table, a very clean white cloth was spread.
Mr.
Cruncher reposed under a patchwork counterpane, like a Harlequin at home. At
first, he slept heavily, but, by degrees, began to roll and surge in bed, until
he rose above the surface, with his spiky hair looking as if it must tear the
sheets to ribbons. At which juncture, he exclaimed, in a voice of dire
exasperation:
"Bust
me, if she ain't at it agin!"
A woman
of orderly and industrious appearance rose from her knees in a corner, with
sufficient haste and trepidation to show that she was the person referred to.
"What!"
said Mr. Cruncher, looking out of bed for a boot. "You're at it agin, are
you?"
After
hailing the mom with this second salutation, he threw a boot at the woman as a
third. It was a very muddy boot, and may introduce the odd circumstance
connected with Mr. Cruncher's domestic economy, that, whereas he often came
home after banking hours with clean boots, he often got up next morning to find
the same boots covered with clay.
"What,"
said Mr. Cruncher, varying his apostrophe after missing his mark--"what
are you up to, Aggerawayter?"
"I
was only saying my prayers."
"Saying
your prayers! You're a nice woman! What do you mean by flopping yourself down and
praying agin me?"
"I
was not praying against you; I was praying for you."
"You
weren't. And if you were, I won't be took the liberty with. Here! your mother's
a nice woman, young Jerry, going a praying agin your father's prosperity.
You've got a dutiful mother, you have, my son. You've got a religious mother,
you have, my boy: going and flopping herself down, and praying that the
bread-and-butter may be snatched out of the mouth of her only child."
Master
Cruncher (who was in his shirt) took this very ill, and, turning to his mother,
strongly deprecated any praying away of his personal board.
"And
what do you suppose, you conceited female," said Mr. Cruncher, with
unconscious inconsistency, "that the worth of your prayers may be? Name the price that you put
your prayers at!"
"They
only come from the heart, Jerry. They are worth no more than that."
"Worth
no more than that," repeated Mr. Cruncher. "They ain't worth much,
then. Whether or no, I won't be prayed agin, I tell you. I can't afford it. I'm
not a going to be made unlucky by your
sneaking. If you must go flopping yourself down, flop in favour of your husband
and child, and not in opposition to 'em. If I had had any but a unnat'ral wife,
and this poor boy had had any but a unnat'ral mother, I might have made some
money last week instead of being counter-prayed and countermined and
religiously circumwented into the worst of luck. B-u-u-ust me!" said Mr.
Cruncher, who all this time had been putting on his clothes, "if I ain't,
what with piety and one blowed thing and another, been choused this last week
into as bad luck as ever a poor devil of a honest tradesman met with! Young
Jerry, dress yourself, my boy, and while I clean my boots keep a eye upon your
mother now and then, and if you see any signs of more flopping, give me a call.
For, I tell you," here he addressed his wife once more, "I won't be
gone agin, in this manner. I am as rickety as a hackney-coach, I'm as sleepy as
laudanum, my lines is strained to that degree that I shouldn't know, if it wasn't
for the pain in 'em, which was me and which somebody else, yet I'm none the
better for it in pocket; and it's my suspicion that you've been at it from
morning to night to prevent me from being the better for it in pocket, and I
won't put up with it, Aggerawayter, and what do you say now!"
Growling,
in addition, such phrases as "Ah! yes! You're religious, too. You wouldn't
put yourself in opposition to the interests of your husband and child, would
you? Not you!" and throwing off other sarcastic sparks from the whirling
grindstone of his indignation, Mr. Cruncher betook himself to his boot-cleaning
and his general preparation for business. In the meantime, his son, whose head
was garnished with tenderer spikes, and whose young eyes stood close by one another,
as his father's did, kept the required watch upon his mother. He greatly
disturbed that poor woman at intervals, by darting out of his sleeping closet,
where he made his toilet, with a suppressed cry of "You are going to flop,
mother. --Halloa, father!" and, after raising this fictitious alarm,
darting in again with an undutiful grin.
Mr.
Cruncher's temper was not at all improved when he came to his breakfast. He
resented Mrs. Cruncher's saying grace with particular animosity.
"Now,
Aggerawayter! What are you up to? At it again?"
His
wife explained that she had merely "asked a blessing."
"Don't
do it!" said Mr. Crunches looking about, as if he rather expected to see
the loaf disappear under the efficacy of his wife's petitions. "I ain't a
going to be blest out of house and home. I won't have my wittles blest off my
table. Keep still!"
Exceedingly
red-eyed and grim, as if he had been up all night at a party which had taken
anything but a convivial turn, Jerry Cruncher worried his breakfast rather than
ate it, growling over it like any four-footed inmate of a menagerie. Towards
It
could scarcely be called a trade, in spite of his favourite description of
himself as "a honest tradesman." His stock
consisted of a wooden stool, made out of a broken-backed chair cut down, which
stool, young Jerry, walking at his father's side, carried every morning to
beneath the banking-house window that was nearest Temple Bar: where, with the
addition of the first handful of straw that could be gleaned from any passing
vehicle to keep the cold and wet from the odd-job-man's feet, it formed the
encampment for the day. On this post of his, Mr. Cruncher was as well known to
Fleet-street and the
Encamped
at a quarter before nine, in good time to touch his threecornered hat to the
oldest of men as they passed in to Tellson's, Jerry took up his station on this
windy March morning, with young Jerry standing by him, when not engaged in
making forays through the Bar, to inflict bodily and mental injuries of an
acute description on passing boys who were small enough for his amiable
purpose. Father and son, extremely like each other, looking silently on at the
morning traffic in Fleet-street, with their two heads as near to one another as
the two eyes of each were, bore a considerable resemblance to a pair of
monkeys. The resemblance was not lessened by the accidental circumstance, that
the mature Jerry bit and spat out straw, while the twinkling eyes of the
youthful Jerry were as restlessly watchful of him as of everything else in
Fleet-street.
The
head of one of the regular indoor messengers attached to Tellson's
establishment was put through the door, and the word was given:
"Porter
wanted!"
"Hooray,
father! Here's an early job to begin with!"
Having
thus given his parent God speed, young Jerry seated himself on the stool,
entered on his reversionary interest in the straw his father had been chewing,
and cogitated.
"Al-ways
rusty! His fingers is al-ways rusty!" muttered young Jerry. "Where
does my father get all that iron rust from? He don't get no iron rust
here!"
2: A Sight
"You
know the Old Bailey, well, no doubt?" said one of the oldest of clerks to
Jerry the messenger.
"Ye-es,
sir," returned Jerry, in something of a dogged manner. "I do know the Bailey."
"Just
so. And you know Mr. Lorry."
"I
know Mr. Lorry, sir, much better than I know the Bailey. Much better,"
said Jerry, not unlike a reluctant witness at the establishment in question,
"than I, as a honest tradesman, wish to know the Bailey."
"Very
well. Find the door where the witnesses go in, and show the door-keeper this
note for Mr. Lorry. He will then let you in."
"Into
the court, sir?"
"Into
the court."
Mr.
Cruncher's eyes seemed to get a little closer to one another, and to
interchange the inquiry, "What do you think of this?"
"Am
I to wait in the court, sir?" he asked, as the result of that conference.
"I
am going to tell you. The door-keeper will pass the note to Mr. Lorry, and do
you make any gesture that will attract Mr. Lorry's attention, and show him
where you stand. Then what you have to do, is, to remain there until he wants
you."
"Is
that all, sir?"
"That's
all. He wishes to have a messenger at hand. This is to tell him you are
there."
As the
ancient clerk deliberately folded and superscribed the note, Mr. Cruncher,
after surveying him in silence until he came to the blotting-paper stage,
remarked:
"I
suppose they'll be trying Forgeries this morning?"
"Treason!"
"That's
quartering," said Jerry. "Barbarous!"
"It
is the law," remarked the ancient clerk, turning his surprised spectacles
upon him. "It is the law."
"It's
hard in the law to spile a man, I think. Ifs hard enough to kill him, but it's
wery hard to spile him, sir."
"Not
at all," retained the ancient clerk. "Speak well of the law. Take
care of your chest and voice, my good friend, and leave the law to take care of
itself. I give you that advice."
"It's
the damp, sir, what settles on my chest and voice," said Jerry. "I
leave you to judge what a damp way of earning a living mine is."
"Well,
well," said the old clerk; "we all have our various ways of gaining a
livelihood. Some of us have damp ways, and some of us have dry ways. Here is
the letter. Go along."
Jerry
took the letter, and, remarking to himself with less internal deference than he
made an outward show of, "You are a lean old one, too," made his bow,
informed his son, in passing, of his destination, and went his way.
They
hanged at Tyburn, in those days, so the street outside Newgate had not obtained
one infamous notoriety that has since attached to it. But, the gaol was a vile
place, in which most kinds of debauchery and villainy were practised, and where
dire diseases were bred, that came into court with the prisoners, and sometimes
rushed straight from the dock at my Lord Chief Justice himself, and pulled him
off the bench. It had more than once happened, that the Judge in the black cap
pronounced his own doom as certainly as the prisoner's, and even died before
him. For the rest, the Old Bailey was famous as a kind of deadly inn-yard, from
which pale travellers set out continually, in carts and coaches, on a violent
passage into the other world: traversing some two miles and a half of public
street and road, and shaming few good citizens, if any. So powerful is use, and
so desirable to be good use in the beginning. It was famous, too, for the
pillory, a wise old institution, that inflicted a punishment of which no one
could foresee the extent; also, for the whipping-post, another dear old
institution, very humanising and softening to behold in action; also, for extensive
transactions in blood-money, another fragment of ancestral wisdom,
systematically leading to the most frightful mercenary crimes that could be
committed under Heaven. Altogether, the Old Bailey, at that date, was a choice
illustration of the precept, that "Whatever is is right;" an aphorism
that would be as final as it is lazy, did it not include the troublesome
consequence, that nothing that ever was, was wrong.
Making
his way through the tainted crowd, dispersed up and down this hideous scene of
action, with the skill of a man accustomed to make his way quietly, the
messenger found out the door he sought, and handed in his letter through a trap
in it. For, people then paid to see the play at the Old Bailey, just as they
paid to see the play in Bedlam--only the former entertainment was much the
dearer. Therefore, all the Old Bailey doors were well guarded--except, indeed,
the social doors by which the criminals got there, and those were always left
wide open.
After
some delay and demur, the door grudgingly turned on its hinges a very little
way, and allowed Mr. Jerry Cruncher to squeeze himself into court.
"What's
on?" he asked, in a whisper, of the man he found himself next to.
"Nothing
yet."
"What's
coming on?"
"The
Treason case."
"The
quartering one, eh?"
"Ah!"
returned the man, with a relish; "he'll be drawn on a hurdle to be half
hanged, and then he'll be taken down and sliced before his own face, and then
his inside will be taken out and burnt while he looks on, and then his head
will be chopped off, and he'll be cut into quarters. That's the sentence."
"If
he's found Guilty, you mean to say?" Jerry added, by way of proviso.
"Oh!
they'll find him guilty," said the other. "Don't you be afraid of
that."
Mr.
Cruncher's attention was here diverted to the door-keeper, whom he saw making
his way to Mr. Lorry, with the note in his hand. Mr. Lorry sat at a table,
among the gentlemen in wigs: not far from a wigged gentleman, the prisoner's
counsel, who had a great bundle of papers before him: and nearly opposite
another wigged gentleman with his hands in his pockets, whose whole attention,
when Mr. Cruncher looked at him then or afterwards, seemed to be concentrated
on the ceiling of the court. After some gruff coughing and rubbing of his chin
and signing with his hand, Jerry attracted the notice of Mr. Lorry, who had
stood up to look for him, and who quietly nodded and sat down again.
"What's
he got to do with the case?" asked
the man he had spoken with.
"Blest
if I know," said Jerry.
"What
have you got to do with it, then, if a
person may inquire?"
"Blest
if I know that either," said Jerry.
The
entrance of the Judge, and a consequent great stir and settling down in the
court, stopped the dialogue. Presently, the dock became the central point of
interest. Two gaolers, who had been standing there, went out, and the prisoner
was brought in, and put to the bar.
Everybody
present, except the one wigged gentleman who looked at the ceiling, stared at
him. All the human breath in the place, rolled at him, like a sea, or a wind,
or a fire. Eager faces strained round pillars and corners, to get a sight of
him; spectators in back rows stood up, not to miss a hair of him; people on the
floor of the court, laid their hands on the shoulders of the people before them,
to help themselves, at anybody's cost, to a view of him--stood a-tiptoe, got
upon ledges, stood upon next to nothing, to see every inch of him. Conspicuous
among these latter, like an animated bit of the spiked wall of Newgate, Jerry
stood: aiming at the prisoner the beery breath of a whet he had taken as he
came along, and discharging it to mingle with the waves of other beer, and gin,
and tea, and coffee, and what not, that flowed at him, and already broke upon
the great windows behind him in an impure mist and rain.
The
object of all this staring and blaring, was a young man of about
five-and-twenty, well-grown and well-looking, with a sunburnt cheek and a dark
eye. His condition was that of a young gentleman. He was plainly dressed in
black, or very dark grey, and his hair, which was long and dark, was gathered
in a ribbon at the back of his neck; more to be out of his way than for
ornament. As an emotion of the mind will express itself through any covering of
the body, so the paleness which his situation engendered came through the brown
upon his cheek, showing the soul to be stronger than the sun. He was otherwise
quite self-possessed, bowed to the Judge, and stood quiet.
The
sort of interest with which this man was stared and breathed at, was not a sort
that elevated humanity. Had he stood in peril of a less horrible sentence--had
there been a chance of any one of its savage details being spared--by just so
much would he have lost in his fascination. The form that was to be doomed to
be so shamefully mangled, was the sight; the immortal creature that was to be
so butchered and torn asunder, yielded the sensation. Whatever gloss the
various spectators put upon the interest, according to their several arts and
powers of self-deceit, the interest was, at the root of it, Ogreish.
Silence
in the court! Charles Darnay had yesterday pleaded Not Guilty to an indictment
denouncing him (with infinite jingle and jangle) for that he was a false
traitor to our serene, illustrious, excellent, and so forth, prince, our Lord
the King, by reason of his having, on divers occasions, and by divers means and
ways, assisted Lewis, the French King, in his wars against our said serene,
illustrious, excellent, and so forth; that was to say, by coming and going,
between the dominions of our said serene, illustrious, excellent, and so forth,
and those of the said French Lewis, and wickedly, falsely, traitorously, and
otherwise evil-adverbiously, revealing to the said French Lewis what forces our
said serene, illustrious, excellent, and so forth, had in preparation to send
to Canada and North America. This much, Jerry, with his head becoming more and
more spiky as the law terms bristled it, made out with huge satisfaction, and
so arrived circuitously at the understanding that the aforesaid, and over and
over again aforesaid, Charles Darnay, stood there before him upon his trial;
that the jury were swearing in; and that Mr. Attorney-General was making ready
to speak.
The
accused, who was (and who knew he was) being mentally hanged, beheaded, and
quartered, by everybody there, neither flinched from the situation, nor assumed
any theatrical air in it. He was quiet and attentive; watched the opening
proceedings with a grave interest; and stood with his hands resting on the slab
of wood before him, so composedly, that they had not displaced a leaf of the
herbs with which it was strewn. The court was all bestrewn with herbs and
sprinkled with vinegar, as a precaution against gaol air and gaol fever.
Over
the prisoner's head there was a mirror, to throw the light down upon him.
Crowds of the wicked and the wretched had been reflected in it, and had passed
from its surface and this earth's together. Haunted in a most ghastly manner
that abominable place would have been, if the glass could ever have rendered
back its reflections, as the ocean is one day to give up its dead. Some passing
thought of the infamy and disgrace for which it had been reserved, may have
struck the prisoner's mind. Be that as it may, a change in his position making
him conscious of a bar of light across his face, he looked up; and when he saw
the glass his face flushed, and his right hand pushed the herbs away.
It
happened, that the action turned his face to that side of the court which was
on his left. About on a level with his eyes, there sat, in that corner of the
Judge's bench, two persons upon whom his look immediately rested; so
immediately, and so much to the changing of his aspect, that all the eyes that
were turned upon him, turned to them.
The
spectators saw in the two figures, a young lady of little more than twenty, and
a gentleman who was evidently her father; a man of a very remarkable appearance
in respect of the absolute whiteness of his hair, and a certain indescribable
intensity of face: not of an active kind, but pondering and self-communing.
When this expression was upon him, he looked as if he were old; but when it was
stirred and broken up--as it was now, in a moment, on his speaking to his
daughter--he became a handsome man, not past the prime of life.
His
daughter had one of her hands drawn through his arm, as she sat by him, and the
other pressed upon it. She had drawn close to him, in her dread of the scene,
and in her pity for the prisoner. Her forehead had been strikingly expressive
of an engrossing terror and compassion that saw nothing but the peril of the
accused. This had been so very noticeable, so very powerfully and naturally
shown, that starers who had had no pity for him were touched by her; and the
whisper went about, "Who are they?"
Jerry,
the messenger, who had made his own observations, in his own manner, and who
had been sucking the rust off his fingers in his absorption, stretched his neck
to hear who they were. The crowd about him had pressed and passed the inquiry
on to the nearest attendant, and from him it had been more slowly pressed and
passed back; at last it got to Jerry:
"Witnesses."
"For
which side?"
"Against."
"Against
what side?"
"The
prisoner's."
The
Judge, whose eyes had gone in the general direction, recalled them, leaned back
in his seat, and looked steadily at the man whose life was in his hand, as Mr.
Attorney-General rose to spin the rope, grind the axe, and hammer the nails
into the scaffold.
3: A Disappointment
Mr.
Attorney-General had to inform the jury, that the prisoner before them, though
young in years, was old in the treasonable practices which claimed the forfeit
of his life. That this correspondence with the public enemy was not a
correspondence of to-day, or of yesterday, or even of last year, or of the year
before. That, it was certain the prisoner had, for longer than that, been in
the habit of passing and repassing between France and England, on secret
business of which he could give no honest account. That, if it were in the
nature of traitorous ways to thrive (which happily it never was), the real
wickedness and guilt of his business might have remained undiscovered. That
When
the Attorney-General ceased, a buzz arose in the court as if a cloud of great
blue-flies were swarming about the prisoner, in anticipation of what he was
soon to become. When toned down again, the unimpeachable patriot appeared in
the witness-box.
Mr.
Solicitor-General then, following his leader's lead, examined the patriot: John
Barsad, gentleman, by name. The story of his pure soul was exactly what Mr.
Attorney-General had described it to be-- perhaps, if it had a fault, a little
too exactly. Having released his noble bosom of its burden, he would have
modestly withdrawn himself, but that the wigged gentleman with the papers
before him, sitting not far from Mr. Lorry, begged to ask him a few questions.
The wigged gentleman sitting opposite, still looking at the ceiling of the
court.
Had he
ever been a spy himself? No, he scorned the base insinuation. What did he live
upon? His property. Where was his property? He didn't precisely remember where
it was. What was it? No business of anybody's. Had he inherited it? Yes, he
had. From whom? Distant relation. Very distant? Rather. Ever been in prison?
Certainly not. Never in a debtors' prison? Didn't see what that had to do with
it. Never in a debtors' prison?--Come, once again. Never? Yes. How many times?
Two or three times. Not five or six? Perhaps. Of what profession? Gentleman.
Ever been kicked? Might have been. Frequently? No. Ever kicked downstairs?
Decidedly not; once received a kick on the top of a staircase, and fell
downstairs of his own accord. Kicked on that occasion for cheating at dice?
Something to that effect was said by the intoxicated liar who committed the
assault, but it was not true. Swear it was not true? Positively. Ever live by
cheating at play? Never. Ever live by play? Not more than other gentlemen do.
Ever borrow money of the prisoner? Yes. Ever pay him? No. Was not this intimacy
with the prisoner, in reality a very slight one, forced upon the prisoner in
coaches, inns, and packets? No. Sure he saw the prisoner with these lists?
Certain. Knew no more about the lists? No. Had not procured them himself, for
instance? No. Expect to get anything by this evidence? No. Not in regular
government pay and employment, to lay traps? Oh dear no. Or to do anything? Oh
dear no. Swear that? Over and over again. No motives but motives of sheer
patriotism? None whatever.
The
virtuous servant, Roger Cly, swore his way through the case at a great rate. He
had taken service with the prisoner, in good faith and simplicity, four years
ago. He had asked the prisoner, aboard the
The
blue-flies buzzed again, and Mr. Attorney-General called Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
"Mr.
Jarvis Lorry, are you a clerk in Tellson's bank?"
"I
am."
"On
a certain Friday night in November one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five,
did business occasion you to travel between
"It
did."
"Were
there any other passengers in the mail?"
"Two."
"Did
they alight on the road in the course of the night?"
"They
did."
"Mr.
Lorry, look upon the prisoner. Was he one of those two passengers?"
"I
cannot undertake to say that he was."
"Does
he resemble either of these two passengers?"
"Both
were so wrapped up, and the night was so dark, and we were all so reserved,
that I cannot undertake to say even that."
"Mr.
Lorry, look again upon the prisoner. Supposing him wrapped up as those two
passengers were, is there anything in his bulk and stature to render it
unlikely that he was one of them?"
"No."
"You
will not swear, Mr. Lorry, that he was not one of them?"
"No."
"So
at least you say he may have been one of them?"
"Yes.
Except that I remember them both to have been--like myself-- timorous of
highwaymen, and the prisoner has not a timorous air."
"Did
you ever see a counterfeit of timidity, Mr. Lorry?"
"I
certainly have seen that."
"Mr.
Lorry, look once more upon the prisoner. Have you seen him, to your certain
knowledge, before?"
"I
have."
"When?"
"I
was returning from
"At
what hour did he come on board?"
"At
a little after
"In
the dead of the night.
Was he the only passenger who came on board at that untimely hour?"
"He
happened to be the only one."
"Never
mind about `happening,' Mr. Lorry. He was the only passenger who came on board
in the dead of the night?"
"He
was."
"Were
you travelling alone, Mr. Lorry, or with any companion?"
"With
two companions. A gentleman and lady. They are here."
"They
are here. Had you any conversation with the prisoner?"
"Hardly
any. The weather was stormy, and the passage long and rough, and I lay on a
sofa, almost from shore to shore."
"Miss
Manette!"
The
young lady, to whom all eyes had been turned before, and were now turned again,
stood up where she had sat. Her father rose with her, and kept her hand drawn
through his arm.
"Miss
Manette, look upon the prisoner."
To be
confronted with such pity, and such earnest youth and beauty, was far more
trying to the accused than to be confronted with all the crowd. Standing, as it
were, apart with her on the edge of his grave, not all the staring curiosity
that looked on, could, for the moment, nerve him to remain quite still. His
hurried right hand parcelled out the herbs before him into imaginary beds of
flowers in a garden; and his efforts to control and steady his breathing shook
the lips from which the colour rushed to his heart. The buzz of the great flies
was loud again.
"Miss
Manette, have you seen the prisoner before?"
"Yes,
sir."
"Where?"
"On
board of the packet-ship just now referred to, sir, and on the same
occasion."
"You
are the young lady just now referred to?"
"O!
most unhappily, I am!"
The
plaintive tone of her compassion merged into the less musical voice of the
Judge, as he said something fiercely: "Answer the questions put to you,
and make no remark upon them."
"Miss
Manette, had you any conversation with the prisoner on that passage across the
Channel?"
"Yes,
sir."
"Recall
it."
In the
midst of a profound stillness, she faintly began: "When the gentleman came
on board--"
"Do
you mean the prisoner?" inquired the Judge, knitting his brows.
"Yes,
my Lord."
"Then
say the prisoner."
"When
the prisoner came on board, he noticed that my father," turning her eyes
lovingly to him as he stood beside her, "was much fatigued and in a very
weak state of health. My father was so reduced that I was afraid to take him
out of the air, and I had made a bed for him on the deck near the cabin steps,
and I sat on the deck at his side to take care of him. There were no other
passengers that night, but we four. The prisoner was so good as to beg
permission to advise me how I could shelter my father from the wind and
weather, better than I had done. I had not known how to do it well, not understanding
how the wind would set when we were out of the harbour. He did it for me. He
expressed great gentleness and kindness for my father's state, and I am sure he
felt it. That was the manner of our beginning to speak together."
"Let
me interrupt you for a moment. Had he come on board alone?"
"No."
"How
many were with him?"
"Two
French gentlemen."
"Had
they conferred together?"
"They
had conferred together until the last moment, when it was necessary for the
French gentlemen to be landed in their boat."
"Had
any papers been handed about among them, similar to these lists?"
"Some
papers had been handed about among them, but I don't know what papers."
"Like
these in shape and size?"
"Possibly,
but indeed I don't know, although they stood whispering very near to me:
because they stood at the top of the cabin steps to have the light of the lamp
that was hanging there; it was a dull lamp, and they spoke very low, and I did
not hear what they said, and saw only that they looked at papers."
"Now,
to the prisoner's conversation, Miss Manette."
"The
prisoner was as open in his confidence with me--which arose out of my helpless
situation--as he was kind, and good, and useful to my father. I hope,"
bursting into tears, "I may not repay him by doing him harm to-day."
Buzzing
from the blue-flies.
"Miss
Manette, if the prisoner does not perfectly understand that you give the
evidence which it is your duty to give--which you must give-- and which you
cannot escape from giving--with great unwillingness, he is the only person
present in that condition. Please to go on."
"He
told me that he was travelling on business of a delicate and difficult nature,
which might get people into trouble, and that he was therefore travelling under
an assumed name. He said that this business had, within a few days, taken him
to
"Did
he say anything about
"He
tried to explain to me how that quarrel had arisen,
and he said that, so far as he could judge, it was a wrong and foolish one on
Any
strongly marked expression of face on the part of a chief actor in a scene of
great interest to whom many eyes are directed, will be
unconsciously imitated by the spectators. Her forehead was painfully anxious
and intent as she gave this evidence, and, in the pauses when she stopped for
the Judge to write it down, watched its effect upon the counsel for and
against. Among the lookers-on there was the same expression in all quarters of
the court; insomuch, that a great majority of the foreheads there, might have
been mirrors reflecting the witness, when the Judge looked up from his notes to
glare at that tremendous heresy about George Washington.
Mr.
Attorney-General now signified to my Lord, that he deemed it necessary, as a
matter of precaution and form, to call the young lady's father, Doctor Manette.
Who was called accordingly.
"Doctor
Manette, look upon the prisoner. Have you ever seen him before?"
"Once.
When he called at my lodgings in
"Can
you identify him as your fellow-passenger on board the packet, or speak to his
conversation with your daughter?"
"Sir,
I can do neither."
"Is
there any particular and special reason for your being unable to do
either?"
He
answered, in a low voice, "There is."
"Has
it been your misfortune to undergo a long imprisonment, without trial, or even
accusation, in your native country, Doctor Manette?"
He
answered, in a tone that went to every heart, "A long imprisonment."
"Were
you newly released on the occasion in question?"
"They
tell me so."
"Have
you no remembrance of the occasion?"
"None.
My mind is a blank, from some time--I cannot even say what time-- when I
employed myself, in my captivity, in making shoes, to the time when I found
myself living in
Mr.
Attorney-General sat down, and the father and daughter sat down together.
A
singular circumstance then arose in the case. The object in hand being to show that
the prisoner went down, with some fellow-plotter untracked, in the Dover mail
on that Friday night in November five years ago, and got out of the mail in the
night, as a blind, at a place where he did not remain, but from which he
travelled back some dozen miles or more, to a garrison and dockyard, and there
collected information; a witness was called to identify him as having been at
the precise time required, in the coffee-room of an hotel in that
garrison-and-dockyard town, waiting for another person. The prisoner's counsel
was cross-examining this witness with no result, except that he had never seen
the prisoner on any other occasion, when the wigged gentleman who had all this
time been looking at the ceiling of the court, wrote a word or two on a little
piece of paper, screwed it up, and tossed it to him. Opening this piece of
paper in the next pause, the counsel looked with great attention and curiosity
at the prisoner.
"You
say again you are quite sure that it was the prisoner?"
The
witness was quite sure.
"Did
you ever see anybody very like the prisoner?"
Not so
like (the witness said) as that he could be mistaken.
"Look
well upon that gentleman, my learned friend there," pointing to him who
had tossed the paper over, "and then look well upon the prisoner. How say
you? Are they very like each other?"
Allowing
for my learned friend's appearance being careless and slovenly if not
debauched, they were sufficiently like each other to surprise, not only the
witness, but everybody present, when they were thus brought into comparison. My
Lord being prayed to bid my learned friend lay aside his wig, and giving no
very gracious consent, the likeness became much more remarkable. My Lord
inquired of Mr. Stryver (the prisoner's counsel), whether they were next to try
Mr. Carton (name of my learned friend) for treason? But, Mr. Stryver replied to
my Lord, no; but he would ask the witness to tell him whether what happened
once, might happen twice; whether he would have been so confident if he had
seen this illustration of his rashness sooner, whether he would be so
confident, having seen it; and more. The upshot of which, was, to smash this
witness like a crockery vessel, and shiver his part of the case to useless
lumber.
Mr.
Cruncher had by this time taken quite a lunch of rust off his fingers in his
following of the evidence. He had now to attend while Mr. Stryver fitted the
prisoner's case on the jury, like a compact suit of clothes; showing them how
the patriot, Barsad, was a hired spy and traitor, an unblushing trafficker in
blood, and one of the greatest scoundrels upon earth since accursed
Judas--which he certainly did look rather like. How the virtuous servant, Cly,
was his friend and partner, and was worthy to be; how the watchful eyes of
those forgers and false swearers had rested on the prisoner as a victim,
because some family affairs in France, he being of French extraction, did
require his making those passages across the Channel--though what those affairs
were, a consideration for others who were near and dear to him, forbade him,
even for his life, to disclose. How the evidence that had been warped and
wrested from the young lady, whose anguish in giving it they had witnessed,
came to nothing, involving the mere little innocent gallantries and politenesses
likely to pass between any young gentleman and young lady so thrown
together;--with the exception of that reference to George Washington, which was
altogether too extravagant and impossible to be regarded in any other light
than as a monstrous joke. How it would be a weakness in the government to break
down in this attempt to practise for popularity on the lowest national
antipathies and fears, and therefore Mr. Attorney-General had made the most of
it; how, nevertheless, it rested upon nothing, save that vile and infamous
character of evidence too often disfiguring such cases, and of which the State
Trials of this country were full. But, there my Lord interposed (with as grave
a face as if it had not been true), saying that he could not sit upon that Bench
and suffer those allusions.
Mr.
Stryver then called his few witnesses, and Mr. Cruncher had next to attend
while Mr. Attorney-General turned the whole suit of clothes Mr. Stryver had
fitted on the jury, inside out; showing how Barsad and Cly were even a hundred
times better than he had thought them, and the prisoner a hundred times worse.
Lastly, came my Lord himself, turning the suit of clothes, now inside out, now
outside in, but on the whole decidedly trimming and shaping them into
grave-clothes for the prisoner.
And
now, the jury turned to consider, and the great flies swarmed again.
Mr.
Carton, who had so long sat looking at the ceiling of the court, changed
neither his place nor his attitude, even in this excitement. While his teamed
friend, Mr. Stryver, massing his papers before him, whispered with those who
sat near, and from time to time glanced anxiously at the jury; while all the
spectators moved more or less, and grouped themselves anew; while even my Lord
himself arose from his seat, and slowly paced up and down his platform, not
unattended by a suspicion in the minds of the audience that his state was
feverish; this one man sat leaning back, with his torn gown half off him, his
untidy wig put on just as it had happened to fight on his head after its
removal, his hands in his pockets, and his eyes on the ceiling as they had been
all day. Something especially reckless in his demeanour, not only gave him a
disreputable look, but so diminished the strong resemblance he undoubtedly bore
to the prisoner (which his momentary earnestness, when they were compared
together, had strengthened), that many of the lookers-on, taking note of him
now, said to one another they would hardly have thought the two were so alike.
Mr. Cruncher made the observation to his next neighbour, and added, "I'd
hold half a guinea that he don't get no
law-work to do. Don't look like the sort of one to get any, do he?"
Yet,
this Mr. Carton took in more of the details of the scene than he appeared to
take in; for now, when Miss Manette's head dropped upon her father's breast, he
was the first to see it, and to say audibly: "Officer! look to that young
lady. Help the gentleman to take her out. Don't you see she will fall!"
There
was much commiseration for her as she was removed, and much sympathy with her
father. It had evidently been a great distress to him, to have the days of his
imprisonment recalled. He had shown strong internal agitation when he was
questioned, and that pondering or brooding look which made him old, had been upon
him, like a heavy cloud, ever since. As he passed out, the jury, who had turned
back and paused a moment, spoke, through their foreman.
They
were not agreed, and wished to retire. My Lord (perhaps with George Washington
on his mind) showed some surprise that they were not agreed, but signified his
pleasure that they should retire under watch and ward, and retired himself. The
trial had lasted all day, and the lamps in the court were now being lighted. It
began to be rumoured that the jury would be out a long while. The spectators
dropped off to get refreshment, and the prisoner withdrew to the back of the
dock, and sat down.
Mr.
Lorry, who had gone out when the young lady and her father went out, now
reappeared, and beckoned to Jerry: who, in the slackened interest, could easily
get near him.
"Jerry,
if you wish to take something to eat, you can. But, keep in the way. You will
be sure to hear when the jury come in. Don't be a moment behind them, for I
want you to take the verdict back to the bank. You are the quickest messenger I
know, and will get to Temple Bar long before I can."
Jerry
had just enough forehead to knuckle, and he knuckled it in acknowledgment of
this communication and a shilling. Mr. Carton came up at the moment, and
touched Mr. Lorry on the arm.
"How
is the young lady?"
"She
is greatly distressed; but her father is comforting her, and she feels the
better for being out of court."
"I'll
tell the prisoner so. It won't do for a respectable bank gentleman like you, to
be seen speaking to him publicly, you know."
Mr.
Lorry reddened as if he were conscious of having debated the point in his mind,
and Mr. Carton made his way to the outside of the bar. The way out of court lay
in that direction, and Jerry followed him, all eyes, ears, and spikes.
"Mr.
Darnay!"
The
prisoner came forward directly.
"You
will naturally be anxious to hear of the witness, Miss Manette. She will do
very well. You have seen the worst of her agitation."
"I
am deeply sorry to have been the cause of it. Could you tell her so for me,
with my fervent acknowledgments?"
"Yes,
I could. I will, if you ask it."
Mr.
Carton's manner was so careless as to be almost insolent. He stood, half turned
from the prisoner, lounging with his elbow against the bar.
"I
do ask it. Accept my cordial thanks."
"What,"
said Carton, still only half turned towards him, "do you expect, Mr.
Darnay?"
"The
worst."
"It's
the wisest thing to expect, and the likeliest. But I think their withdrawing is
in your favour."
Loitering
on the way out of court not being allowed, Jerry heard no more: but left
them--so like each other in feature, so unlike each other in manner--standing
side by side, both reflected in the glass above them.
An hour
and a half limped heavily away in the thief-and-rascal crowded passages below,
even though assisted off with mutton pies and ale. The hoarse messenger,
uncomfortably seated on a form after taking that refection, had dropped into a
doze, when a loud murmur and a rapid tide of people setting up the stairs that
led to the court, carried him along with them.
"Jerry!
Jerry!" Mr. Lorry was already calling at the door when he got there.
"Here,
sir! It's a fight to get back again. Here I am, sir!"
Mr.
Lorry handed him a paper through the throng. "Quick! Have you got
it?"
"Yes,
sir."
Hastily
written on the paper was the word "AQUITTED."
"If
you had sent the message, `Recalled to Life,' again," muttered Jerry, as
he turned, "I should have known what you meant, this time."
He had
no opportunity of saying, or so much as thinking, anything else, until he was
clear of the Old Bailey; for, the crowd came pouring out with a vehemence that
nearly took him off his legs, and a loud buzz swept into the street as if the
baffled blue-flies were dispersing in search of other carrion.
4: Congratulatory
From
the dimly-lighted passages of the court, the last sediment of the human stew
that had been boiling there all day, was straining off, when Doctor Manette,
Lucie Manette, his daughter, Mr. Lorry, the solicitor for the defence, and its
counsel, Mr. Stryver, stood gathered round Mr. Charles Darnay--just
released--congratulating him on his escape from death.
It
would have been difficult by a far brighter light, to recognise in Doctor
Manette, intellectual of face and upright of bearing, the shoemaker of the
garret in
Only
his daughter had the power of charming this black brooding from his mind. She
was the golden thread that united him to a Past beyond his misery, and to a
Present beyond his misery: and the sound of her voice, the light of her face,
the touch of her hand, had a strong beneficial influence with him almost
always. Not absolutely always, for she could recall some occasions on which her
power had failed; but they were few and slight, and she believed them over.
Mr.
Darnay had kissed her hand fervently and gratefully, and had turned to Mr. Stryver,
whom he warmly thanked. Mr. Stryver, a man of little more than thirty, but
looking twenty years older than he was, stout, loud, red, bluff, and free from
any drawback of delicacy, had a pushing way of shouldering himself (morally and
physically) into companies and conversations, that argued well for his
shouldering his way up in life.
He
still had his wig and gown on, and he said, squaring himself at his late client
to that degree that he squeezed the innocent Mr. Lorry clean out of the group:
"I am glad to have brought you off with honour, Mr. Darnay. It was an
infamous prosecution, grossly infamous; but not the less likely to succeed on
that account."
"You
have laid me under an obligation to you for life--in two senses," said his
late client, taking his hand.
"I
have done my best for you, Mr. Darnay; and my best is as good as another man's,
I believe."
It
clearly being incumbent on some one to say, "Much better," Mr. Lorry
said it; perhaps not quite disinterestedly, but with the interested object of
squeezing himself back again.
"You
think so?" said Mr. Stryver. "Well! you have been present all day,
and you ought to know. You are a man of business, too."
"And
as such," quoth Mr. Lorry, whom the counsel learned in the law had now
shouldered back into the group, just as he had previously shouldered him out of
it--"as such I will appeal to Doctor Manette, to break up this conference
and order us all to our homes. Miss Lucie looks ill, Mr. Darnay has had a
terrible day, we are worn out."
"Speak
for yourself, Mr. Lorry," said Stryver; "I have a night's work to do
yet. Speak for yourself."
"I
speak for myself," answered Mr. Lorry, "and for Mr. Darnay, and for
Miss Lucie, and--Miss Lucie, do you not think I may speak for us all?" He
asked her the question pointedly, and with a glance at her father.
His
face had become frozen, as it were, in a very curious look at Darnay: an intent
look, deepening into a frown of dislike and distrust, not even unmixed with
fear. With this strange expression on him his thoughts had wandered away.
"My
father," said Lucie, softly laying her hand on his.
He
slowly shook the shadow off, and turned to her.
"Shall
we go home, my father?"
With a
long breath, he answered "Yes."
The
friends of the acquitted prisoner had dispersed, under the impression--which he
himself had originated--that he would not be released that night. The lights
were nearly all extinguished in the passages, the iron gates were being closed
with a jar and a rattle, and the dismal place was deserted until to-morrow
morning's interest of gallows, pillory, whipping-post, and branding-iron,
should repeople it. Walking between her father and Mr. Darnay, Lucie Manette
passed into the open air. A hackney-coach was called, and the father and
daughter departed in it.
Mr.
Stryver had left them in the passages, to shoulder his way back to the
robing-room. Another person, who had not joined the group, or interchanged a
word with any one of them, but who had been leaning against the wall where its
shadow was darkest, had silently strolled out after the rest, and had looked on
until the coach drove away. He now stepped up to where Mr. Lorry and Mr. Darnay
stood upon the pavement.
"So,
Mr. Lorry! Men of business may speak to Mr. Darnay now?"
Nobody
had made any acknowledgment of Mr. Carton's part in the day's proceedings;
nobody had known of it. He was unrobed, and was none the better for it in
appearance.
"If
you knew what a conflict goes on in the business mind, when the business mind is
divided between good-natured impulse and business appearances, you would be
amused, Mr. Darnay."
Mr.
Lorry reddened, and said, warmly, "You have mentioned that before, sir. We
men of business, who serve a House, are not our own masters. We have to think
of the House more than ourselves."
"I know, I
know," rejoined Mr. Carton, carelessly. "Don't be nettled, Mr. Lorry.
You are as good as another, I have no doubt: better, I dare say."
"And
indeed, sir," pursued Mr. Lorry, not minding him, "I really don't know
what you have to do with the matter. If you'll excuse me, as very much your
elder, for saying so, I really don't know that it is your business."
"Business!
Bless you, I have no business,"
said Mr. Carton.
"It
is a pity you have not, sir."
"I
think so, too."
"If
you had," pursued Mr. Lorry, "perhaps you would attend to it."
"Lord
love you, no!--I shouldn't," said Mr. Carton.
"Well,
sir!" cried Mr. Lorry, thoroughly heated by his indifference,
"business is a very good thing, and a very respectable thing. And, sir, if
business imposes its restraints and its silences and impediments, Mr. Darnay as
a young gentleman of generosity knows how to make allowance for that
circumstance. Mr. Darnay, good night, God bless you, sir! I hope you have been
this day preserved for a prosperous and happy life.--Chair there!"
Perhaps
a little angry with himself, as well as with the barrister, Mr. Lorry bustled
into the chair, and was carried off to Tellson's. Carton, who smelt of port
wine, and did not appear to be quite sober, laughed then, and turned to Darnay:
"This
is a strange chance that throws you and me together. This must be a strange
night to you, standing alone here with your counterpart on these street
stones?"
"I
hardly seem yet," returned Charles Darnay, "to belong to this world
again."
"I
don't wonder at it; it's not so long since you were pretty far advanced on your
way to another. You speak faintly."
"I
begin to think I am faint."
"Then
why the devil don't you dine? I dined, myself, while those numskulls were deliberating
which world you should belong to--this, or some other. Let me show you the
nearest tavern to dine well at."
Drawing
his arm through his own, he took him down Ludgate-hill to Fleet-street, and so,
up a covered way, into a tavern. Here, they were shown into a little room,
where Charles Darnay was soon recruiting his strength with a good plain dinner
and good wine: while Carton sat opposite to him at the same table, with his
separate bottle of port before him, and his fully half-insolent manner upon him.
"Do
you feel, yet, that you belong to this terrestrial scheme again, Mr.
Darnay?"
"I
am frightfully confused regarding time and place; but I am so far mended as to
feel that."
"It
must be an immense satisfaction!"
He said
it bitterly, and filled up his glass again: which was a large one.
"As
to me, the greatest desire I have, is to forget that I belong to it. It has no
good in it for me--except wine like this--nor I for it. So we are not much
alike in that particular. Indeed, I begin to think we are not much alike in any
particular, you and I."
Confused
by the emotion of the day, and feeling his being there with this Double of
coarse deportment, to be like a dream, Charles Darnay was at a loss how to
answer; finally, answered not at all.
"Now
your dinner is done," Carton presently said, "why don't you call a
health, Mr. Darnay; why don't you give your toast?"
"What
health? What toast?"
"Why,
it's on the tip of your tongue. It ought to be, it must be, I'll swear it's
there."
"Miss
Manette, then!"
"Miss
Manette, then!"
Looking
his companion full in the face while he drank the toast, Carton flung his glass
over his shoulder against the wall, where it shivered to pieces; then, rang the
bell, and ordered in another.
"That's
a fair young lady to hand to a coach in the dark, Mr. Darnay!" he said,
ruing his new goblet.
A
slight frown and a laconic "Yes," were the answer.
"That's
a fair young lady to be pitied by and wept for by! How does it feel? Is it
worth being tried for one's life, to be the object of such sympathy and
compassion, Mr. Darnay?"
Again
Darnay answered not a word.
"She
was mightily pleased to have your message, when I gave it her. Not that she
showed she was pleased, but I suppose she was."
The
allusion served as a timely reminder to Darnay that this disagreeable companion
had, of his own free will, assisted him in the strait of the day. He turned the
dialogue to that point, and thanked him for it.
"I
neither want any thanks, nor merit any," was the careless rejoinder.
"It was nothing to do, in the first place; and I don't know why I did it,
in the second. Mr. Darnay, let me ask you a question."
"Willingly,
and a small return for your good offices."
"Do
you think I particularly like you?"
"Really,
Mr. Carton," returned the other, oddly disconcerted, "I have not
asked myself the question."
"But
ask yourself the question now."
"You
have acted as if you do; but I don't think you do."
"I don't think I do," said Carton.
"I begin to have a very good opinion of your understanding."
"Nevertheless,"
pursued Darnay, rising to ring the bell, "there is nothing in that, I
hope, to prevent my calling the reckoning, and our parting without ill-blood on
either side."
Carton
rejoining, "Nothing in life!" Darnay rang. "Do you call the
whole reckoning?" said Carton. On his answering in the affirmative,
"Then bring me another pint of this same wine, drawer, and come and wake
me at ten."
The
bill being paid, Charles Darnay rose and wished him good night. Without
returning the wish, Carton rose too, with something of a threat of defiance in
his manner, and said, "A last word, Mr. Darnay: you think I am
drunk?"
"I
think you have been drinking, Mr. Carton."
"Think?
You know I have been drinking."
"Since
I must say so, I know it."
"Then
you shall likewise know why. I am a disappointed drudge, sir. I care for no man
on earth, and no man on earth cares for me."
"Much
to be regretted. You might have used your talents better."
"May
be so, Mr. Darnay; may be not. Don't let your sober face elate you, however;
you don't know what it may come to. Good night!"
When he
was left alone, this strange being took up a candle, went to a glass that hung
against the wall, and surveyed himself minutely in it.
"Do
you particularly like the man?" he muttered, at his own image; "why should
you particularly like a man who resembles you? There is nothing in you to like;
you know that. Ah, confound you! What a change you have made in yourself! A
good reason for taking to a man, that he shows you what you have fallen away
from, and what you might have been! Change places with him, and would you have
been looked at by those blue eyes as he was, and commiserated by that agitated
face as he was? Come on, and have it out in plain words! You hate the
fellow."
He
resorted to his pint of wine for consolation, drank it all in a few minutes,
and fell asleep on his arms, with his hair straggling over the table, and a
long winding-sheet in the candle dripping down upon him.
5: The
Jackal
Those were
drinking days, and most men drank hard. So very great is the improvement Time
has brought about in such habits, that a moderate statement of the quantity of
wine and punch which one man would swallow in the course of a night, without
any detriment to his reputation as a perfect gentleman, would seem, in these
days, a ridiculous exaggeration. The learned profession of the law was
certainly not behind any other learned profession in its Bacchanalian
propensities; neither was Mr. Stryver, already fast shouldering his way to a
large and lucrative practice, behind his compeers in this particular, any more
than in the drier parts of the legal race.
A
favourite at the Old Bailey, and eke at the Sessions, Mr. Stryver had begun
cautiously to hew away the lower staves of the ladder on which he mounted.
Sessions and Old Bailey had now to summon their favourite, specially, to their
longing arms; and shouldering itself towards the visage of the Lord Chief
Justice in the Court of King's Bench, the florid countenance of Mr. Stryver
might be daily seen, bursting out of the bed of wigs, like a great sunflower
pushing its way at the sun from among a rank garden-full of flaring companions.
It had
once been noted at the Bar, that while Mr. Stryver was a glib man, and an unscrupulous,
and a ready, and a bold, he had not that faculty of extracting the essence from
a heap of statements, which is among the most striking and necessary of the
advocate's accomplishments. But, a remarkable improvement came upon him as to
this. The more business he got, the greater his power seemed to grow of getting
at its pith and marrow; and however late at night he sat carousing with Sydney
Carton, he always had his points at his fingers' ends in the morning.
Sydney
Carton, idlest and most unpromising of men, was Stryver's great ally. What the
two drank together, between Hilary Term and Michaelmas, might have floated a
king's ship. Stryver never had a case in hand, anywhere, but Carton was there,
with his hands in his pockets, staring at the ceiling of the court; they went
the same Circuit, and even there they prolonged their usual orgies late into
the night, and Carton was rumoured to be seen at broad day, going home
stealthily and unsteadily to his lodgings, like a dissipated cat. At last, it
began to get about, among such as were interested in the matter, that although
Sydney Carton would never be a lion, he was an amazingly good jackal, and that
he rendered suit and service to Stryver in that humble capacity.
"
"What's the matter?"
"
"What
do you mean?
"Yes,
sir. Your honour told
me to call you."
"Oh!
I remember. Very well, very well."
After a
few dull efforts to get to sleep again, which the man dexterously combated by
stirring the fire continuously for five minutes, he got up, tossed his hat on,
and walked out. He turned into the
The
Stryver clerk, who never assisted at these conferences, had gone home, and the
Stryver principal opened the door. He had his slippers on, and a loose
bed-gown, and his throat was bare for his greater ease. He had that rather
wild, strained, seared marking about the eyes, which may be observed in all
free livers of his class, from the portrait of Jeffries downward, and which can
be traced, under various disguises of Art, through the portraits of every
Drinking Age.
"You
are a little late, Memory," said Stryver.
"About
the usual time; it may be a quarter of an hour later."
They
went into a dingy room lined with books and littered with papers, where there
was a blazing fire. A kettle steamed upon the hob, and in the midst of the
wreck of papers a table shone, with plenty of wine upon it, and brandy, and
rum, and sugar, and lemons.
"You
have had your bottle, I perceive,
"Two
to-night, I think. I have been dining with the day's
client; or seeing him dine--it's all one!"
"That
was a rare point,
"I
thought he was rather a handsome fellow, and I thought I should have been much
the same sort of fellow, if I had had any luck."
Mr.
Stryver laughed till he shook his precocious paunch.
"You
and your luck,
Sullenly
enough, the jackal loosened his dress, went into an adjoining room, and came
back with a large jug of cold water, a basin, and a towel or two. Steeping the
towels in the water, and partially wringing them out, he folded them on his
head in a manner hideous to behold, sat down at the table, and said, "Now
I am ready!"
"Not
much boiling down to be done to-night, Memory," said Mr. Stryver, gaily,
as he looked among his papers.
"How
much?"
"Only
two sets of them."
"Give
me the worst first."
"There
they are,
The
lion then composed himself on his back on a sofa on one side of the drinking-table,
while the jackal sat at his own paper-bestrewn table proper, on the other side
of it, with the bottles and glasses ready to his hand. Both resorted to the
drinking-table without stint, but each in a different way; the lion for the
most part reclining with his hands in his waistband, looking at the fire, or
occasionally flirting with some lighter document; the jackal, with knitted
brows and intent face, so deep in his task, that his eyes did not even follow
the hand he stretched out for his glass--which often groped about, for a minute
or more, before it found the glass for his lips. Two or three times, the matter
in hand became so knotty, that the jackal found it imperative on him to get up,
and steep his towels anew. From these pilgrimages to the jug and basin, he
returned with such eccentricities of damp headgear as no words can describe;
which were made the more ludicrous by his anxious gravity.
At
length the jackal had got together a compact repast for the lion, and proceeded
to offer it to him. The lion took it with care and caution, made his selections
from it, and his remarks upon it, and the jackal assisted both. When the repast
was fully discussed, the lion put his hands in his waistband again, and lay
down to mediate. The jackal then invigorated himself with a bum for his
throttle, and a fresh application to his head, and applied himself to the
collection of a second meal; this was administered to the lion in the same
manner, and was not disposed of until the clocks struck three in the morning.
"And
now we have done,
The
jackal removed the towels from his head, which had been steaming again, shook
himself, yawned, shivered, and complied.
"You
were very sound,
"I
always am sound; am I not?"
"I
don't gainsay it. What has roughened your temper? Put some punch to it and
smooth it again."
With a
deprecatory grunt, the jackal again complied.
"The
old Sydney Carton of old
"Ah!"
returned the other, sighing: "yes! The same
"And
why not?"
"God
knows. It was my way, I suppose."
He sat,
with his hands in his pockets and his legs stretched out before him, looking at
the fire.
"Carton,"
said his friend, squaring himself at him with a bullying air, as if the
fire-grate had been the furnace in which sustained endeavour was forged, and
the one delicate thing to be done for the old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury
School was to shoulder him into it, "your way is, and always was, a lame
way. You summon no energy and purpose. Look at me."
"Oh,
botheration!" returned
"How
have I done what I have done?" said Stryver; "how do I do what I
do?"
"Partly
through paying me to help you, I suppose. But it's not worth your while to
apostrophise me, or the air, about it; what you want to do, you do. You were
always in the front rank, and I was always behind."
"I
had to get into the front rank; I was not born there, was I?"
"I
was not present at the ceremony; but my opinion is you were," said Carton.
At this, he laughed again, and they both laughed.
"Before
"And
whose fault was that?"
"Upon
my soul, I am not sure that it was not yours. You were always driving and
riving and shouldering and passing, to that restless degree that I had no
chance for my life but in rust and repose. It's a gloomy thing, however, to
talk about one's own past, with the day breaking. Turn me in some other
direction before I go."
"Well
then! Pledge me to the pretty witness," said Stryver, holding up his
glass. "Are you turned in a pleasant direction?"
Apparently
not, for he became gloomy again.
"Pretty
witness," he muttered, looking down into his glass. "I have had
enough of witnesses to-day and to-night; who's your pretty witness?"
"The
picturesque doctor's daughter, Miss Manette."
"She pretty?"
"Is
she not?"
"No."
"Why,
man alive, she was the admiration of the whole Court!"
"Rot
the admiration of the whole Court! Who made the Old Bailey a judge of beauty?
She was a golden-haired doll!"
"Do
you know,
"Quick
to see what happened!
If a girl, doll or no doll, swoons within a yard or two of a man's nose, he can
see it without a perspective-glass. I pledge you, but I deny the beauty. And
now I'll have no more drink; I'll get to bed."
When
his host followed him out on the staircase with a candle, to light him down the
stairs, the day was coldly looking in through its grimy windows. When he got
out of the house, the air was cold and sad, the dull sky overcast, the river
dark and dim, the whole scene like a lifeless desert. And wreaths of dust were
spinning round and round before the morning blast, as if the desert-sand had
risen far away, and the first spray of it in its advance had begun to overwhelm
the city.
Waste
forces within him, and a desert all around, this man stood still on his way
across a silent terrace, and saw for a moment, lying in the wilderness before
him, a mirage of honourable ambition, self-denial, and perseverance. In the
fair city of this vision, there were airy galleries from which the loves and
graces looked upon him, gardens in which the fruits of life hung ripening,
waters of Hope that sparkled in his sight. A moment, and it was gone. Climbing
to a high chamber in a well of houses, he threw himself down in his clothes on
a neglected bed, and its pillow was wet with wasted tears.
Sadly,
sadly, the sun rose; it rose upon no sadder sight than the man of good
abilities and good emotions, incapable of their directed exercise, incapable of
his own help and his own happiness, sensible of the blight on him, and
resigning himself to let it eat him away.
6: Hundreds
of People
The
quiet lodgings of Doctor Manette were in a quiet street-corner not far from
Soho-square. On the afternoon of a certain fine Sunday when the waves of four
months had roiled over the trial for treason, and carried it, as to the public
interest and memory, far out to sea, Mr. Jarvis Lorry walked along the sunny
streets from Clerkenwell where he lived, on his way to dine with the Doctor.
After several relapses into business-absorption, Mr. Lorry had become the
Doctor's friend, and the quiet street-corner was the sunny part of his life.
On this
certain fine Sunday, Mr. Lorry walked towards
A
quainter corner than the corner where the Doctor lived,
was not to be found in
The
summer light struck into the corner brilliantly in the earlier part of the day;
but, when the streets grew hot, the corner was in shadow, though not in shadow
so remote but that you could see beyond it into a glare of brightness. It was a
cool spot, staid but cheerful, a wonderful place for echoes, and a very harbour
from the raging streets.
There
ought to have been a tranquil bark in such an anchorage, and there was. The
Doctor occupied two floors of a large stiff house, where several callings
purported to be pursued by day, but whereof little was audible any day, and
which was shunned by all of them at night. In a building at the back,
attainable by a courtyard where a plane-tree rustled its green leaves,
church-organs claimed to be made, and silver to be chased, and likewise gold to
be beaten by some mysterious giant who had a golden arm starting out of the
wall of the front hall--as if he had beaten himself precious, and menaced a
similar conversion of all visitors. Very little of these trades, or of a lonely
lodger rumoured to live up-stairs, or of a dim coach-trimming maker asserted to
have a counting-house below, was ever heard or seen. Occasionally, a stray
workman putting his coat on, traversed the hall, or a stranger peered about
there, or a distant clink was heard across the courtyard, or a thump from the
golden giant. These, however, were only the exceptions required to prove the
rule that the sparrows in the plane-tree behind the house, and the echoes in
the corner before it, had their own way from Sunday morning unto Saturday
night.
Doctor
Manette received such patients here as his old reputation, and its revival in
the floating whispers of his story, brought him. His scientific knowledge, and
his vigilance and skill in conducting ingenious experiments, brought him
otherwise into moderate request, and he earned as much as he wanted.
These
things were within Mr. Jarvis Lorry's knowledge, thoughts, and notice, when he
rang the door-bell of the tranquil house in the corner, on the fine Sunday
afternoon.
"Doctor
Manette at home?"
Expected
home.
"Miss
Lucie at home?"
Expected
home.
"Miss
Pross at home?"
Possibly
at home, but of a certainty impossible for handmaid to anticipate intentions of
Miss Pross, as to admission or denial of the fact.
"As
I am at home myself," said Mr. Lorry, "I'll go upstairs."
Although
the Doctor's daughter had known nothing of the country of her birth, she
appeared to have innately derived from it that ability to make much of little
means, which is one of its most useful and most agreeable characteristics.
Simple as the furniture was, it was set off by so many little adornments, of no
value but for their taste and fancy, that its effect was delightful. The
disposition of everything in the rooms, from the largest object to the least;
the arrangement of colours, the elegant variety and contrast obtained by thrift
in trifles, by delicate hands, clear eyes, and good sense; were at once so
pleasant in themselves, and so expressive of their originator, that, as Mr. Lorry
stood looking about him, the very chairs and tables seemed to ask him, with
something of that peculiar expression which he knew so well by this time,
whether he approved?
There were
three rooms on a floor, and, the doors by which they communicated being put
open that the air might pass freely through them all, Mr. Lorry, smilingly
observant of that fanciful resemblance which he detected all around him, walked
from one to another. The first was the best room, and in it were Lucie's birds,
and flowers, and books, and desk, and work-table, and box of water-colours; the
second was the Doctor's consulting-room, used also as the dining-room; the
third, changingly speckled by the rustle of the plane-tree in the yard, was the
Doctor's bedroom, and there, in a corner, stood the disused shoemaker's bench
and tray of tools, much as it had stood on the fifth floor of the dismal house
by the wine-shop, in the suburb of Saint Antoine in Paris.
"I
wonder," said Mr. Lorry, pausing in his looking about, "that he keeps
that reminder of his sufferings about him!"
"And
why wonder at that?" was the abrupt inquiry that made him start.
It proceeded from Miss Pross, the wild red woman, strong of
hand, whose acquaintance he had first made at the
"I
should have thought--" Mr. Lorry began.
"Pooh!
You'd have thought!" said Miss Pross; and Mr. Lorry left off.
"How
do you do?" inquired that lady then--sharply, and yet as if to express
that she bore him no malice.
"I
am pretty well, I thank you," answered Mr. Lorry, with meekness; "how
are you?"
"Nothing
to boast of," said Miss Pross.
"Indeed?"
"Ah!
indeed!" said Miss Pross. "I am very much put out about my Ladybird."
"Indeed?"
"For
gracious sake say something else besides `indeed,' or you'll fidget me to
death," said Miss Pross: whose character (dissociated from stature) was
shortness.
"Really,
then?" said Mr. Lorry, as an amendment.
"Really,
is bad enough," returned Miss Pross, "but better. Yes, I am very much
put out."
"May
I ask the cause?"
"I
don't want dozens of people who are not at all worthy of Ladybird, to come here
looking after her," said Miss Pross.
"Do dozens come for that purpose?"
"Hundreds,"
said Miss Pross.
It was
characteristic of this lady (as of some other people before her time and since)
that whenever her original proposition was questioned, she exaggerated it.
"Dear
me!" said Mr. Lorry, as the safest remark he could think of.
"I
have lived with the darling--or the darling has lived with me, and paid me for
it; which she certainly should never have done, you may take your affidavit, if
I could have afforded to keep either myself or her for nothing--since she was
ten years old. And it's really very hard," said Miss Pross.
Not
seeing with precision what was very hard, Mr. Lorry shook his head; using that
important part of himself as a sort of fairy cloak that would fit anything.
"All
sorts of people who are not in the least degree worthy of the pet, are always
turning up," said Miss Pross. "When you began it--"
"I began it, Miss Pross?"
"Didn't
you? Who brought her father to life?"
"Oh!
If that was beginning it--" said
Mr. Lorry.
"It
wasn't ending it, I suppose? I say, when you began it, it was hard enough; not
that I have any fault to find with Doctor Manette, except that he is not worthy
of such a daughter, which is no imputation on him, for it was not to be
expected that anybody should be, under any circumstances. But it really is
doubly and trebly hard to have crowds and multitudes of people turning up after
him (I could have forgiven him), to take Ladybird's affections away from
me."
Mr.
Lorry knew Miss Pross to be very jealous, but he also knew her by this time to
be, beneath the service of her eccentricity, one of those unselfish
creatures--found only among women--who will, for pure love and admiration, bind
themselves willing slaves, to youth when they have lost it, to beauty that they
never had, to accomplishments that they were never fortunate enough to gain, to
bright hopes that never shone upon their own sombre lives. He knew enough of
the world to know that there is nothing in it better than the faithful service
of the heart; so rendered and so free from any mercenary taint, he had such an
exalted respect for it, that in the retributive arrangements made by his own
mind--we all make such arrangements, more or less-- he stationed Miss Pross
much nearer to the lower Angels than many ladies immeasurably better got up
both by Nature and Art, who had balances at Tellson's.
"There
never was, nor will be, but one man worthy of Ladybird," said Miss Pross;
"and that was my brother Solomon, if he hadn't made a mistake in
life."
Here again:
Mr. Lorry's inquiries into Miss Pross's personal history had established the
fact that her brother Solomon was a heartless scoundrel who had stripped her of
everything she possessed, as a stake to speculate with, and had abandoned her
in her poverty for evermore, with no touch of compunction. Miss Pross's
fidelity of belief in Solomon (deducting a mere trifle for this slight mistake)
was quite a serious matter with Mr. Lorry, and had its weight in his good
opinion of her.
"As
we happen to be alone for the moment, and are both people of business," he
said, when they had got back to the drawing-room and had sat down there in
friendly relations, "let me ask you--does the Doctor, in talking with
Lucie, never refer to the shoemaking time, yet?"
"Never."
"And
yet keeps that bench and those tools beside him?"
"Ah!"
returned Miss Pross, shaking her head. "But I don't say he don't refer to
it within himself."
"Do
you believe that he thinks of it much?"
"I
do," said Miss Pross.
"Do
you imagine--" Mr. Lorry had begun, when Miss Pross took him up short
with:
"Never
imagine anything. Have no imagination at all."
"I
stand corrected; do you suppose--you go so far as to suppose, sometimes?"
"Now
and then," said Miss Pross.
"Do
you suppose," Mr. Lorry went on, with a laughing twinkle in his bright
eye, as it looked kindly at her, "that Doctor Manette has any theory of
his own, preserved through all those years, relative to the cause of his being
so oppressed; perhaps, even to the name of his oppressor?"
"I
don't suppose anything about it but what Ladybird tells me."
"And
that is--?"
"That
she thinks he has."
"Now
don't be angry at my asking all these questions; because I am a mere dull man
of business, and you are a woman of business."
"Dull?"
Miss Pross inquired, with placidity.
Rather
wishing his modest adjective away, Mr. Lorry replied, "No, no, no. Surely
not. To return to business:--Is it not remarkable that Doctor Manette,
unquestionably innocent of any crime as we are all well assured he is, should
never touch upon that question? I will not say with me, though he had business
relations with me many years ago, and we are now intimate; I will say with the
fair daughter to whom he is so devotedly attached, and who is so devotedly
attached to him? Believe me, Miss Pross, I don't approach the topic with you,
out of curiosity, but out of zealous interest."
"Well!
To the best of my understanding, and bad's the best, you'll tell me," said
Miss Pross, softened by the tone of the apology, "he is afraid of the
whole subject."
"Afraid?"
"It's
plain enough, I should think, why he may be. It's a dreadful remembrance.
Besides that, his loss of himself grew out of it. Not knowing how he lost
himself, or how he recovered himself, he may never feel certain of not losing
himself again. That alone wouldn't make the subject pleasant, I should
think."
It was
a profounder remark than Mr. Lorry had looked for. "True," said he,
"and fearful to reflect upon. Yet, a doubt lurks in my mind, Miss Pross,
whether it is good for Doctor Manette to have that suppression always shut up
within him. Indeed, it is this doubt and the uneasiness it sometimes causes me
that has led me to our present confidence."
"Can't
be helped," said Miss Pross, shaking her head. "Touch that string,
and he instantly changes for the worse. Better leave it alone. In short, must
leave it alone, like or no like. Sometimes, he gets up in the dead of the
night, and will be heard, by us overhead there, walking up and down, walking up
and down, in his room. Ladybird has learnt to know then that his mind is
walking up and down, walking up and down, in his old prison. She hurries to
him, and they go on together, walking up and down, walking up and down, until
he is composed. But he never says a word of the true reason of his restlessness,
to her, and she finds it best not to hint at it to him. In silence they go
walking up and down together, walking up and down together, till her love and
company have brought him to himself."
Notwithstanding
Miss Pross's denial of her own imagination, there was a perception of the pain
of being monotonously haunted by one sad idea, in her repetition of the phrase,
walking up and down, which testified to her possessing such a thing.
The
corner has been mentioned as a wonderful corner for echoes; it had begun to
echo so resoundingly to the tread of coming feet, that it seemed as though the
very mention of that weary pacing to and fro had set it going.
"Here
they are!" said Miss Pross, rising to break up the conference; "and
now we shall have hundreds of people pretty soon!"
It was
such a curious corner in its acoustical properties, such a peculiar Ear of a
place, that as Mr. Lorry stood at the open window, looking for the father and
daughter whose steps he heard, he fancied they would never approach. Not only would
the echoes die away, as though the steps had gone; but, echoes of other steps
that never came would be heard in their stead, and would die away for good when
they seemed close at hand. However, father and daughter did at last appear, and
Miss Pross was ready at the street door to receive them.
Miss
Pross was a pleasant sight, albeit wild, and red, and grim, taking off her
darling's bonnet when she came up-stairs, and touching it up with the ends of
her handkerchief, and blowing the dust off it, and folding her mantle ready for
laying by, and smoothing her rich hair with as much pride as she could possibly
have taken in her own hair if she had been the vainest and handsomest of women.
Her darling was a pleasant sight too, embracing her and thanking her, and
protesting against her taking so much trouble for her--which last she only
dared to do playfully, or Miss Pross, sorely hurt, would have retired to her
own chamber and cried. The Doctor was a pleasant sight too, looking on at them,
and telling Miss Pross how she spoilt Lucie, in accents and with eyes that had
as much spoiling in them as Miss Pross had, and would have had more if it were
possible. Mr. Lorry was a pleasant sight too, beaming at all this in his little
wig, and thanking his bachelor stars for having lighted him in his declining
years to a Home. But, no Hundreds of people came to see the sights, and Mr.
Lorry looked in vain for the fulfilment of Miss Pross's prediction.
Dinner-time,
and still no Hundreds of people. In the arrangements of the little household,
Miss Pross took charge of the lower regions, and always acquitted herself
marvellously. Her dinners, of a very modest quality, were so well cooked and so
well served, and so neat in their contrivances, half English and half French,
that nothing could be better. Miss Pross's friendship being of the thoroughly
practical kind, she had ravaged Soho and the adjacent provinces, in search of
impoverished French, who, tempted by shillings and halfcrowns, would impart
culinary mysteries to her. From these decayed sons and daughters of
On
Sundays, Miss Pross dined at the Doctor's table, but on other days persisted in
taking her meals at unknown periods, either in the lower regions, or in her own
room on the second floor--a blue chamber, to which no one but her Ladybird ever
gained admittance. On this occasion, Miss Pross, responding to Ladybird's
pleasant face and pleasant efforts to please her, unbent exceedingly; so the
dinner was very pleasant, too.
It was
an oppressive day, and, after dinner, Lucie proposed that the wine should be
carried out under the plane-tree, and they should sit there in the air. As
everything turned upon her, and revolved about her, they went out under the
plane-tree, and she carried the wine down for the special benefit of Mr. Lorry.
She had installed herself, some time before, as Mr. Lorry's cup-bearer; and
while they sat under the plane-tree, talking, she kept his glass replenished.
Mysterious backs and ends of houses peeped at them as they talked, and the
plane-tree whispered to them in its own way above their heads.
Still,
the Hundreds of people did not present themselves. Mr. Darnay presented himself
while they were sitting under the plane-tree, but he was only One.
Doctor
Manette received him kindly, and so did Lucie. But, Miss Pross suddenly became
afflicted with a twitching in the head and body, and retired into the house.
She was not unfrequently the victim of this disorder, and she called it, in
familiar conversation, "a fit of the jerks."
The
Doctor was in his best condition, and looked specially young. The resemblance
between him and Lucie was very strong at such times, and as they sat side by
side, she leaning on his shoulder, and he resting his arm on the back of her
chair, it was very agreeable to trace the likeness.
He had
been talking all day, on many subjects, and with unusual vivacity. "Pray,
Doctor Manette," said Mr. Darnay, as they sat under the plane-tree--and he
said it in the natural pursuit of the topic in hand, which happened to be the
old buildings of
"Lucie
and I have been there; but only casually. We have seen enough of it, to know
that it teems with interest; little more."
"I have been there, as you remember,"
said Darnay, with a smile, though reddening a little angrily, "in another
character, and not in a character that gives facilities for seeing much of it.
They told me a curious thing when I was there."
"What
was that?" Lucie asked.
"In
making some alterations, the workmen came upon an old dungeon, which had been,
for many years, built up and forgotten. Every stone of its inner wall was
covered by inscriptions which had been carved by prisoners--dates, names,
complaints, and prayers. Upon a corner stone in an angle of the wall, one
prisoner, who seemed to have gone to execution, had cut as his last work, three
letters. They were done with some very poor instrument, and hurriedly, with an
unsteady hand. At first, they were read as D. I. C.; but, on being more
carefully examined, the last letter was found to be G. There was no record or
legend of any prisoner with those initials, and many fruitless guesses were
made what the name could have been. At length, it was suggested that the
letters were not initials, but the complete word, DIG. The floor was examined
very carefully under the inscription, and, in the earth beneath a stone, or
tile, or some fragment of paving, were found the ashes of a paper, mingled with
the ashes of a small leathern case or bag. What the unknown prisoner had
written will never be read, but he had written something, and hidden it away to
keep it from the gaoler."
"My
father," exclaimed Lucie, "you are ill!"
He had
suddenly started up, with his hand to his head. His manner and his look quite
terrified them all.
"No,
my dear, not ill. There are large drops of rain falling, and they made me
start. We had better go in."
He
recovered himself almost instantly. Rain was really falling in large drops, and
he showed the back of his hand with rain-drops on it. But, he said not a single
word in reference to the discovery that had been told of, and, as they went
into the house, the business eye of Mr. Lorry either detected, or fancied it
detected, on his face, as it turned towards Charles Darnay, the same singular
look that had been upon it when it turned towards him in the passages of the
Court House.
He
recovered himself so quickly, however, that Mr. Lorry had doubts of his
business eye. The arm of the golden giant in the hall was not more steady than
he was, when he stopped under it to remark to them that he was not yet proof
against slight surprises (if he ever would be), and that the rain had startled
him.
Tea-time,
and Miss Pross making tea, with another fit of the jerks upon her, and yet no
Hundreds of people. Mr. Carton had lounged in, but he made only Two.
The
night was so very sultry, that although they sat with doors and windows open,
they were overpowered by heat. When the tea-table was done with, they all moved
to one of the windows, and looked out into the heavy twilight. Lucie sat by her
father; Darnay sat beside her; Carton leaned against a window. The curtains
were long and white, and some of the thunder-gusts that whirled into the
corner, caught them up to the ceiling, and waved them like spectral wings.
"The
rain-drops are still falling, large, heavy, and few," said Doctor Manette.
"It comes slowly."
"It
comes surely," said Carton.
They
spoke low, as people watching and waiting mostly do; as people in a dark room,
watching and waiting for Lightning, always do.
There
was a great hurry in the streets of people speeding away to get shelter before
the storm broke; the wonderful corner for echoes resounded with the echoes of
footsteps coming and going, yet not a footstep was there.
"A
multitude of people, and yet a solitude!" said Darnay, when they had
listened for a while.
"Is
it not impressive, Mr. Darnay?" asked Lucie. "Sometimes, I have sat
here of an evening, until I have fancied--but even the shade of a foolish fancy
makes me shudder to-night, when all is so black and solemn--"
"Let
us shudder too. We may know what it is."
"It
will seem nothing to you. Such whims are only impressive as we originate them,
I think; they are not to be communicated. I have sometimes sat alone here of an
evening, listening, until I have made the echoes out to be the echoes of all
the footsteps that are coming by-and-bye into our lives."
"There
is a great crowd coming one day into our lives, if that be so," Sydney
Carton struck in, in his moody way.
The
footsteps were incessant, and the hurry of them became more and more rapid. The
corner echoed and re-echoed with the tread of feet; some, as it seemed, under
the windows; some, as it seemed, in the room; some coming, some going, some
breaking off, some stopping altogether; all in the distant streets, and not one
within sight.
"Are
all these footsteps destined to come to all of us, Miss Manette, or are we to
divide them among us?"
"I
don't know, Mr. Darnay; I told you it was a foolish fancy, but you asked for
it. When I have yielded myself to it, I have been alone, and then I have
imagined them the footsteps of the people who are to come into my life, and my
father's."
"I
take them into mine!" said Carton. "I
ask no questions and make no stipulations. There is a great crowd bearing down
upon us, Miss Manette, and I see them--by the Lightning." He added the
last words, after there had been a vivid flash which had shown him lounging in
the window.
"And
I hear them!" he added again, after a peal of thunder. "Here they
come, fast, fierce, and furious!"
It was
the rush and roar of rain that he typified, and it stopped him, for no voice
could be heard in it. A memorable storm of thunder and lightning broke with
that sweep of water, and there was not a moment's interval in crash, and fire,
and rain, until after the moon rose at
The
great bell of
"What
a night it has been! Almost a night, Jerry," said Mr. Lorry, "to
bring the dead out of their graves."
"I
never see the night myself, master--nor yet I don't expect to--what would do
that," answered Jerry.
"Good
night, Mr. Carton," said the man of business. "Good night, Mr.
Darnay. Shall we ever see such a night again, together!"
Perhaps.
Perhaps, see the great crowd of people with its rush and roar, bearing down
upon them, too.
Monseigneur,
one of the great lords in power at the Court, held his fortnightly reception in
his grand hotel in
Yes. It
took four men, all four ablaze with gorgeous decoration, and the Chief of them
unable to exist with fewer than two gold watches in his pocket, emulative of
the noble and chaste fashion set by Monseigneur, to conduct the happy chocolate
to Monseigneur's lips. One lacquey carried the chocolate-pot into the sacred
presence; a second, milled and frothed the chocolate with the little instrument
he bore for that function; a third, presented the favoured napkin; a fourth (he
of the two gold watches), poured the chocolate out. It was impossible for
Monseigneur to dispense with one of these attendants on the chocolate and hold
his high place under the admiring Heavens. Deep would have been the blot upon
his escutcheon if his chocolate had been ignobly waited on by only three men;
he must have died of two.
Monseigneur
had been out at a little supper last night, where the Comedy and the Grand
Opera were charmingly represented. Monseigneur was out at a little supper most
nights, with fascinating company. So polite and so impressible was Monseigneur,
that the Comedy and the Grand Opera had far more influence with him in the
tiresome articles of state affairs and state secrets, than the needs of all
Monseigneur
had one truly noble idea of general public business, which was, to let
everything go on in its own way; of particular public business, Monseigneur had
the other truly noble idea that it must all go his way--tend to his own power
and pocket. Of his pleasures, general and particular, Monseigneur had the other
truly noble idea, that the world was made for them. The text of his order
(altered from the original by only a pronoun, which is not much) ran: "The
earth and the fulness thereof are mine, saith Monseigneur."
Yet,
Monseigneur had slowly found that vulgar embarrassments crept into his affairs,
both private and public; and he had, as to both classes of affairs, allied
himself perforce with a Farmer-General. As to finances public, because
Monseigneur could not make anything at all of them, and must consequently let
them out to somebody who could; as to finances private, because Farmer-Generals
were rich, and Monseigneur, after generations of great luxury and expense, was
growing poor. Hence Monseigneur had taken his sister from a convent, while
there was yet time to ward off the impending veil, the cheapest garment she
could wear, and had bestowed her as a prize upon a very rich Farmer-General,
poor in family. Which Farmer-General, carrying an appropriate cane with a
golden apple on the top of it, was now among the company in the outer rooms,
much prostrated before by mankind--always excepting superior mankind of the
blood of Monseigneur, who, his own wife included, looked down upon him with the
loftiest contempt.
A
sumptuous man was the Farmer-General. Thirty horses stood in his stables,
twenty-four male domestics sat in his halls, six body-women waited on his wife.
As one who pretended to do nothing but plunder and forage where he could, the
Farmer-General--howsoever his matrimonial relations conduced to social
morality--was at least the greatest reality among the personages who attended
at the hotel of Monseigneur that day.
For,
the rooms, though a beautiful scene to look at, and adorned with every device
of decoration that the taste and skill of the time could achieve, were, in
truth, not a sound business; considered with any reference to the scarecrows in
the rags and nightcaps elsewhere (and not so far off, either, but that the
watching towers of Notre Dame, almost equidistant from the two extremes, could
see them both), they would have been an exceedingly uncomfortable business--if
that could have been anybody's business, at the house of Monseigneur. Military
officers destitute of military knowledge; naval officers with no idea of a
ship; civil officers without a notion of affairs; brazen ecclesiastics, of the
worst world worldly, with sensual eyes, loose tongues, and looser lives; all
totally unfit for their several callings, all lying horribly in pretending to
belong to them, but all nearly or remotely of the order of Monseigneur, and
therefore foisted on all public employments from which anything was to be got;
these were to be told off by the score and the score. People not immediately
connected with Monseigneur or the State, yet equally unconnected with anything
that was real, or with lives passed in travelling by any straight road to any
true earthly end, were no less abundant. Doctors who made great fortunes out of
dainty remedies for imaginary disorders that never existed, smiled upon their
courtly patients in the ante-chambers of Monseigneur. Projectors who had
discovered every kind of remedy for the little evils with which the State was
touched, except the remedy of setting to work in earnest to root out a single
sin, poured their distracting babble into any ears they could lay hold of, at
the reception of Monseigneur. Unbelieving Philosophers who were remodelling the
world with words, and making card-towers of
The
leprosy of unreality disfigured every human creature in attendance upon
Monseigneur. In the outermost room were half a dozen exceptional people who had
had, for a few years, some vague misgiving in them that things in general were
going rather wrong. As a promising way of setting them right, half of the
half-dozen had become members of a fantastic sect of Convulsionists, and were
even then considering within themselves whether they should foam, rage, roar,
and turn cataleptic on the spot--thereby setting up a highly intelligible
finger-post to the Future, for Monseigneur's guidance. Besides these Dervishes,
were other three who had rushed into another sect, which mended matters with a
jargon about "the Centre of Truth:" holding that Man had got out of
the Centre of Truth--which did not need much demonstration--but had not got out
of the Circumference, and that he was to be kept from flying out of the
Circumference, and was even to be shoved back into the Centre, by fasting and
seeing of spirits. Among these, accordingly, much discoursing with spirits went
on--and it did a world of good which never became manifest.
But,
the comfort was, that all the company at the grand hotel of Monseigneur were
perfectly dressed. If the Day of Judgment had only been ascertained to be a
dress day, everybody there would have been eternally correct. Such frizzling
and powdering and sticking up of hair, such delicate complexions artificially
preserved and mended, such gallant swords to look at, and such delicate honour
to the sense of smell, would surely keep anything going, for ever and ever. The
exquisite gentlemen of the finest breeding wore little pendent trinkets that
chinked as they languidly moved; these golden fetters rang like precious little
bells; and what with that ringing, and with the rustle of silk and brocade and
fine linen, there was a flutter in the air that fanned Saint Antoine and his
devouring hunger far away.
Dress
was the one unfailing talisman and charm used for keeping all things in their
places. Everybody was dressed for a Fancy Ball that was never to leave off.
From the Palace of the Tuileries, through Monseigneur and the whole Court,
through the Chambers, the Tribunals of Justice, and all society (except the
scarecrows), the Fancy Ball descended to the Common Executioner: who, in
pursuance of the charm, was required to officiate "frizzled, powdered, in
a gold-laced coat, pumps, and white silk stockings." At the gallows and
the wheel--the axe was a rarity--Monsieur Paris, as it was the episcopal mode
among his brother Professors of the provinces, Monsieur Orleans, and the rest,
to call him, presided in this dainty dress. And who among the company at
Monseigneur's reception in that seventeen hundred and eightieth year of our
Lord, could possibly doubt, that a system rooted in a frizzled hangman,
powdered, gold-laced, pumped, and white-silk stockinged, would see the very
stars out!
Monseigneur
having eased his four men of their burdens and taken his chocolate, caused the
doors of the Holiest of Holiests to be thrown open, and issued forth. Then,
what submission, what cringing and fawning, what servility, what abject
humiliation! As to bowing down in body and spirit, nothing in that way was left
for Heaven--which may have been one among other reasons why the worshippers of
Monseigneur never troubled it.
Bestowing
a word of promise here and a smile there, a whisper on one happy slave and a
wave of the hand on another, Monseigneur affably passed through his rooms to
the remote region of the Circumference of Truth. There, Monseigneur turned, and
came back again, and so in due course of time got himself shut up in his
sanctuary by the chocolate sprites, and was seen no more.
The
show being over, the flutter in the air became quite a little storm, and the
precious little bells went ringing downstairs. There was soon but one person
left of all the crowd, and he, with his hat under his arm and his snuff-box in
his hand, slowly passed among the mirrors on his way out.
"I
devote you," said this person, stopping at the last door on his way, and
turning in the direction of the sanctuary, "to the Devil!"
With
that, he shook the snuff from his fingers as if he had shaken the dust from his
feet, and quietly walked downstairs.
He was
a man of about sixty, handsomely dressed, haughty in manner, and with a face
like a fine mask. A face of a transparent paleness; every feature in it clearly
defined; one set expression on it. The nose, beautifully formed otherwise, was
very slightly pinched at the top of each nostril. In those two compressions, or
dints, the only little change that the face ever showed, resided. They
persisted in changing colour sometimes, and they would be occasionally dilated
and contracted by something like a faint pulsation; then, they gave a look of
treachery, and cruelty, to the whole countenance. Examined with attention, its
capacity of helping such a look was to be found in the line of the mouth, and
the lines of the orbits of the eyes, being much too horizontal and thin; still,
in the effect of the face made, it was a handsome face, and a remarkable one.
Its
owner went downstairs into the courtyard, got into his carriage, and drove
away. Not many people had talked with him at the reception; he had stood in a little
space apart, and Monseigneur might have been warmer in his manner. It appeared,
under the circumstances, rather agreeable to him to see the common people
dispersed before his horses, and often barely escaping from being run down. His
man drove as if he were charging an enemy, and the furious recklessness of the
man brought no check into the face, or to the lips, of the master. The
complaint had sometimes made itself audible, even in that deaf city and dumb
age, that, in the narrow streets without footways, the fierce patrician custom
of hard driving endangered and maimed the mere vulgar in a barbarous manner.
But, few cared enough for that to think of it a second time, and, in this
matter, as in all others, the common wretches were left to get out of their
difficulties as they could.
With a
wild rattle and clatter, and an inhuman abandonment of consideration not easy
to be understood in these days, the carriage dashed through streets and swept
round corners, with women screaming before it, and men clutching each other and
clutching children out of its way. At last, swooping at a street corner by a
fountain, one of its wheels came to a sickening little jolt, and there was a
loud cry from a number of voices, and the horses reared and plunged.
But for
the latter inconvenience, the carriage probably would not have stopped;
carriages were often known to drive on, and leave their wounded behind, and why
not? But the frightened valet had got down in a hurry, and there were twenty
hands at the horses' bridles.
"What
has gone wrong?" said Monsieur, calmly looking out.
A tall
man in a nightcap had caught up a bundle from among the feet of the horses, and
had laid it on the basement of the fountain, and was down in the mud and wet,
howling over it like a wild animal.
"Pardon,
Monsieur the Marquis!" said a ragged and submissive man, "it is a
child."
"Why
does he make that abominable noise? Is it his child?"
"Excuse
me, Monsieur the Marquis--it is a pity--yes."
The
fountain was a little removed; for the street opened, where it was, into a
space some ten or twelve yards square. As the tall man suddenly got up from the
ground, and came running at the carriage, Monsieur the Marquis clapped his hand
for an instant on his sword-hilt.
"Killed!"
shrieked the man, in wild desperation, extending both arms at their length
above his head, and staring at him. "Dead!"
The
people closed round, and looked at Monsieur the Marquis. There was nothing
revealed by the many eyes that looked at him but watchfulness and eagerness;
there was no visible menacing or anger. Neither did the people say anything;
after the first cry, they had been silent, and they remained so. The voice of
the submissive man who had spoken, was flat and tame in its extreme submission.
Monsieur the Marquis ran his eyes over them all, as if they had been mere rats
come out of their holes.
He took
out his purse.
"It
is extraordinary to me," said he, "that you people cannot take care
of yourselves and your children. One or the other of you is for ever in the
way. How do I know what injury you have done my horses. See! Give him
that."
He
threw out a gold coin for the valet to pick up, and all the heads craned
forward that all the eyes might look down at it as it fell. The tall man called
out again with a most unearthly cry, "Dead!"
He was
arrested by the quick arrival of another man, for whom the rest made way. On
seeing him, the miserable creature fell upon his shoulder, sobbing and crying,
and pointing to the fountain, where some women were stooping over the
motionless bundle, and moving gently about it. They were as silent, however, as
the men.
"I
know all, I know all," said the last comer. "Be a brave man, my
Gaspard! It is better for the poor little plaything to die so, than to live. It
has died in a moment without pain. Could it have lived an hour as
happily?"
"You
are a philosopher, you there," said the Marquis, smiling. "How do
they call you?"
"They
call me Defarge."
"Of
what trade?"
"Monsieur
the Marquis, vendor of wine."
"Pick
up that, philosopher and vendor of wine," said the Marquis, throwing him
another gold coin, "and spend it as you will. The horses there; are they
right?"
Without
deigning to look at the assemblage a second time, Monsieur the Marquis leaned
back in his seat, and was just being driven away with the air of a gentleman
who had accidentally broke some common thing, and had paid for it, and could
afford to pay for it; when his ease was suddenly disturbed by a coin flying
into his carriage, and ringing on its floor.
"Hold!"
said Monsieur the Marquis. "Hold the horses! Who threw that?"
He
looked to the spot where Defarge the vendor of wine had stood, a moment before;
but the wretched father was grovelling on his face on the pavement in that
spot, and the figure that stood beside him was the figure of a dark stout
woman, knitting.
"You
dogs!" said the Marquis, but smoothly, and with an unchanged front, except
as to the spots on his nose: "I would ride over any of you very willingly,
and exterminate you from the earth. If I knew which rascal threw at the carriage,
and if that brigand were sufficiently near it, he should be crushed under the
wheels."
So
cowed was their condition, and so long and hard their experience of what such a
man could do to them, within the law and beyond it, that not a voice, or a
hand, or even an eye was raised. Among the men, not one. But the woman who
stood knitting looked up steadily, and looked the Marquis in the face. It was
not for his dignity to notice it; his contemptuous eyes passed over her, and
over all the other rats; and he leaned back in his seat again, and gave the
word "Go on!"
He was
driven on, and other carriages came whirling by in quick succession; the
Minister, the State-Projector, the Farmer-General, the Doctor, the Lawyer, the
Ecclesiastic, the Grand Opera, the Comedy, the whole Fancy Ball in a bright
continuous flow, came whirling by. The rats had crept out of their holes to
look on, and they remained looking on for hours; soldiers and police often
passing between them and the spectacle, and making a barrier behind which they
slunk, and through which they peeped. The father had long ago taken up his
bundle and bidden himself away with it, when the women who had tended the
bundle while it lay on the base of the fountain, sat there watching the running
of the water and the rolling of the Fancy Ball--when the one woman who had
stood conspicuous, knitting, still knitted on with the steadfastness of Fate.
The water of the fountain ran, the swift river ran, the day ran into evening,
so much life in the city ran into death according to rule, time and tide waited
for no man, the rats were sleeping close together in their dark holes again,
the Fancy Ball was lighted up at supper, all things ran their course.
A beautiful
landscape, with the corn bright in it, but not abundant. Patches of poor rye
where corn should have been, patches of poor peas and beans, patches of most
coarse vegetable substitutes for wheat. On inanimate nature, as on the men and
women who cultivated it, a prevalent tendency towards an appearance of
vegetating unwillingly--a dejected disposition to give up, and wither away.
Monsieur
the Marquis in his travelling carriage (which might have been lighter),
conducted by four post-horses and two postilions, fagged up a steep hill. A
blush on the countenance of Monsieur the Marquis was no impeachment of his high
breeding; it was not from within; it was occasioned by an external circumstance
beyond his control--the setting sun.
The
sunset struck so brilliantly into the travelling carriage when it gained the
hill-top, that its occupant was steeped in crimson. "It will die
out," said Monsieur the Marquis, glancing at his hands,
"directly."
In
effect, the sun was so low that it dipped at the moment. When the heavy drag
had been adjusted to the wheel, and the carriage slid down hill, with a
cinderous smell, in a cloud of dust, the red glow departed quickly; the sun and
the Marquis going down together, there was no glow left when the drag was taken
off.
But, there
remained a broken country, bold and open, a little village at the bottom of the
hill, a broad sweep and rise beyond it, a churchtower, a windmill, a forest for
the chase, and a crag with a fortress on it used as a prison. Round upon all
these darkening objects as the night drew on, the Marquis looked, with the air
of one who was coming near home.
The
village had its one poor street, with its poor brewery, poor tannery, poor
tavern, poor stable-yard for relays of post-horses, poor fountain, all usual poor
appointments. It had its poor people too. All its people were poor, and many of
them were sitting at their doors, shredding spare onions and the like for
supper, while many were at the fountain, washing leaves, and grasses, and any
such small yieldings of the earth that could be eaten. Expressive sips of what
made them poor, were not wanting; the tax for the state, the tax for the
church, the tax for the lord, tax local and tax general, were to be paid here
and to be paid there, according to solemn inscription in the little village,
until the wonder was, that there was any village left unswallowed.
Few
children were to be seen, and no dogs. As to the men and women, their choice on
earth was stated in the prospect--Life on the lowest terms that could sustain
it, down in the little village under the mill; or captivity and Death in the
dominant prison on the crag.
Heralded
by a courier in advance, and by the cracking of his postilions' whips, which
twined snake-like about their heads in the evening air, as if he came attended
by the Furies, Monsieur the Marquis drew up in his travelling carriage at the
posting-house gate. It was hard by the fountain, and the peasants suspended
their operations to look at him. He looked at them, and saw in them, without
knowing it, the slow sure filing down of misery-worn face and figure, that was
to make the meagreness of Frenchmen an English superstition which should
survive the truth through the best part of a hundred years.
Monsieur
the Marquis cast his eyes over the submissive faces that drooped before him, as
the like of himself had drooped before Monseigneur of the Court--only the
difference was, that these faces drooped merely to suffer and not to
propitiate--when a grizzled mender of the roads joined the group.
"Bring
me hither that fellow!" said the Marquis to the courier.
The
fellow was brought, cap in hand, and the other fellows closed round to look and
listen, in the manner of the people at the
"I
passed you on the road?"
"Monseigneur,
it is true. I had the honour of being passed on the road."
"Coming
up the hill, and at the top of the hill, both?"
"Monseigneur,
it is true."
"What
did you look at, so fixedly?"
"Monseigneur,
I looked at the man."
He
stooped a little, and with his tattered blue cap pointed under the carriage.
All his fellows stooped to look under the carriage.
"What
man, pig? And why look there?"
"Pardon,
Monseigneur; he swung by the chain of the shoe--the drag."
"Who?"
demanded the traveller.
"Monseigneur,
the man."
"May
the Devil carry away these idiots! How do you call the man? You know all the
men of this part of the country. Who was he?"
"Your
clemency, Monseigneur! He was not of this part of the country. Of all the days
of my life, I never saw him."
"Swinging
by the chain? To be suffocated?"
"With
your gracious permission, that was the wonder of it, Monseigneur. His head
hanging over--like this!"
He
turned himself sideways to the carriage, and leaned back, with his face thrown
up to the sky, and his head hanging down; then recovered himself, fumbled with
his cap, and made a bow.
"What
was he like?"
"Monseigneur,
he was whiter than the miller. All covered with dust, white as a spectre, tall
as a spectre!"
The
picture produced an immense sensation in the little crowd; but all eyes, without
comparing notes with other eyes, looked at Monsieur the Marquis. Perhaps, to
observe whether he had any spectre on his conscience.
"Truly,
you did well," said the Marquis, felicitously sensible that such vermin
were not to ruffle him, "to see a thief accompanying my carriage, and not
open that great mouth of yours. Bah! Put him aside, Monsieur Gabelle!"
Monsieur
Gabelle was the Postmaster, and some other taxing functionary united; he had
come out with great obsequiousness to assist at this examination, and had held
the examined by the drapery of his arm in an official manner.
"Bah!
Go aside!" said Monsieur Gabelle.
"Lay
hands on this stranger if he seeks to lodge in your village to-night, and be
sure that his business is honest, Gabelle."
"Monseigneur,
I am flattered to devote myself to your orders."
"Did
he run away, fellow?--where is that Accursed?"
The
accursed was already under the carriage with some half-dozen particular
friends, pointing out the chain with his blue cap. Some half-dozen other particular
friends promptly hauled him out, and presented him breathless to Monsieur the
Marquis.
"Did
the man run away, Dolt, when we stopped for the drag?"
"Monseigneur,
he precipitated himself over the hill-side, head first, as a person plunges
into the river."
"See
to it, Gabelle. Go on!"
The
half-dozen who were peering at the chain were still among the wheels, like
sheep; the wheels turned so suddenly that they were lucky to save their skins
and bones; they had very little else to save, or they might not have been so
fortunate.
The
burst with which the carriage started out of the village and up the rise
beyond, was soon checked by the steepness of the hill. Gradually, it subsided
to a foot pace, swinging and lumbering upward among the many sweet scents of a
summer night. The postilions, with a thousand gossamer gnats circling about
them in lieu of the Furies, quietly mended the points to the lashes of their
whips; the valet walked by the horses; the courier was audible, trotting on
ahead into the dun distance.
At the
steepest point of the hill there was a little burial-ground, with a Cross and a
new large figure of Our Saviour on it; it was a poor figure in wood, done by
some inexperienced rustic carver, but he had studied the figure from the
life--his own life, maybe--for it was dreadfully spare and thin.
To this
distressful emblem of a great distress that had long been growing worse, and
was not at its worst, a woman was kneeling. She turned her head as the carriage
came up to her, rose quickly, and presented herself at the carriage-door.
"It
is you, Monseigneur! Monseigneur, a petition."
With an
exclamation of impatience, but with his unchangeable face, Monseigneur looked
out.
"How,
then! What is it? Always petitions!"
"Monseigneur.
For the love of the great God! My husband, the forester."
"What
of your husband, the forester? Always the same with you people. He cannot pay
something?"
"He
has paid all, Monseigneur. He is dead."
"Well!
He is quiet. Can I restore him to you?"
"Alas,
no, Monseigneur! But he lies yonder, under a little heap of poor grass."
"Well?"
"Monseigneur,
there are so many little heaps of poor grass?"
"Again,
well?"
She
looked an old woman, but was young. Her manner was one of passionate grief; by
turns she clasped her veinous and knotted hands together with wild energy, and
laid one of them on the carriage-door --tenderly, caressingly, as if it had
been a human breast, and could be expected to feel the appealing touch.
"Monseigneur,
hear me! Monseigneur, hear my petition! My husband died of want; so many die of
want; so many more will die of want."
"Again,
well? Can I feed them?"
"Monseigneur,
the good God knows; but I don't ask it. My petition is, that a morsel of stone
or wood, with my husband's name, may be placed over him to show where he lies.
Otherwise, the place will be quickly forgotten, it will never be found when I
am dead of the same malady, I shall be laid under some other heap of poor
grass. Monseigneur, they are so many, they increase so fast, there is so much
want. Monseigneur! Monseigneur!"
The
valet had put her away from the door, the carriage had broken into a brisk
trot, the postilions had quickened the pace, she was left far behind, and
Monseigneur, again escorted by the Furies, was rapidly diminishing the league
or two of distance that remained between him and his chateau.
The
sweet scents of the summer night rose all around him, and rose, as the rain
falls, impartially, on the dusty, ragged, and toil-worn group at the fountain
not far away; to whom the mender of roads, with the aid of the blue cap without
which he was nothing, still enlarged upon his man like a spectre, as long as
they could bear it. By degrees, as they could bear no more, they dropped off
one by one, and lights twinkled in little casements; which lights, as the
casements darkened, and more stars came out, seemed to have shot up into the
sky instead of having been extinguished.
The
shadow of a large high-roofed house, and of many over-hanging trees, was upon
Monsieur the Marquis by that time; and the shadow was exchanged for the light
of a flambeau, as his carriage stopped, and the great door of his chateau was
opened to him.
"Monsieur
Charles, whom I expect; is he arrived from
"Monseigneur,
not yet."
It was
a heavy mass of building, that chateau of Monsieur the Marquis, with a large
stone courtyard before it, and two stone sweeps of staircase meeting in a stone
terrace before the principal door. A stony business altogether, with heavy
stone balustrades, and stone urns, and stone flowers, and stone faces of men,
and stone heads of lions, in all directions. As if the Gorgon's head had
surveyed it, when it was finished, two centuries ago.
Up the
broad flight of shallow steps, Monsieur the Marquis, flambeau preceded, went
from his carriage, sufficiently disturbing the darkness to elicit loud
remonstrance from an owl in the roof of the great pile of stable building away
among the trees. All else was so quiet, that the flambeau carried up the steps,
and the other flambeau held at the great door, burnt as if they were in a close
room of state, instead of being in the open night-air. Other sound than the
owl's voice there was none, save the failing of a fountain into its stone basin;
for, it was one of those dark nights that hold their breath by the hour
together, and then heave a long low sigh, and hold their breath again.
The
great door clanged behind him, and Monsieur the Marquis crossed a hall grim
with certain old boar-spears, swords, and knives of the chase; grimmer with
certain heavy riding-rods and riding-whips, of which many a peasant, gone to
his benefactor Death, had felt the weight when his lord was angry.
Avoiding
the larger rooms, which were dark and made fast for the night, Monsieur the
Marquis, with his flambeau-bearer going on before, went up the staircase to a
door in a corridor. This thrown open, admitted him to his own private apartment
of three rooms: his bed-chamber and two others. High vaulted rooms with cool uncarpeted
floors, great dogs upon the hearths for the burning of wood in winter time, and
all luxuries befitting the state of a marquis in a luxurious age and country.
The fashion of the last Louis but one, of the line that was never to break
--the fourteenth Louis--was conspicuous in their rich furniture; but, it was
diversified by many objects that were illustrations of old pages in the history
of France.
A
supper-table was laid for two, in the third of the rooms; a round room, in one
of the chateau's four extinguisher-topped towers. A small lofty room, with its
window wide open, and the wooden jalousie-blinds closed, so that the dark night
only showed in slight horizontal lines of black, alternating with their broad
lines of stone colour.
"My
nephew," said the Marquis, glancing at the supper preparation; "they
said he was not arrived."
Nor was
he; but, he had been expected with Monseigneur.
"Ah!
It is not probable he will arrive to-night; nevertheless, leave the table as it
is. I shall be ready in a quarter of an hour."
In a
quarter of an hour Monseigneur was ready, and sat down alone to his sumptuous
and choice supper. His chair was opposite to the window, and he had taken his
soup, and was raising his glass of
"What
is that?" he calmly asked, looking with attention at the horizontal lines
of black and stone colour.
"Monseigneur?
That?"
"Outside
the blinds. Open the blinds."
It was
done.
"Well?"
"Monseigneur,
it is nothing. The trees and the night are all that are here."
The
servant who spoke, had thrown the blinds wide, had looked out into the vacant
darkness, and stood with that blank behind him, looking round for instructions.
"Good,"
said the imperturbable master. "Close them again."
That was
done too, and the Marquis went on with his supper. He was half way through it,
when he again stopped with his glass in his hand, hearing the sound of wheels.
It came on briskly, and came up to the front of the chateau.
"Ask
who is arrived."
It was
the nephew of Monseigneur. He had been some few leagues behind Monseigneur,
early in the afternoon. He had diminished the distance rapidly, but not so
rapidly as to come up with Monseigneur on the road. He had heard of
Monseigneur, at the posting-houses, as being before him.
He was
to be told (said Monseigneur) that supper awaited him then and there, and that
he was prayed to come to it. In a little while he came. He had been known in
Monseigneur
received him in a courtly manner, but they did not shake hands.
"You
left Paris yesterday, sir?" he said to Monseigneur, as he took his seat at
table.
"Yesterday.
And you?"
"I
come direct."
"From
"Yes."
"You
have been a long time coming," said the Marquis, with a smile.
"On
the contrary; I come direct."
"Pardon
me! I mean, not a long time on the journey; a long time intending the
journey."
"I
have been detained by"--the nephew stopped a moment in his
answer--"various business."
"Without
doubt," said the polished uncle.
So long
as a servant was present, no other words passed between them. When coffee had
been served and they were alone together, the nephew, looking at the uncle and
meeting the eyes of the face that was like a fine mask, opened a conversation.
"I
have come back, sir, as you anticipate, pursuing the object that took me away.
It carried me into great and unexpected peril; but it is a sacred object, and
if it had carried me to death I hope it would have sustained me."
"Not
to death," said the uncle; "it is not necessary to say, to
death."
"I
doubt, sir," returned the nephew, "whether, if it had carried me to
the utmost brink of death, you would have cared to stop me there."
The
deepened marks in the nose, and the lengthening of the fine straight lines in
the cruel face, looked ominous as to that; the uncle made a graceful gesture of
protest, which was so clearly a slight form of good breeding that it was not
reassuring.
"Indeed,
sir," pursued the nephew, "for anything I know, you may have
expressly worked to give a more suspicious appearance to the suspicious
circumstances that surrounded me."
"No,
no, no," said the uncle, pleasantly.
"But,
however that may be," resumed the nephew, glancing at him with deep
distrust, "I know that your diplomacy would stop me by any means, and would
know no scruple as to means."
"My
friend, I told you so," said the uncle, with a fine pulsation in the two
marks. "Do me the favour to recall that I told you so, long ago."
"I
recall it."
"Thank
you," said the Marquise--very sweetly indeed.
His
tone lingered in the air, almost like the tone of a musical instrument.
"In
effect, sir," pursued the nephew, "I believe it to be at once your
bad fortune, and my good fortune, that has kept me out of a prison in
"I
do not quite understand," returned the uncle, sipping his coffee.
"Dare I ask you to explain?"
"I
believe that if you were not in disgrace with the Court, and had not been
overshadowed by that cloud for years past, a letter de cachet would have sent
me to some fortress indefinitely."
"It
is possible," said the uncle, with great calmness. "For the honour of
the family, I could even resolve to incommode you to that extent. Pray excuse
me!"
"I
perceive that, happily for me, the Reception of the day before yesterday was,
as usual, a cold one," observed the nephew.
"I
would not say happily, my friend," returned the uncle, with refined
politeness; "I would not be sure of that. A good opportunity for
consideration, surrounded by the advantages of solitude, might influence your
destiny to far greater advantage than you influence it for yourself. But it is
useless to discuss the question. I am, as you say, at a disadvantage. These
little instruments of correction, these gentle aids to the power and honour of
families, these slight favours that might so incommode you, are only to be
obtained now by interest and importunity. They are sought by so many, and they
are granted (comparatively) to so few! It used not to be so, but
The
Marquis took a gentle little pinch of snuff, and shook his head; as elegantly
despondent as he could becomingly be of a country still containing himself, that great means of regeneration.
"We
have so asserted our station, both in the old time and in the modern time
also," said the nephew, gloomily, "that I believe our name to be more
detested than any name in
"Let
us hope so," said the uncle. "Detestation of the high is the
involuntary homage of the low."
"There
is not," pursued the nephew, in his former tone, "a face I can look
at, in all this country round about us, which looks at me with any deference on
it but the dark deference of fear and slavery."
"A
compliment," said the Marquis, "to the grandeur of the family,
merited by the manner in which the family has sustained its grandeur.
Hah!" And he took another gentle little pinch of snuff, and lightly
crossed his legs.
But,
when his nephew, leaning an elbow on the table, covered his eyes thoughtfully
and dejectedly with his hand, the fine mask looked at him sideways with a
stronger concentration of keenness, closeness, and dislike, than was
comportable with its wearer's assumption of indifference.
"Repression
is the only lasting philosophy. The dark deference of fear and slavery, my
friend," observed the Marquis, "will keep the dogs obedient to the
whip, as long as this roof," looking up to it, "shuts out the
sky."
That
might not be so long as the Marquis supposed. If a picture of the chateau as it
was to be a very few years hence, and of fifty like it as they too were to be a
very few years hence, could have been shown to him that night, he might have
been at a loss to claim his own from the ghastly, fire-charred, plunder-wrecked
rains. As for the roof he vaunted, he might have found that shutting out the sky in a new way--to
wit, for ever, from the eyes of the bodies into which its lead was fired, out
of the barrels of a hundred thousand muskets.
"Meanwhile,"
said the Marquis, "I will preserve the honour and repose of the family, if
you will not. But you must be fatigued. Shall we terminate our conference for
the night?"
"A
moment more."
"An
hour, if you please."
"Sir,"
said the nephew, "we have done wrong, and are reaping the fruits of
wrong."
"We have done wrong?" repeated the
Marquis, with an inquiring smile, and delicately pointing, first to his nephew,
then to himself.
"Our
family; our honourable family, whose honour is of so much account to both of
us, in such different ways. Even in my father's time, we did a world of wrong,
injuring every human creature who came between us and our pleasure, whatever it
was. Why need I speak of my father's time, when it is equally yours? Can I
separate my father's twin-brother, joint inheritor, and next successor, from
himself?"
"Death
has done that!" said the Marquis.
"And
has left me," answered the nephew, "bound to a system that is
frightful to me, responsible for it, but powerless in it; seeking to execute
the last request of my dear mother's lips, and obey the last look of my dear
mother's eyes, which implored me to have mercy and to redress; and tortured by
seeking assistance and power in vain."
"Seeking
them from me, my nephew," said the Marquis, touching him on the breast
with his forefinger--they were now standing by the hearth--"you will for
ever seek them in vain, be assured."
Every
fine straight line in the clear whiteness of his face, was cruelly, craftily,
and closely compressed, while he stood looking quietly at his nephew, with his
snuff-box in his hand. Once again he touched him on the breast, as though his
finger were the fine point of a small sword, with which, in delicate finesse,
he ran him through the body, and said,
"My
friend, I will die, perpetuating the system under which I have lived."
When he
had said it, he took a culminating pinch of snuff, and put his box in his
pocket.
"Better
to be a rational creature," he added then, after ringing a small bell on
the table, "and accept your natural destiny. But you are lost, Monsieur
Charles, I see."
"This
property and
"Are
they both yours to renounce?
"I
had no intention, in the words I used, to claim it yet. If it passed to me from
you, to-morrow--"
"Which
I have the vanity to hope is not probable."
"--or
twenty years hence--"
"You
do me too much honour," said the Marquis; "still, I prefer that
supposition."
"--I
would abandon it, and live otherwise and elsewhere. It is little to relinquish.
What is it but a wilderness of misery and ruin!"
"Hah!"
said the Marquis, glancing round the luxurious room.
"To
the eye it is fair enough, here; but seen in its integrity, under the sky, and
by the daylight, it is a crumbling tower of waste, mismanagement, extortion,
debt, mortgage, oppression, hunger, nakedness, and suffering."
"Hah!"
said the Marquis again, in a well-satisfied manner.
"If
it ever becomes mine, it shall be put into some hands better qualified to free
it slowly (if such a thing is possible) from the weight that drags it down, so
that the miserable people who cannot leave it and who have been long wrung to
the last point of endurance, may, in another generation, suffer less; but it is
not for me. There is a curse on it, and on all this land."
"And
you?" said the uncle. "Forgive my curiosity; do you, under your new
philosophy, graciously intend to live?"
"I
must do, to live, what others of my countrymen, even with nobility at their
backs, may have to do some day-work."
"In
"Yes.
The family honour, sir, is safe from me in this country. The family name can
suffer from me in no other, for I bear it in no other."
The
ringing of the bell had caused the adjoining bed-chamber to be lighted. It now
shone brightly, through the door of communication. The Marquis looked that way,
and listened for the retreating step of his valet.
"
"I
have already said, that for my prospering there, I am
sensible I may be indebted to you, sir. For the rest, it is my Refuge."
"They
say, those boastful English, that it is the Refuge of many. You know a
compatriot who has found a Refuge there? A Doctor?"
"Yes."
"With
a daughter?"
"Yes."
"Yes,"
said the Marquis. "You are fatigued. Good night!"
As he
bent his head in his most courtly manner, there was a secrecy in his smiling
face, and he conveyed an air of mystery to those words, which struck the eyes
and ears of his nephew forcibly. At the same time, the thin straight lines of
the setting of the eyes, and the thin straight lips, and the markings in the
nose, curved with a sarcasm that looked handsomely diabolic.
"Yes,"
repeated the Marquis. "A Doctor with a daughter. Yes. So commences the new
philosophy! You are fatigued. Good night!"
It
would have been of as much avail to interrogate any stone face outside the
chateau as to interrogate that face of his. The nephew looked at him, in vain,
in passing on to the door.
"Good
night!" said the uncle. "I look to the pleasure of seeing you again
in the morning. Good repose! Light Monsieur my nephew to his chamber
there!--And burn Monsieur my nephew in his bed, if you will," he added to
himself, before he rang his little bell again, and summoned his valet to his
own bedroom.
The
valet come and gone, Monsieur the Marquis walked to and fro in his loose
chamber-robe, to prepare himself gently for sleep, that hot still night.
Rustling about the room, his softly-slippered feet making no noise on the
floor, he moved like a refined tiger:--looked like some enchanted marquis of
the impenitently wicked sort, in story, whose periodical change into tiger form
was either just going off, or just coming on.
He
moved from end to end of his voluptuous bedroom, looking again at the scraps of
the day's journey that came unbidden into his mind; the slow toil up the hill
at sunset, the setting sun, the descent, the mill, the prison on the crag, the
little village in the hollow, the peasants at the fountain, and the mender of
roads with his blue cap pointing out the chain under the carriage. That
fountain suggested the
"I
am cool now," said Monsieur the Marquis, "and may go to bed."
So,
leaving only one light burning on the large hearth, he let his thin gauze
curtains fall around him, and heard the night break its silence with a long
sigh as he composed himself to sleep.
The
stone faces on the outer walls stared blindly at the black night for three
heavy hours; for three heavy hours, the horses in the stables rattled at their
racks, the dogs barked, and the owl made a noise with very little resemblance
in it to the noise conventionally assigned to the owl by men-poets. But it is
the obstinate custom of such creatures hardly ever to say what is set down for
them.
For
three heavy hours, the stone faces of the chateau, lion and human, stared
blindly at the night. Dead darkness lay on all the landscape, dead darkness
added its own hush to the hushing dust on all the roads. The burial-place had
got to the pass that its little heaps of poor grass were undistinguishable from
one another; the figure on the Cross might have come down, for anything that
could be seen of it. In the village, taxers and taxed were fast asleep.
Dreaming, perhaps, of banquets, as the starved usually do, and of ease and
rest, as the driven slave and the yoked ox may, its lean inhabitants slept soundly,
and were fed and freed.
The
fountain in the village flowed unseen and unheard, and the fountain at the
chateau dropped unseen and unheard--both melting away, like the minutes that were
falling from the spring of Time-- through three dark hours. Then, the grey
water of both began to be ghostly in the light, and the eyes of the stone faces
of the chateau were opened.
Lighter
and lighter, until at last the sun touched the tops of the still trees, and
poured its radiance over the hill. In the glow, the water of the chateau
fountain seemed to turn to blood, and the stone faces crimsoned. The carol of
the birds was loud and high, and, on the weather-beaten sill of the great
window of the bedchamber of Monsieur the Marquis, one little bird sang its
sweetest song with all its might. At this, the nearest stone face seemed to
stare amazed, and, with open mouth and dropped under-jaw, looked awe-stricken.
Now,
the sun was full up, and movement began in the village. Casement windows
opened, crazy doors were unbarred, and people came forth shivering--chilled, as
yet, by the new sweet air. Then began the rarely lightened toil of the day
among the village population. Some, to the fountain; some, to the fields; men
and women here, to dig and delve; men and women there, to see to the poor live
stock, and lead the bony cows out, to such pasture as could be found by the
roadside. In the church and at the Cross, a kneeling figure or two; attendant
on the latter prayers, the led cow, trying for a breakfast among the weeds at
its foot.
The
chateau awoke later, as became its quality, but awoke gradually and surely.
First, the lonely boar-spears and knives of the chase had been reddened as of
old; then, had gleamed trenchant in the morning sunshine; now, doors and
windows were thrown open, horses in their stables looked round over their
shoulders at the light and freshness pouring in at doorways, leaves sparkled
and rustled at iron-grated windows, dogs pulled hard at their chains, and
reared impatient to be loosed.
All
these trivial incidents belonged to the routine of life, and the return of
morning. Surely, not so the ringing of the great bell of the chateau, nor the
running up and down the stairs; nor the hurried figures on the terrace; nor the
booting and tramping here and there and everywhere, nor the quick saddling of
horses and riding away?
What
winds conveyed this hurry to the grizzled mender of roads, already at work on
the hill-top beyond the village, with his day's dinner (not much to carry)
lying in a bundle that it was worth no crow's while to peck at, on a heap of
stones? Had the birds, carrying some grains of it to a distance, dropped one
over him as they sow chance seeds? Whether or no, the mender of roads ran, on
the sultry morning, as if for his life, down the hill, knee-high in dust, and
never stopped till he got to the fountain.
All the
people of the village were at the fountain, standing about in their depressed
manner, and whispering low, but showing no other emotions than grim curiosity
and surprise. The led cows, hastily brought in and tethered to anything that
would hold them, were looking stupidly on, or lying down chewing the cud of
nothing particularly repaying their trouble, which they had picked up in their
interrupted saunter. Some of the people of the chateau, and some of those of
the posting-house, and all the taxing authorities, were armed more or less, and
were crowded on the other side of the little street in a purposeless way, that was
highly fraught with nothing. Already, the mender of roads had penetrated into
the midst of a group of fifty particular friends, and was smiting himself in
the breast with his blue cap. What did all this portend, and what portended the
swift hoisting-up of Monsieur Gabelle behind a servant on horseback, and the
conveying away of the said Gabelle (double-laden though the horse was), at a
gallop, like a new version of the German ballad of Leonora?
It
portended that there was one stone face too many, up at the chateau.
The
Gorgon had surveyed the building again in the night, and had added the one
stone face wanting; the stone face for which it had waited through about two
hundred years.
It lay
back on the pillow of Monsieur the Marquis. It was like a fine mask, suddenly
startled, made angry, and petrified. Driven home into the heart of the stone
figure attached to it, was a knife. Round its hilt was a frill of paper, on
which was scrawled:
"Drive
him fast to his tomb. This, from Jacques."
More
months, to the number of twelve, had come and gone, and Mr. Charles Darnay was
established in
In
A
certain portion of his time was passed at
Now,
from the days when it was always summer in
He had
loved Lucie Manette from the hour of his danger. He had never heard a sound so
sweet and dear as the sound of her compassionate voice; he had never seen a
face so tenderly beautiful, as hers when it was confronted with his own on the
edge of the grave that had been dug for him. But, he had not yet spoken to her
on the subject; the assassination at the deserted chateau far away beyond the
heaving water and the long, long, dusty roads--the solid stone chateau which
had itself become the mere mist of a dream--had been done a year, and he had
never yet, by so much as a single spoken word, disclosed to her the state of
his heart.
That he
had his reasons for this, he knew full well. It was again a summer day when,
lately arrived in
He
found the Doctor reading in his arm-chair at a window. The energy which had at
once supported him under his old sufferings and aggravated their sharpness, had
been gradually restored to him. He was now a very energetic man indeed, with
great firmness of purpose, strength of resolution, and vigour of action. In his
recovered energy he was sometimes a little fitful and sudden, as he had at first
been in the exercise of his other recovered faculties; but, this had never been
frequently observable, and had grown more and more rare.
He
studied much, slept little, sustained a great deal of fatigue with ease, and
was equably cheerful. To him, now entered Charles Darnay, at sight of whom he
laid aside his book and held out his hand.
"Charles
Darnay! I rejoice to see you. We have been counting on your return these three
or four days past. Mr. Stryver and Sydney Carton were both here yesterday, and
both made you out to be more than due."
"I
am obliged to them for their interest in the matter," he answered, a
little coldly as to them, though very warmly as to the Doctor. "Miss
Manette--"
"Is
well," said the Doctor, as he stopped short, "and your return will delight
us all. She has gone out on some household matters, but will soon be
home."
"Doctor
Manette, I knew she was from home. I took the opportunity of her being from
home, to beg to speak to you."
There
was a blank silence.
"Yes?"
said the Doctor, with evident constraint. "Bring your chair here, and
speak on."
He
complied as to the chair, but appeared to find the speaking on less easy.
"I
have had the happiness, Doctor Manette, of being so intimate here," so he
at length began, "for some year and a half, that I hope the topic on which
I am about to touch may not--"
He was
stayed by the Doctor's putting out his hand to stop him. When he had kept it so
a little while, he said, drawing it back:
"Is
Lucie the topic?"
"She
is."
"It
is hard for me to speak of her at any time. It is very hard for me to hear her
spoken of in that tone of yours, Charles Darnay."
"It
is a tone of fervent admiration, true homage, and deep love, Doctor
Manette!" he said deferentially.
There
was another blank silence before her father rejoined:
"I
believe it. I do you justice; I believe it."
His
constraint was so manifest, and it was so manifest, too, that it originated in
an unwillingness to approach the subject, that Charles Darnay hesitated.
"Shall
I go on, sir?"
Another
blank.
"Yes,
go on."
"You
anticipate what I would say, though you cannot know how earnestly I say it, how
earnestly I feel it, without knowing my secret heart, and the hopes and fears
and anxieties with which it has long been laden. Dear Doctor Manette, I love
your daughter fondly, dearly, disinterestedly, devotedly. If ever there were
love in the world, I love her. You have loved yourself; let your old love speak
for me!"
The
Doctor sat with his face turned away, and his eyes bent on the ground. At the
last words, he stretched out his hand again, hurriedly, and cried:
"Not
that, sir! Let that be! I adjure you, do not recall that!"
His cry
was so like a cry of actual pain, that it rang in Charles Darnay's ears long
after he had ceased. He motioned with the hand he had extended, and it seemed
to be an appeal to Darnay to pause. The latter so received it, and remained
silent.
"I
ask your pardon," said the Doctor, in a subdued tone, after some moments.
"I do not doubt your loving Lucie; you may be satisfied of it."
He
turned towards him in his chair, but did not look at him, or raise his eyes.
His chin dropped upon his hand, and his white hair overshadowed his face:
"Have
you spoken to Lucie?"
"No."
"Nor
written?"
"Never."
"It
would be ungenerous to affect not to know that your self-denial is to be
referred to your consideration for her father. Her father thanks you."
He
offered his hand; but his eyes did not go with it.
"I
know," said Darnay, respectfully, "how can I fail to know, Doctor
Manette, I who have seen you together from day to day, that between you and
Miss Manette there is an affection so unusual, so touching, so belonging to the
circumstances in which it has been nurtured, that it can have few parallels,
even in the tenderness between a father and child. I know, Doctor Manette--how
can I fail to know--that, mingled with the affection and duty of a daughter who
has become a woman, there is, in her heart, towards you, all the love and
reliance of infancy itself. I know that, as in her childhood she had no parent,
so she is now devoted to you with all the constancy and fervour of her present
years and character, united to the trustfulness and attachment of the early
days in which you were lost to her. I know perfectly well that if you had been restored
to her from the world beyond this life, you could hardly be invested, in her
sight, with a more sacred character than that in which you are always with her.
I know that when she is clinging to you, the hands of baby, girl, and woman,
all in one, are round your neck. I know that in loving you she sees and loves
her mother at her own age, sees and loves you at my age, loves her mother
broken-hearted, loves you through your dreadful trial and in your blessed
restoration. I have known this, night and day, since I have known you in your
home."
Her
father sat silent, with his face bent down. His breathing was a little
quickened; but he repressed all other signs of agitation.
"Dear
Doctor Manette, always knowing this, always seeing her and you with this hallowed
light about you, I have forborne, and forborne, as long as it was in the nature
of man to do it. I have felt, and do even now feel, that to bring my love--even
mine--between you, is to touch your history with something not quite so good as
itself. But I love her. Heaven is my witness that I love her!"
"I
believe it," answered her father, mournfully. "I have thought so
before now. I believe it."
"But,
do not believe," said Darnay, upon whose ear the mournful voice struck
with a reproachful sound, "that if my fortune were so cast as that, being
one day so happy as to make her my wife, I must at any time put any separation
between her and you, I could or would breathe a word of what I now say. Besides
that I should know it to be hopeless, I should know it to be a baseness. If I
had any such possibility, even at a remote distance of years, harboured in my
thoughts, and hidden in my heart--if it ever had been there--if it ever could
be there--I could not now touch this honoured hand."
He laid
his own upon it as he spoke.
"No,
dear Doctor Manette. Like you, a voluntary exile from
His
touch still lingered on her father's hand. Answering the touch for a moment,
but not coldly, her father rested his hands upon the arms of his chair, and
looked up for the first time since the beginning of the conference. A struggle
was evidently in his face; a struggle with that occasional look which had a
tendency in it to dark doubt and dread.
"You
speak so feelingly and so manfully, Charles Darnay, that I thank you with all
my heart, and will open all my heart--or nearly so. Have you any reason to
believe that Lucie loves you?"
"None.
As yet, none."
"Is
it the immediate object of this confidence, that you may at once ascertain
that, with my knowledge?"
"Not
even so. I might not have the hopefulness to do it for weeks; I might (mistaken
or not mistaken) have that hopefulness to-morrow."
"Do
you seek any guidance from me?"
"I
ask none, sir. But I have thought it possible that you might have it in your
power, if you should deem it right, to give me some."
"Do
you seek any promise from me?"
"I
do seek that."
"What
is it?"
"I
well understand that, without you, I could have no hope. I well understand
that, even if Miss Manette held me at this moment in her innocent heart--do not
think I have the presumption to assume so much-- I could retain no place in it
against her love for her father."
"If
that be so, do you see what, on the other hand, is involved in it?"
"I
understand equally well, that a word from her father in any suitor's favour,
would outweigh herself and all the world. For which reason, Doctor Manette,"
said Darnay, modestly but firmly, "I would not ask that word, to save my
life."
"I
am sure of it. Charles Darnay, mysteries arise out of close love, as well as
out of wide division; in the former case, they are subtle and delicate, and
difficult to penetrate. My daughter Lucie is, in this one respect, such a
mystery to me; I can make no guess at the state of her heart."
"May
I ask, sir, if you think she is--" As he hesitated, her father supplied
the rest.
"Is
sought by any other suitor?"
"It
is what I meant to say."
Her
father considered a little before he answered:
"You
have seen Mr. Carton here, yourself. Mr. Stryver is here too, occasionally. If
it be at all, it can only be by one of these."
"Or
both," said Darnay.
"I
had not thought of both; I should not think either, likely. You want a promise
from me. Tell me what it is."
"It
is, that if Miss Manette should bring to you at any time, on her own part, such
a confidence as I have ventured to lay before you, you will bear testimony to
what I have said, and to your belief in it. I hope you may be able to think so
well of me, as to urge no influence against me. I say nothing more of my stake
in this; this is what I ask. The condition on which I ask it, and which you
have an undoubted right to require, I will observe immediately."
"I
give the promise," said the Doctor, "without any condition. I believe
your object to be, purely and truthfully, as you have stated it. I believe your
intention is to perpetuate, and not to weaken, the ties between me and my other
and far dearer self. If she should ever tell me that you are essential to her
perfect happiness, I will give her to you. If there were--Charles Darnay, if
there were--"
The
young man had taken his hand gratefully; their hands were joined as the Doctor
spoke:
"--any
fancies, any reasons, any apprehensions, anything whatsoever, new or old,
against the man she really loved--the direct responsibility thereof not lying
on his head--they should all be obliterated for her sake. She is everything to
me; more to me than suffering, more to me than wrong, more to me--Well! This is
idle talk."
So
strange was the way in which he faded into silence, and so strange his fixed
look when he had ceased to speak, that Darnay felt his own hand turn cold in
the hand that slowly released and dropped it.
"You
said something to me," said Doctor Manette, breaking into a smile.
"What was it you said to me?"
He was
at a loss how to answer, until he remembered having spoken of a condition. Relieved
as his mind reverted to that, he answered:
"Your
confidence in me ought to be returned with full confidence on my part. My
present name, though but slightly changed from my mother's, is not, as you will
remember, my own. I wish to tell you what that is, and why I am in
"Stop!"
said the Doctor of Beauvais.
"I
wish it, that I may the better deserve your confidence, and have no secret from
you."
"Stop!"
For an
instant, the Doctor even had his two hands at his ears; for another instant,
even had his two hands laid on Darnay's lips.
"Tell
me when I ask you, not now. If your suit should prosper, if Lucie should love
you, you shall tell me on your marriage morning. Do you promise?"
"Willingly.
"Give
me your hand. She will be home directly, and it is better she should not see us
together to-night. Go! God bless you!"
It was
dark when Charles Darnay left him, and it was an hour later and darker when
Lucie came home; she hurried into the room alone-- for Miss Pross had gone
straight up-stairs--and was surprised to find his reading-chair empty.
"My
father!" she called to him. "Father dear!"
Nothing
was said in answer, but she heard a low hammering sound in his bedroom. Passing
lightly across the intermediate room, she looked in at his door and came running
back frightened, crying to herself, with her blood all chilled, "What
shall I do! What shall I do!"
Her
uncertainty lasted but a moment; she hurried back, and tapped at his door, and
softly called to him. The noise ceased at the sound of her voice, and he
presently came out to her, and they walked up and down together for a long
time.
She
came down from her bed, to look at him in his sleep that night. He slept
heavily, and his tray of shoemaking tools, and his old unfinished work, were
all as usual.
"
"Are
you mixing that other bowl of punch?" said Stryver the portly, with his
hands in his waistband, glancing round from the sofa where he lay on his back.
"I
am."
"Now,
look here! I am going to tell you something that will rather surprise you, and
that perhaps will make you think me not quite as shrewd as you usually do think
me. I intend to marry."
"Do you?"
"Yes.
And not for money. What do you say now?"
"I
don't feel disposed to say much. Who is she?"
"Guess."
"Do
I know her?"
"Guess."
"I
am not going to guess, at
"Well
then, I'll tell you," said Stryver, coming slowly into a sitting posture.
"
"And
you," returned
"Come!"
rejoined Stryver, laughing boastfully, "though I don't prefer any claim to
being the soul of Romance (for I hope I know better), still I am a tenderer
sort of fellow than you."
"You
are a luckier, if you mean that."
"I
don't mean that. I mean I am a man of more--more--"
"Say
gallantry, while you are about it," suggested Carton.
"Well!
I'll say gallantry. My meaning is that I am a man," said Stryver,
inflating himself at his friend as he made the punch, "who cares more to
be agreeable, who takes more pains to be agreeable, who knows better how to be
agreeable, in a woman's society, than you do."
"Go
on," said Sydney Carton.
"No;
but before I go on," said Stryver, shaking his head in his bullying way,
"I'll have this out with you. You've been at Doctor Manette's house as
much as I have, or more than I have. Why, I have been ashamed of your
moroseness there! Your manners have been of that silent and sullen and hangdog
kind, that, upon my life and soul, I have been ashamed of you, Sydney!"
"It
should be very beneficial to a man in your practice at the bar, to be ashamed of
anything," returned
"You
shall not get off in that way," rejoined Stryver, shouldering the
rejoinder at him; "no,
"Look
at me!" said Stryver, squaring himself; "I have less need to make
myself agreeable than you have, being more independent in circumstances. Why do
I do it?"
"I
never saw you do it yet," muttered Carton.
"I
do it because it's politic; I do it on principle. And look at me! I get
on."
"You
don't get on with your account of your matrimonial intentions," answered
Carton, with a careless air; "I wish you would keep to that. As to
me--will you never understand that I am incorrigible?"
He
asked the question with some appearance of scorn.
"You
have no business to be incorrigible," was his friend's answer, delivered
in no very soothing tone.
"I
have no business to be, at all, that I know of," said Sydney Carton.
"Who is the lady?"
"Now,
don't let my announcement of the name make you uncomfortable, Sydney,"
said Mr. Stryver, preparing him with ostentatious friendliness for the
disclosure he was about to make, "because I know you don't mean half you
say; and if you meant it all, it would be of no importance. I make this little
preface, because you once mentioned the young lady to me in slighting
terms."
"I
did?"
"Certainly;
and in these chambers."
Sydney
Carton looked at his punch and looked at his complacent friend; drank his punch
and looked at his complacent friend.
"You
made mention of the young lady as a golden-haired doll. The young lady is Miss
Manette. If you had been a fellow of any sensitiveness or delicacy of feeling
in that kind of way,
Sydney
Carton drank the punch at a great rate; drank it by bumpers, looking at his friend.
"Now
you know all about it, Syd," said Mr. Stryver. "I don't care about
fortune: she is a charming creature, and I have made up my mind to please
myself: on the whole, I think I can afford to please myself. She will have in
me a man already pretty well off, and a rapidly rising man, and a man of some
distinction: it is a piece of good fortune for her, but she is worthy of good
fortune. Are you astonished?"
Carton,
still drinking the punch, rejoined, "Why should I be astonished?"
"You
approve?"
Carton,
still drinking the punch, rejoined, "Why should I not approve?"
"Well!"
said his friend Stryver, "you take it more easily than I fancied you
would, and are less mercenary on my behalf than I thought you would be; though,
to be sure, you know well enough by this time that your ancient chum is a man
of a pretty strong will. Yes, Sydney, I have had enough of this style of life,
with no other as a change from it; I feel that it is a pleasant thing for a man
to have a home when he feels inclined to go to it (when he doesn't, he can stay
away), and I feel that Miss Manette will tell well in any station, and will
always do me credit. So I have made up my mind. And now, Sydney, old boy, I
want to say a word to you
about your prospects.
You are in a bad way, you know; you really are in a bad way. You don't know the
value of money, you live hard, you'll knock up one of these days, and be ill
and poor; you really ought to think about a nurse."
The
prosperous patronage with which he said it, made him look twice as big as he
was, and four times as offensive.
"Now,
let me recommend you," pursued Stryver, "to look it in the face. I
have looked it in the face, in my different way; look it in the face, you, in
your different way. Marry. Provide somebody to take care of you. Never mind
your having no enjoyment of women's society, nor understanding of it, nor tact
for it. Find out somebody. Find out some respectable woman with a little
property--somebody in the landlady way, or lodging-letting way--and marry her,
against a rainy day. That's the kind of thing for you. Now think of it,
"I'll
think of it," said
Mr.
Stryver having made up his mind to that magnanimous bestowal of good fortune on
the Doctor's daughter, resolved to make her happiness known to her before he
left town for the Long Vacation. After some mental debating of the point, he
came to the conclusion that it would be as well to get all the preliminaries
done with, and they could then arrange at their leisure whether he should give
her his hand a week or two before Michaelmas Term, or in the little Christmas
vacation between it and Hilary.
As to
the strength of his case, he had not a doubt about it, but clearly saw his way
to the verdict. Argued with the jury on substantial worldly grounds--the only
grounds ever worth taking into account-- it was a plain case, and had not a
weak spot in it. He called himself for the plaintiff, there was no getting over
his evidence, the counsel for the defendant threw up his brief, and the jury
did not even turn to consider. After trying it, Stryver, C. J., was satisfied
that no plainer case could be.
Accordingly,
Mr. Stryver inaugurated the Long Vacation with a formal proposal to take Miss
Manette to
Towards
His way
taking him past Tellson's, and he both banking at Tellson's and knowing Mr.
Lorry as the intimate friend of the Manettes, it entered Mr. Stryver's mind to
enter the bank, and reveal to Mr. Lorry the brightness of the Soho horizon. So,
he pushed open the door with the weak rattle in its throat, stumbled down the
two steps, got past the two ancient cashiers, and shouldered himself into the
musty back closet where Mr. Lorry sat at great books ruled for figures, with
perpendicular iron bars to his window as if that were ruled for figures too,
and everything under the clouds were a sum.
"Halloa!"
said Mr. Stryver. "How do you do? I hope you are
well!"
It was
Stryver's grand peculiarity that he always seemed too big for any place, or
space. He was so much too big for Tellson's, that old
clerks in distant corners looked up with looks of remonstrance, as though he
squeezed them against the wall. The House itself, magnificently reading the
paper quite in the far-off perspective, lowered displeased, as if the Stryver
head had been butted into its responsible waistcoat.
The
discreet Mr. Lorry said, in a sample tone of the voice he would recommend under
the circumstances, "How do you do, Mr. Stryver? How do you do, sir?"
and shook hands. There was a peculiarity in his manner of shaking hands, always
to be seen in any clerk at Tellson's who shook hands with a customer when the House
pervaded the air. He shook in a self-abnegating way, as one who shook for
Tellson and Co.
"Can
I do anything for you, Mr. Stryver?" asked Mr. Lorry, in his business
character.
"Why,
no, thank you; this is a private visit to yourself,
Mr. Lorry; I have come for a private word."
"Oh
indeed!" said Mr. Lorry, bending down his ear, while his eye strayed to
the House afar off.
"I
am going," said Mr. Stryver, leaning his arms confidentially on the desk:
whereupon, although it was a large double one, there appeared to be not half
desk enough for him: "I am going to make an offer of myself in marriage to
your agreeable little friend, Miss Manette, Mr. Lorry."
"Oh
dear me!" cried Mr. Lorry, rubbing his chin, and looking at his visitor
dubiously.
"Oh
dear me, sir?" repeated Stryver, drawing back. "Oh
dear you, sir? What may your meaning be, Mr. Lorry?"
"My
meaning," answered the man of business, "is, of course, friendly and
appreciative, and that it does you the greatest credit, and-- in short, my
meaning is everything you could desire. But--really, you know, Mr.
Stryver--" Mr. Lorry paused, and shook his head at him in the oddest
manner, as if he were compelled against his will to add, internally, "you
know there really is so much too much of you!"
"Well!"
said Stryver, slapping the desk with his contentious hand, opening his eyes
wider, and taking a long breath, "if I understand you, Mr. Lorry, I'll be
hanged!"
Mr.
Lorry adjusted his little wig at both ears as a means towards that end, and bit
the feather of a pen.
"D--n
it all, sir!" said Stryver, staring at him, "am I not eligible?"
"Oh
dear yes! Yes. Oh yes,
you're eligible!" said Mr. Lorry. "If you say eligible, you are
eligible."
"Am
I not prosperous?" asked Stryver.
"Oh!
if you come to prosperous, you are prosperous,"
said Mr. Lorry.
"And
advancing?"
"If
you come to advancing you know," said Mr. Lorry, delighted to be able to
make another admission, "nobody can doubt that."
"Then
what on earth is your meaning, Mr. Lorry?" demanded Stryver, perceptibly
crestfallen.
"Well!
I--Were you going there now?" asked Mr. Lorry.
"Straight!"
said Stryver, with a plump of his fist on the desk.
"Then
I think I wouldn't, if I was you."
"Why?"
said Stryver. "Now, I'll put you in a corner," forensically shaking a
forefinger at him. "You are a man of business and bound to have a reason.
State your reason. Why wouldn't you go?"
"Because,"
said Mr. Lorry, "I wouldn't go on such an object without having some cause
to believe that I should succeed."
"D--n
me!" cried
Stryver, "but this beats everything."
Mr.
Lorry glanced at the distant House, and glanced at the angry Stryver.
"Here's
a man of business--a man of years--a man of experience-- in a Bank," said Stryver;
"and having summed up three leading reasons for complete success, he says
there's no reason at all! Says it with his head on!"
Mr. Stryver remarked upon the peculiarity as if it would have been infinitely
less remarkable if he had said it with his head off.
"When
I speak of success, I speak of success with the young lady; and when I speak of
causes and reasons to make success probable, I speak of causes and reasons that
will tell as such with the young lady. The young lady, my good sir," said
Mr. Lorry, mildly tapping the Stryver arm, "the young lady. The young lady
goes before all."
"Then
you mean to tell me, Mr. Lorry," said Stryver, squaring his elbows,
"that it is your deliberate opinion that the young lady at present in
question is a mincing Fool?"
"Not
exactly so. I mean to
tell you, Mr. Stryver," said Mr. Lorry, reddening, "that I will hear
no disrespectful word of that young lady from any lips; and that if I knew any
man--which I hope I do not-- whose taste was so coarse, and whose temper was so
overbearing, that he could not restrain himself from speaking disrespectfully
of that young lady at this desk, not even Tellson's should prevent my giving
him a piece of my mind."
The
necessity of being angry in a suppressed tone had put Mr. Stryver's blood-vessels
into a dangerous state when it was his turn to be angry; Mr. Lorry's veins,
methodical as their courses could usually be, were in no better state now it
was his turn.
"That
is what I mean to tell you, sir," said Mr. Lorry. "Pray let there be
no mistake about it."
Mr.
Stryver sucked the end of a ruler for a little while, and then stood hitting a
tune out of his teeth with it, which probably gave him the toothache. He broke
the awkward silence by saying:
"This
is something new to me, Mr. Lorry. You deliberately advise me not to go up to
"Do
you ask me for my advice, Mr. Stryver?"
"Yes,
I do."
"Very
good. Then I give it,
and you have repeated it correctly."
"And
all I can say of it is," laughed Stryver with a vexed laugh, "that
this--ha, ha!--beats everything past, present, and to come."
"Now
understand me," pursued Mr. Lorry. "As a man of business, I am not
justified in saying anything about this matter, for, as a man of business, I
know nothing of it. But, as an old fellow, who has carried Miss Manette in his
arms, who is the trusted friend of Miss Manette and of her father too, and who
has a great affection for them both, I have spoken. The confidence is not of my
seeking, recollect. Now, you think I may not be right?"
"Not
I!" said Stryver, whistling. "I can't undertake to find third parties
in common sense; I can only find it for myself. I suppose sense in certain
quarters; you suppose mincing bread-and-butter nonsense. It's new to me, but
you are right, I dare say."
"What
I suppose, Mr. Stryver, I claim to characterise for myself--And understand me,
sir," said Mr. Lorry, quickly flushing again, "I will not--not even
at Tellson's--have it characterised for me by any gentleman breathing."
"There!
I beg your pardon!" said Stryver.
"Granted. Thank you. Well, Mr. Stryver, I was about
to say:--it might be painful to you to find yourself mistaken, it might be
painful to Doctor Manette to have the task of being explicit with you, it might
be very painful to Miss Manette to have the task of being explicit with you.
You know the terms upon which I have the honour and happiness to stand with the
family. If you please, committing you in no way, representing you in no way, I
will undertake to correct my advice by the exercise of a little new observation
and judgment expressly brought to bear upon it. If you should then be
dissatisfied with it, you can but test its soundness for yourself; if, on the
other hand, you should be satisfied with it, and it should be what it now is,
it may spare all sides what is best spared. What do you say?"
"How
long would you keep me in town?"
"Oh!
It is only a question of a few hours. I could go to
"Then
I say yes," said Stryver: "I won't go up there now, I am not so hot upon it as that comes to; I say yes, and I shall
expect you to look in to-night. Good morning."
Then
Mr. Stryver turned and burst out of the Bank, causing such a concussion of air
on his passage through, that to stand up against it bowing behind the two
counters, required the utmost remaining strength of the two ancient clerks.
Those venerable and feeble persons were always seen by the public in the act of
bowing, and were popularly believed, when they had bowed a customer out, still
to keep on bowing in the empty office until they bowed another customer in.
The
barrister was keen enough to divine that the banker would not have gone so far
in his expression of opinion on any less solid ground than moral certainty.
Unprepared as he was for the large pill he had to swallow, he got it down.
"And now," said Mr. Stryver, shaking his forensic forefinger at the
It was
a bit of the art of an Old Bailey tactician, in which he found great relief.
"You shall not put me in the wrong, young lady," said Mr. Stryver;
"I'll do that for you."
Accordingly,
when Mr. Lorry called that night as late as
"Well!"
said that good-natured emissary, after a full half-hour of bootless attempts to
bring him round to the question. "I have been to
"To
"And
I have no doubt," said Mr. Lorry, "that I was right in the
conversation we had. My opinion is confirmed, and I reiterate my advice."
"I
assure you," returned Mr. Stryver, in the friendliest way, "that I am
sorry for it on your account, and sorry for it on the poor father's account. I
know this must always be a sore subject with the family; let us say no more
about it."
"I
don't understand you," said Mr. Lorry.
"I
dare say not," rejoined Stryver, nodding his head in a smoothing and final
way; "no matter, no matter."
"But
it does matter," Mr. Lorry urged.
"No
it doesn't; I assure you it doesn't. Having supposed that there was sense where
there is no sense, and a laudable ambition where there
is not a laudable ambition, I am well out of my mistake, and no harm is done.
Young women have committed similar follies often before, and have repented them
in poverty and obscurity often before. In an unselfish aspect, I am sorry that
the thing is dropped, because it would have been a bad thing for me in a
worldly point of view; in a selfish aspect, I am glad that the thing has
dropped, because it would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly point of
view-- it is hardly necessary to say I could have gained nothing by it. There
is no harm at all done. I have not proposed to the young lady, and, between ourselves, I am by no means certain, on reflection, that I
ever should have committed myself to that extent. Mr. Lorry, you cannot control
the mincing vanities and giddinesses of empty-headed girls; you must not expect
to do it, or you will always be disappointed. Now, pray say no more about it. I
tell you, I regret it on account of others, but I am satisfied on my own
account. And I am really very much obliged to you for allowing me to sound you,
and for giving me your advice; you know the young lady better than I do; you
were right, it never would have done."
Mr.
Lorry was so taken aback, that he looked quite stupidly at Mr. Stryver
shouldering him towards the door, with an appearance of showering generosity,
forbearance, and goodwill, on his erring head. "Make the best of it, my
dear sir," said Stryver; "say no more about it; thank you again for
allowing me to sound you; good night!"
Mr.
Lorry was out in the night, before he knew where he was. Mr. Stryver was lying
back on his sofa, winking at his ceiling.
If
Sydney Carton ever shone anywhere, he certainly never shone in the house of
Doctor Manette. He had been there often, during a whole year, and had always
been the same moody and morose lounger there. When he cared to talk, he talked
well; but, the cloud of caring for nothing, which overshadowed him with such a
fatal darkness, was very rarely pierced by the light within him.
And yet
he did care something for the streets that environed that house, and for the
senseless stones that made their pavements. Many a night he vaguely and
unhappily wandered there, when wine had brought no transitory gladness to him;
many a dreary daybreak revealed his solitary figure lingering there, and still
lingering there when the first beams of the sun brought into strong relief,
removed beauties of architecture in spires of churches and lofty buildings, as
perhaps the quiet time brought some sense of better things, else forgotten and
unattainable, into his mind. Of late, the neglected bed in the
On a
day in August, when Mr. Stryver (after notifying to his jackal that "he
had thought better of that marrying matter") had carried his delicacy into
Devonshire, and when the sight and scent of flowers in the City streets had
some waifs of goodness in them for the worst, of health for the sickliest, and
of youth for the oldest, Sydney's feet still trod those stones. From being
irresolute and purposeless, his feet became animated by an intention, and, in
the working out of that intention, they took him to the Doctor's door.
He was
shown up-stairs, and found Lucie at her work, alone. She had never been quite
at her ease with him, and received him with some little embarrassment as he
seated himself near her table. But, looking up at his face in the interchange
of the first few common-places, she observed a change in it.
"I
fear you are not well, Mr. Carton!"
"No.
But the life I lead, Miss Manette, is not conducive to health. What is to be
expected of, or by, such profligates?"
"Is
it not--forgive me; I have begun the question on my
lips--a pity to live no better life?"
"God
knows it is a shame!"
"Then
why not change it?"
Looking
gently at him again, she was surprised and saddened to see that there were
tears in his eyes. There were tears in his voice too, as he answered:
"It
is too late for that. I shall never be better than I am. I shall sink lower,
and be worse."
He
leaned an elbow on her table, and covered his eyes with his hand. The table
trembled in the silence that followed.
She had
never seen him softened, and was much distressed. He knew her to be so, without
looking at her, and said:
"Pray
forgive me, Miss Manette. I break down before the knowledge of what I want to
say to you. Will you hear me?"
"If
it will do you any good, Mr. Carton, if it would make you happier, it would
make me very glad!"
"God
bless you for your sweet compassion!"
He
unshaded his face after a little while, and spoke steadily.
"Don't
be afraid to hear me. Don't shrink from anything I say. I am like one who died
young. All my life might have been."
"No,
Mr. Carton. I am sure that the best part of it might still be; I am sure that
you might be much, much worthier of yourself."
"Say
of you, Miss Manette, and although I know better--although in the mystery of my
own wretched heart I know better--I shall never forget it!"
She was
pale and trembling. He came to her relief with a fixed despair of himself which
made the interview unlike any other that could have been holden.
"If
it had been possible, Miss Manette, that you could have returned the love of
the man you see before yourself--flung away, wasted, drunken, poor creature of
misuse as you know him to be--he would have been conscious this day and hour,
in spite of his happiness, that he would bring you to misery, bring you to
sorrow and repentance, blight you, disgrace you, pull you down with him. I know
very well that you can have no tenderness for me; I ask for none; I am even
thankful that it cannot be."
"Without
it, can I not save you, Mr. Carton? Can I not recall you-- forgive me
again!--to a better course? Can I in no way repay your confidence? I know this
is a confidence," she modestly said, after a little hesitation, and in
earnest tears, "I know you would say this to no one else. Can I turn it to
no good account for yourself, Mr. Carton?"
He shook
his head.
"To
none. No, Miss Manette, to none. If you will hear me through a
very little more, all you can ever do for me is done. I wish you to know that
you have been the last dream of my soul. In my degradation I have not been so
degraded but that the sight of you with your father, and of this home made such
a home by you, has stirred old shadows that I thought had died out of me. Since
I knew you, I have been troubled by a remorse that I thought would never
reproach me again, and have heard whispers from old voices impelling me upward,
that I thought were silent for ever. I have had unformed ideas of striving
afresh, beginning anew, shaking off sloth and sensuality, and fighting out the
abandoned fight. A dream, all a dream, that ends in nothing, and leaves the
sleeper where he lay down, but I wish you to know that you inspired it."
"Will
nothing of it remain? O Mr. Carton, think again! Try again!"
"No,
Miss Manette; all through it, I have known myself to be quite undeserving. And
yet I have had the weakness, and have still the weakness, to wish you to know
with what a sudden mastery you kindled me, heap of ashes that I am, into
fire--a fire, however, inseparable in its nature from myself, quickening
nothing, lighting nothing, doing no service, idly burning away."
"Since
it is my misfortune, Mr. Carton, to have made you more unhappy than you were
before you knew me--"
"Don't
say that, Miss Manette, for you would have reclaimed me, if anything could. You
will not be the cause of my becoming worse."
"Since
the state of your mind that you describe, is, at all events, attributable to
some influence of mine--this is what I mean, if I can make it plain--can I use
no influence to serve you? Have I no power for good, with you, at all?"
"The
utmost good that I am capable of now, Miss Manette, I have come here to
realise. Let me carry through the rest of my misdirected life, the remembrance
that I opened my heart to you, last of all the world;
and that there was something left in me at this time which you could deplore
and pity."
"Which
I entreated you to believe, again and again, most fervently, with all my heart,
was capable of better things, Mr. Carton!"
"Entreat
me to believe it no more, Miss Manette. I have proved myself, and I know
better. I distress you; I draw fast to an end. Will you let me believe, when I
recall this day, that the last confidence of my life was reposed in your pure
and innocent breast, and that it lies there alone, and will be shared by no
one?"
"If
that will be a consolation to you, yes."
"Not
even by the dearest one ever to be known to you?"
"Mr.
Carton," she answered, after an agitated pause, "the secret is yours,
not mine; and I promise to respect it."
"Thank
you. And again, God bless you."
He put
her hand to his lips, and moved towards the door.
"Be
under no apprehension, Miss Manette, of my ever resuming this conversation by
so much as a passing word. I will never refer to it again. If I were dead, that
could not be surer than it is henceforth. In the hour of my death, I shall hold
sacred the one good remembrance-- and shall thank and bless you for it--that my
last avowal of myself was made to you, and that my name, and faults, and
miseries were gently carried in your heart. May it otherwise be light and happy!"
He was
so unlike what he had ever shown himself to be, and it was so sad to think how
much he had thrown away, and how much he every day kept down and perverted,
that Lucie Manette wept mournfully for him as he stood looking back at her.
"Be
comforted!" he said, "I am not worth such feeling, Miss Manette. An
hour or two hence, and the low companions and low habits that I scorn but yield
to, will render me less worth such tears as those, than any wretch who creeps
along the streets. Be comforted! But, within myself, I shall always be, towards
you, what I am now, though outwardly I shall be what you have heretofore seen
me. The last supplication but one I make to you, is, that you will believe this
of me."
"I
will, Mr. Carton."
"My
last supplication of all, is this; and with it, I will
relieve you of a visitor with whom I well know you have nothing in unison, and
between whom and you there is an impassable space. It is useless to say it, I
know, but it rises out of my soul. For you, and for any dear to you, I would do
anything. If my career were of that better kind that there was any opportunity
or capacity of sacrifice in it, I would embrace any sacrifice for you and for
those dear to you. Try to hold me in your mind, at some quiet times, as ardent
and sincere in this one thing. The time will come, the time will not be long in
coming, when new ties will be formed about you--ties that will bind you yet
more tenderly and strongly to the home you so adorn--the dearest ties that will
ever grace and gladden you. O Miss Manette, when the little picture of a happy
father's face looks up in yours, when you see your own bright beauty springing
up anew at your feet, think now and then that there is a man who would give his
life, to keep a life you love beside you!"
He
said, "Farewell!" said a last "God bless you!" and left her.
To the
eyes of Mr. Jeremiah Cruncher, sitting on his stool in Fleet-street with his
grisly urchin beside him, a vast number and variety of objects in movement were
every day presented. Who could sit upon anything in Fleet-street during the
busy hours of the day, and not be dazed and deafened by two immense
processions, one ever tending westward with the sun, the other ever tending
eastward from the sun, both ever tending to the plains beyond the range of red
and purple where the sun goes down!
With
his straw in his mouth, Mr. Cruncher sat watching the two streams, like the
heathen rustic who has for several centuries been on duty watching one
stream--saving that Jerry had no expectation of their ever running dry. Nor
would it have been an expectation of a hopeful kind, since a small part of his
income was derived from the pilotage of timid women (mostly of a full habit and
past the middle term of life) from Tellson's side of the tides to the opposite
shore. Brief as such companionship was in every separate instance,
Mr. Cruncher never failed to become so interested in the lady as to express a
strong desire to have the honour of drinking her very good health. And it was
from the gifts bestowed upon him towards the execution of this benevolent
purpose, that he recruited his finances, as just now observed.
Time
was, when a poet sat upon a stool in a public place, and mused in the sight of
men. Mr. Cruncher, sitting on a stool in a public place, but not being a poet,
mused as little as possible, and looked about him.
It fell
out that he was thus engaged in a season when crowds were few, and belated
women few, and when his affairs in general were so unprosperous as to awaken a
strong suspicion in his breast that Mrs. Cruncher must have been "flopping"
in some pointed manner, when an unusual concourse pouring down Fleet-street
westward, attracted his attention. Looking that way, Mr.
Cruncher made out that some kind of funeral was coming along, and that there
was popular objection to this funeral, which engendered uproar.
"Young
Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher, turning to his offspring, "it's a
buryin'."
"Hooroar,
father!" cried Young Jerry.
The
young gentleman uttered this exultant sound with mysterious significance. The
elder gentleman took the cry so ill, that he watched his opportunity, and smote
the young gentleman on the ear.
"What
d'ye mean? What are you hooroaring at? What do you want to conwey to your own
father, you young Rip? This boy is a getting too many
for me!" said
Mr. Cruncher, surveying him. "Him and his hooroars!
Don't let me hear no more of you, or you shall feel some more of me. D'ye hear?"
"I
warn't doing no harm," Young Jerry protested,
rubbing his cheek.
"Drop
it then," said Mr. Cruncher; "I won't have none of your no
harms. Get a top of that there seat, and look at the crowd."
His son
obeyed, and the crowd approached; they were bawling and hissing round a dingy
hearse and dingy mourning coach, in which mourning coach there was only one
mourner, dressed in the dingy trappings that were considered essential to the
dignity of the position. The position appeared by no means to please him,
however, with an increasing rabble surrounding the coach, deriding him, making
grimaces at him, and incessantly groaning and calling out: "Yah! Spies! Tst!
Yaha! Spies!" with many compliments too numerous and forcible to repeat.
Funerals
had at all times a remarkable attraction for Mr. Cruncher; he always pricked up
his senses, and became excited, when a funeral passed Tellson's. Naturally,
therefore, a funeral with this uncommon attendance excited him greatly, and he
asked of the first man who ran against him:
"What
is it, brother? What's it about?"
"I don't know," said the
man. "Spies! Yaha! Tst!
Spies!"
He
asked another man. "Who is it?"
"I don't know," returned
the man, clapping his hands to his mouth nevertheless, and vociferating in a
surprising heat and with the greatest ardour, "Spies! Yaha! Tst, tst! Spi--ies!"
At
length, a person better informed on the merits of the case, tumbled against
him, and from this person he learned that the funeral was the funeral of one
Roger Cly.
"Was
He a spy?" asked Mr. Cruncher.
"Old
Bailey spy," returned his informant. "Yaha!
Tst! Yah! Old Bailey Spi--i--ies!"
"Why,
to be sure!" exclaimed Jerry, recalling the Trial at which he had
assisted. "I've seen him. Dead, is he?"
"Dead
as mutton," returned the other, "and can't be too dead. Have 'em out,
there! Spies! Pull 'em out, there! Spies!"
The
idea was so acceptable in the prevalent absence of any idea, that the crowd
caught it up with eagerness, and loudly repeating the suggestion to have 'em
out, and to pull 'em out, mobbed the two vehicles so closely that they came to
a stop. On the crowd's opening the coach doors, the one mourner scuffled out of
himself and was in their hands for a moment; but he was so alert, and made such
good use of his time, that in another moment he was scouring away up a
bye-street, after shedding his cloak, hat, long hatband, white pocket-handkerchief,
and other symbolical tears.
These,
the people tore to pieces and scattered far and wide with great enjoyment,
while the tradesmen hurriedly shut up their shops; for a crowd in those times
stopped at nothing, and was a monster much dreaded. They had already got the
length of opening the hearse to take the coffin out, when some brighter genius
proposed instead, its being escorted to its destination amidst general
rejoicing. Practical suggestions being much needed, this suggestion, too, was
received with acclamation, and the coach was immediately filled with eight
inside and a dozen out, while as many people got on the roof of the hearse as
could by any exercise of ingenuity stick upon it. Among the first of these
volunteers was Jerry Cruncher himself, who modestly concealed his spiky head
from the observation of Tellson's, in the further corner of the mourning coach.
The
officiating undertakers made some protest against these changes in the
ceremonies; but, the river being alarmingly near, and several voices remarking
on the efficacy of cold immersion in bringing refractory members of the
profession to reason, the protest was faint and brief. The remodelled
procession started, with a chimney-sweep driving the hearse--advised by the
regular driver, who was perched beside him, under close inspection, for the
purpose--and with a pieman, also attended by his cabinet minister, driving the
mourning coach. A bear-leader, a popular street character of the time, was
impressed as an additional ornament, before the cavalcade had gone far down the
Thus,
with beer-drinking, pipe-smoking, song-roaring, and infinite caricaturing of woe,
the disorderly procession went its way, recruiting at every step, and all the
shops shutting up before it. Its destination was the old
The
dead man disposed of, and the crowd being under the necessity of providing some
other entertainment for itself, another brighter genius (or perhaps the same)
conceived the humour of impeaching casual passers-by, as Old Bailey spies, and
wreaking vengeance on them. Chase was given to some scores of inoffensive
persons who had never been near the Old Bailey in their lives, in the realisation
of this fancy, and they were roughly hustled and maltreated. The transition to
the sport of window-breaking, and thence to the plundering of public-houses,
was easy and natural. At last, after several hours, when sundry summer-houses
had been pulled down, and some area-railings had been torn up, to arm the more
belligerent spirits, a rumour got about that the Guards were coming. Before
this rumour, the crowd gradually melted away, and perhaps the Guards came, and
perhaps they never came, and this was the usual progress of a mob.
Mr.
Cruncher did not assist at the closing sports, but had remained behind in the
churchyard, to confer and condole with the undertakers. The place had a
soothing influence on him. He procured a pipe from a neighbouring public-house,
and smoked it, looking in at the railings and maturely considering the spot.
"Jerry,"
said Mr. Cruncher, apostrophising himself in his usual way, "you see that
there Cly that day, and you see with your own eyes that he was a young 'un and
a straight made 'un."
Having
smoked his pipe out, and ruminated a little longer, he turned himself about,
that he might appear, before the hour of closing, on his station at Tellson's.
Whether his meditations on mortality had touched his liver, or whether his
general health had been previously at all amiss, or whether he desired to show
a little attention to an eminent man, is not so much to the purpose, as that he
made a short call upon his medical adviser--a distinguished surgeon--on his way
back.
Young
Jerry relieved his father with dutiful interest, and reported No job in his
absence. The bank closed, the ancient clerks came out, the usual watch was set,
and Mr. Cruncher and his son went home to tea.
"Now,
I tell you where it is!" said Mr. Cruncher to his wife, on entering.
"If, as a honest tradesman, my wenturs goes wrong
to-night, I shall make sure that you've been praying again me, and I shall work
you for it just the same as if I seen you do it."
The
dejected Mrs. Cruncher shook her head.
"Why,
you're at it afore my face!" said Mr. Cruncher, with signs of angry
apprehension.
"I
am saying nothing."
"Well,
then; don't meditate nothing. You might as well flop
as meditate. You may as well go again me one way as another. Drop it
altogether."
"Yes,
Jerry."
"Yes,
Jerry," repeated Mr. Cruncher sitting down to tea. "Ah! It is yes, Jerry. That's about it.
You may say yes, Jerry."
Mr.
Cruncher had no particular meaning in these sulky corroborations, but made use
of them, as people not unfrequently do, to express general ironical
dissatisfaction.
"You
and your yes, Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher, taking a bite out of his
bread-and-butter, and seeming to help it down with a large invisible oyster out
of his saucer. "Ah! I think so. I believe you."
"You
are going out to-night?" asked his decent wife, when he took another bite.
"Yes,
I am."
"May
I go with you, father?" asked his son, briskly.
"No,
you mayn't. I'm a going--as your mother knows--a fishing.
That's where I'm going to. Going a fishing."
"Your
fishing-rod gets rayther rusty; don't it, father?"
"Never
you mind."
"Shall
you bring any fish home, father?"
"If
I don't, you'll have short commons, to-morrow," returned that gentleman,
shaking his head; "that's questions enough for you; I ain't a going out,
till you've been long abed."
He
devoted himself during the remainder of the evening to keeping a most vigilant
watch on Mrs. Cruncher, and sullenly holding her in conversation that she might
be prevented from meditating any petitions to his disadvantage. With this view,
he urged his son to hold her in conversation also, and led the unfortunate
woman a hard life by dwelling on any causes of complaint he could bring against
her, rather than he would leave her for a moment to her own reflections. The
devoutest person could have rendered no greater homage to the efficacy of an
honest prayer than he did in this distrust of his wife. It was as if a
professed unbeliever in ghosts should be frightened by a ghost story.
"And
mind you!" said Mr. Cruncher. "No games to-morrow! If I, as a honest
tradesman, succeed in providing a jinte of meat or two, none of your not touching of it, and sticking to bread. If I, as a
honest tradesman, am able to provide a little beer, none of your
declaring on water. When you go to
Then he
began grumbling again:
"With
your flying into the face of your own wittles and drink! I don't know how scarce you mayn't make
the wittles and drink here, by your flopping tricks and your unfeeling conduct.
Look at your boy: he is
your'n, ain't he? He's as thin as a lath. Do you call yourself a mother, and
not know that a mother's first duty is to blow her boy out?"
This
touched Young Jerry on a tender place; who adjured his mother to perform her
first duty, and, whatever else she did or neglected, above all things to lay
especial stress on the discharge of that maternal function so affectingly and
delicately indicated by his other parent.
Thus
the evening wore away with the Cruncher family, until Young Jerry was ordered
to bed, and his mother, laid under similar injunctions, obeyed them. Mr.
Cruncher beguiled the earlier watches of the night with solitary pipes, and did
not start upon his excursion until nearly
Young
Jerry, who had only made a feint of undressing when he went to bed, was not
long after his father. Under cover of the darkness he followed out of the room,
followed down the stairs, followed down the court, followed out into the
streets. He was in no uneasiness concerning his getting into the house again,
for it was full of lodgers, and the door stood ajar all night.
Impelled
by a laudable ambition to study the art and mystery of his father's honest
calling, Young Jerry, keeping as close to house fronts, walls, and doorways, as
his eyes were close to one another, held his honoured parent in view. The honoured parent steering Northward, had not gone far, when he was joined by another
disciple of Izaak Walton, and the two trudged on together.
Within
half an hour from the first starting, they were beyond the winking lamps, and
the more than winking watchmen, and were out upon a lonely road. Another
fisherman was picked up here--and that so silently, that if Young Jerry had
been superstitious, he might have supposed the second follower of the gentle
craft to have, all of a sudden, split himself into two.
The
three went on, and Young Jerry went on, until the three stopped under a bank
overhanging the road. Upon the top of the bank was a low brick wall, surmounted
by an iron railing. In the shadow of bank and wall the three turned out of the
road, and up a blind lane, of which the wall--there, risen to some eight or ten
feet high--formed one side. Crouching down in a corner, peeping up the lane,
the next object that Young Jerry saw, was the form of
his honoured parent, pretty well defined against a watery and clouded moon,
nimbly scaling an iron gate. He was soon over, and then the second fisherman
got over, and then the third. They all dropped softly on the ground within the
gate, and lay there a little--listening perhaps. Then, they moved away on their
hands and knees.
It was
now Young Jerry's turn to approach the gate: which he did, holding his breath.
Crouching down again in a corner there, and looking in, he made out the three
fishermen creeping through some rank grass! and all
the gravestones in the churchyard--it was a large churchyard that they were
in--looking on like ghosts in white, while the church tower itself looked on
like the ghost of a monstrous giant. They did not creep far, before they
stopped and stood upright. And then they began to fish.
They
fished with a spade, at first. Presently the honoured parent appeared to be
adjusting some instrument like a great corkscrew. Whatever tools they worked
with, they worked hard, until the awful striking of the church clock so
terrified Young Jerry, that he made off, with his hair as stiff as his
father's.
But,
his long-cherished desire to know more about these matters, not only stopped
him in his running away, but lured him back again. They were still fishing
perseveringly, when he peeped in at the gate for the second time; but, now they
seemed to have got a bite. There was a screwing and complaining sound down
below, and their bent figures were strained, as if by a weight. By slow degrees
the weight broke away the earth upon it, and came to the surface. Young Jerry
very well knew what it would be; but, when he saw it, and saw his honoured
parent about to wrench it open, he was so frightened, being new to the sight,
that he made off again, and never stopped until he had run a mile or more.
He
would not have stopped then, for anything less necessary than breath, it being
a spectral sort of race that he ran, and one highly desirable to get to the end
of. He had a strong idea that the coffin he had seen was running after him;
and, pictured as hopping on behind him, bolt upright, upon its narrow end,
always on the point of overtaking him and hopping on at his side--perhaps
taking his arm--it was a pursuer to shun. It was an inconsistent and ubiquitous
fiend too, for, while it was making the whole night behind him dreadful, he
darted out into the roadway to avoid dark alleys, fearful of its coming hopping
out of them like a dropsical boy's-Kite without tail and wings. It hid in
doorways too, rubbing its horrible shoulders against doors, and drawing them up
to its ears, as if it were laughing. It got into shadows on the road, and lay
cunningly on its back to trip him up. All this time it was incessantly hopping
on behind and gaining on him, so that when the boy got to his own door he had
reason for being half dead. And even then it would not leave him, but followed
him upstairs with a bump on every stair, scrambled into bed with him, and
bumped down, dead and heavy, on his breast when he fell asleep.
From
his oppressed slumber, Young Jerry in his closet was awakened after daybreak
and before sunrise, by the presence of his father in the family room. Something
had gone wrong with him; at least, so Young Jerry inferred, from the
circumstance of his holding Mrs. Cruncher by the ears, and knocking the back of
her head against the head-board of the bed.
"I
told you I would," said Mr. Cruncher, "and I did."
"Jerry,
Jerry, Jerry!" his wife implored.
"You
oppose yourself to the profit of the business," said Jerry, "and me
and my partners suffer. You was to honour and obey;
why the devil don't you?"
"I
try to be a good wife, Jerry," the poor woman protested, with tears.
"Is
it being a good wife to oppose your husband's business? Is it honouring your
husband to dishonour his business? Is it obeying your husband to disobey him on
the wital subject of his business?"
"You
hadn't taken to the dreadful business then, Jerry."
"It's
enough for you," retorted Mr. Cruncher, "to be the wife of a honest tradesman, and not to occupy your female mind with
calculations when he took to his trade or when he didn't. A
honouring and obeying wife would let his trade alone altogether. Call yourself
a religious woman? If you're a religious woman, give me a
irreligious one! You have no more nat'ral sense of duty than the bed of this
here
The
altercation was conducted in a low tone of voice, and terminated in the honest
tradesman's kicking off his clay-soiled boots, and lying down at his length on
the floor. After taking a timid peep at him lying on his back, with his rusty
hands under his head for a pillow, his son lay down
too, and fell asleep again.
There
was no fish for breakfast, and not much of anything else. Mr. Cruncher was out
of spirits, and out of temper, and kept an iron pot-lid by him as a projectile
for the correction of Mrs. Cruncher, in case he should observe any symptoms of
her saying Grace. He was brushed and washed at the usual hour, and set off with
his son to pursue his ostensible calling.
Young
Jerry, walking with the stool under his arm at his father's side along sunny
and crowded Fleet-street, was a very different Young Jerry from him of the
previous night, running home through darkness and solitude from his grim
pursuer. His cunning was fresh with the day, and his qualms were gone with the
night--in which particulars it is not improbable that he had compeers in
Fleet-street and the City of
"Father,"
said Young Jerry, as they walked along: taking care to keep at arm's length and
to have the stool well between them: "what's a Resurrection-Man?"
Mr.
Cruncher came to a stop on the pavement before he answered, "How should I
know?"
"I
thought you knowed everything, father," said the artless boy.
"Hem! Well," returned Mr. Cruncher, going
on again, and lifting off his hat to give his spikes free play, "he's a
tradesman."
"What's
his goods, father?" asked the brisk Young Jerry.
"His
goods," said Mr. Cruncher, after turning it over in his mind, "is a
branch of Scientific goods."
"Persons'
bodies, ain't it, father?" asked the lively boy.
"I
believe it is something of that sort," said Mr. Cruncher.
"Oh,
father, I should so like to be a Resurrection-Man when I'm quite growed
up!"
Mr.
Cruncher was soothed, but shook his head in a dubious and moral way. "It
depends upon how you develop your talents. Be careful to develop your talents,
and never to say no more than you can help to nobody, and there's no telling at
the present time what you may not come to be fit for." As Young Jerry, thus
encouraged, went on a few yards in advance, to plant the stool in the shadow of
the Bar, Mr. Cruncher added to himself: "Jerry, you honest tradesman,
there's hopes what that boy will yet be a blessing to you, and a recompense to
you for his mother!"
There
had been earlier drinking than usual in the wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge. As
early as
This
had been the third morning in succession, on which there had been early
drinking at the wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge. It had begun on Monday, and here
was Wednesday come. There had been more of early brooding than drinking; for,
many men had listened and whispered and slunk about there from the time of the
opening of the door, who could not have laid a piece of money on the counter to
save their souls. These were to the full as interested in the place, however,
as if they could have commanded whole barrels of wine; and they glided from
seat to seat, and from corner to corner, swallowing talk in lieu of drink, with
greedy looks.
Notwithstanding
an unusual flow of company, the master of the wine-shop was not visible. He was
not missed; for, nobody who crossed the threshold looked for him, nobody asked
for him, nobody wondered to see only Madame Defarge in her seat, presiding over
the distribution of wine, with a bowl of battered small coins before her, as
much defaced and beaten out of their original impress as the small coinage of
humanity from whose ragged pockets they had come.
A
suspended interest and a prevalent absence of mind,
were perhaps observed by the spies who looked in at the wine-shop, as they
looked in at every place, high and low, from the kings palace to the criminal's
gaol. Games at cards languished, players at dominoes musingly built towers with
them, drinkers drew figures on the tables with spilt drops of wine, Madame
Defarge herself picked out the pattern on her sleeve with her toothpick, and
saw and heard something inaudible and invisible a long way off.
Thus,
Saint Antoine in this vinous feature of his, until
"Good
day, gentlemen!" said Monsieur Defarge.
It may
have been a signal for loosening the general tongue. It elicited an answering
chorus of "Good day!"
"It
is bad weather, gentlemen," said Defarge, shaking his head.
Upon
which, every man looked at his neighbour, and then all cast down their eyes and
sat silent. Except one man, who got up and went out.
"My
wife," said Defarge aloud, addressing Madame Defarge: "I have
travelled certain leagues with this good mender of roads, called Jacques. I met
him--by accident--a day and half's journey out of
A
second man got up and went out. Madame Defarge set wine before the mender of
roads called Jacques, who doffed his blue cap to the company, and drank. In the
breast of his blouse he carried some coarse dark bread; he ate of this between
whiles, and sat munching and drinking near Madame Defarge's counter. A third
man got up and went out.
Defarge
refreshed himself with a draught of wine--but, he took less than was given to
the stranger, as being himself a man to whom it was no rarity--and stood
waiting until the countryman had made his breakfast. He looked at no one
present, and no one now looked at him; not even Madame Defarge, who had taken
up her knitting, and was at work.
"Have
you finished your repast, friend?" he asked, in due season.
"Yes,
thank you."
"Come,
then! You shall see the apartment that I told you you could occupy. It will
suit you to a marvel."
Out of
the wine-shop into the street, out of the street into a courtyard, out of the
courtyard up a steep staircase, out of the staircase into a garret,--formerly
the garret where a white-haired man sat on a low bench, stooping forward and
very busy, making shoes.
No
white-haired man was there now; but, the three men were there who had gone out
of the wine-shop singly. And between them and the white-haired man afar off,
was the one small link, that they had once looked in
at him through the chinks in the wall.
Defarge
closed the door carefully, and spoke in a subdued voice:
"Jacques
One, Jacques Two, Jacques Three!
This is the witness encountered by appointment, by me, Jacques Four. He will
tell you all. Speak, Jacques Five!"
The
mender of roads, blue cap in hand, wiped his swarthy forehead with it, and
said, "Where shall I commence, monsieur?"
"Commence,"
was Monsieur Defarge's not unreasonable reply, "at the commencement."
"I
saw him then, messieurs," began the mender of roads, "a year ago this
running summer, underneath the carriage of the Marquis, hanging by the chain.
Behold the manner of it. I leaving my work on the road, the sun going to bed,
the carriage of the Marquis slowly ascending the hill, he
hanging by the chain--like this."
Again
the mender of roads went through the whole performance; in which he ought to
have been perfect by that time, seeing that it had been the infallible resource
and indispensable entertainment of his village during a whole year.
Jacques
One struck in, and asked if he had ever seen the man before?
"Never,"
answered the mender of roads, recovering his perpendicular.
Jacques
Three demanded how he afterwards recognised him then?
"By
his tall figure," said the mender of roads, softly, and with his finger at
his nose. "When Monsieur the Marquis demands that evening, 'Say, what is
he like?' I make response, `Tall as a spectre.'"
"You
should have said, short as a dwarf," returned Jacques Two.
"But
what did I know? The deed was not then accomplished, neither did he confide in
me. Observe! Under those circumstances even, I do not offer my testimony.
Monsieur the Marquis indicates me with his finger, standing near our little
fountain, and says, `To me! Bring that rascal!' My faith, messieurs, I offer
nothing."
"He
is right there, Jacques," murmured Defarge, to him who had interrupted.
"Go on!"
"Good!"
said the mender of roads, with an air of mystery. "The tall man is lost,
and he is sought--how many months? Nine, ten, eleven?"
"No
matter, the number," said Defarge. "He is well hidden, but at last he
is unluckily found. Go on!"
"I
am again at work upon the hill-side, and the sun is again about to go to bed. I
am collecting my tools to descend to my cottage down in the village below,
where it is already dark, when I raise my eyes, and see coming over the hill
six soldiers. In the midst of them is a tall man with his arms bound--tied to
his sides--like this!"
With
the aid of his indispensable cap, he represented a man with his elbows bound
fast at his hips, with cords that were knotted behind him.
"I
stand aside, messieurs, by my heap of stones, to see the soldiers and their
prisoner pass (for it is a solitary road, that, where any spectacle is well
worth looking at), and at first, as they approach, I see no more than that they
are six soldiers with a tall man bound, and that they are almost black to my
sight--except on the side of the sun going to bed, where they have a red edge,
messieurs. Also, I see that their long shadows are on the hollow ridge on the
opposite side of the road, and are on the hill above it, and are like the
shadows of giants. Also, I see that they are covered with dust, and that the
dust moves with them as they come, tramp, tramp! But when they advance quite
near to me, I recognise the tall man, and he recognises me. Ah, but he would be
well content to precipitate himself over the hill-side once again, as on the
evening when he and I first encountered, close to the same spot!"
He
described it as if he were there, and it was evident
that he saw it vividly; perhaps he had not seen much in his life.
"I
do not show the soldiers that I recognise the tall man; he does not show the
soldiers that he recognises me; we do it, and we know it, with our eyes. `Come
on!' says the chief of that company, pointing to the village, `bring him fast
to his tomb!' and they bring him faster. I follow. His arms are swelled because
of being bound so tight, his wooden shoes are large and clumsy, and he is lame.
Because he is lame, and consequently slow, they drive him with their guns--like
this!"
He
imitated the action of a man's being impelled forward
by the butt-ends of muskets.
"As
they descend the hill like madmen running a race, he falls. They laugh and pick
him up again. His face is bleeding and covered with dust, but he cannot touch
it; thereupon they laugh again. They bring him into the village; all the village runs to look; they take him past the mill,
and up to the prison; all the village sees the prison gate open in the darkness
of the night, and swallow him--like this!"
He
opened his mouth as wide as he could, and shut it with a sounding snap of his
teeth. Observant of his unwillingness to mar the effect by opening it again,
Defarge said, "Go on, Jacques."
"All
the village," pursued the mender of roads, on tiptoe and in a low voice,
"withdraws; all the village whispers by the fountain; all the village
sleeps; all the village dreams of that unhappy one, within the locks and bars
of the prison on the crag, and never to come out of it, except to perish. In
the morning, with my tools upon my shoulder, eating my morsel of black bread as
I go, I make a circuit by the prison, on my way to my work. There I see him,
high up, behind the bars of a lofty iron cage, bloody and dusty as last night,
looking through. He has no hand free, to wave to me; I dare not call to him; he
regards me like a dead man."
Defarge
and the three glanced darkly at one another. The looks of all of them were
dark, repressed, and revengeful, as they listened to the countryman's story;
the manner of all of them, while it was secret, was authoritative too. They had
the air of a rough tribunal; Jacques One and Two sitting on the old pallet-bed,
each with his chin resting on his hand, and his eyes intent on the road-mender;
Jacques Three, equally intent, on one knee behind them, with his agitated hand
always gliding over the network of fine nerves about his mouth and nose;
Defarge standing between them and the narrator, whom he had stationed in the
light of the window, by turns looking from him to them, and from them to him.
"Go
on, Jacques," said Defarge.
"He
remains up there in his iron cage some days. The village looks at him by
stealth, for it is afraid. But it always looks up, from a distance, at the
prison on the crag; and in the evening, when the work of the day is achieved
and it assembles to gossip at the fountain, all faces are turned towards the
prison. Formerly, they were turned towards the posting-house; now, they are
turned towards the prison. They whisper at the fountain, that although
condemned to death he will not be executed; they say that petitions have been
presented in
"Listen
then, Jacques," Number One of that name sternly interposed. "Know that
a petition was presented to the King and Queen. All here, yourself excepted, saw the King take it, in his carriage in the
street, sitting beside the Queen. It is Defarge whom you see here, who, at the
hazard of his life, darted out before the horses, with the petition in his
hand."
"And
once again listen, Jacques!" said the kneeling Number Three: his fingers
ever wandering over and over those fine nerves, with a strikingly greedy air,
as if he hungered for something--that was neither food nor drink; "the
guard, horse and foot, surrounded the petitioner, and struck him blows. You
hear?"
"I
hear, messieurs."
"Go
on then," said Defarge.
"Again;
on the other hand, they whisper at the fountain," resumed the countryman,
"that he is brought down into our country to be executed on the spot, and
that he will very certainly be executed. They even whisper that because he has
slain Monseigneur, and because Monseigneur was the
father of his tenants--serfs--what you will--he will be executed as a
parricide. One old man says at the fountain, that his right hand, armed with
the knife, will be burnt off before his face; that, into wounds which will be
made in his arms, his breast, and his legs, there will be poured boiling oil,
melted lead, hot resin, wax, and sulphur; finally, that he will be torn limb
from limb by four strong horses. That old man says,
all this was actually done to a prisoner who made an attempt on the life of the
late King, Louis Fifteen. But how do I know if he lies? I am not a
scholar."
"Listen
once again then, Jacques!" said the man with the restless hand and the
craving air. "The name of that prisoner was Damiens, and it was all done
in open day, in the open streets of this city of Paris; and nothing was more
noticed in the vast concourse that saw it done, than the crowd of ladies of
quality and fashion, who were full of eager attention to the last--to the last,
Jacques, prolonged until nightfall, when he had lost two legs and an arm, and
still breathed! And it was done--why, how old are you?"
"Thirty-five,"
said the mender of roads, who looked sixty.
"It
was done when you were more than ten years old; you might have seen it."
"Enough!"
said Defarge, with grim impatience. "Long live the Devil! Go on."
"Well!
Some whisper this, some whisper that; they speak of nothing else; even the
fountain appears to fall to that tune. At length, on Sunday night when all the village is asleep, come soldiers, winding down from
the prison, and their guns ring on the stones of the little street. Workmen
dig, workmen hammer, soldiers laugh and sing; in the morning, by the fountain,
there is raised a gallows forty feet high, poisoning the water."
The
mender of roads looked through
rather than at the
low ceiling, and pointed as if he saw the gallows somewhere in the sky.
"All
work is stopped, all assemble there, nobody leads the cows out, the cows are there with the rest. At
They
looked at one another, as he used his blue cap to wipe his face, on which the
perspiration had started afresh while he recalled the spectacle.
"It
is frightful, messieurs. How can the women and the children draw water! Who can
gossip of an evening, under that shadow! Under it, have I said? When I left the
village, Monday evening as the sun was going to bed, and looked back from the
hill, the shadow struck across the church, across the mill, across the
prison--seemed to strike across the earth, messieurs, to where the sky rests
upon it!"
The
hungry man gnawed one of his fingers as he looked at the other three, and his
finger quivered with the craving that was on him.
"That's
all, messieurs. I left at sunset (as I had been warned to do), and I walked on,
that night and half next day, until I met (as I was warned I should) this
comrade. With him, I came on, now riding and now walking, through the rest of
yesterday and through last night. And here you see me!"
After a
gloomy silence, the first Jacques said, "Good! You have acted and
recounted faithfully. Will you wait for us a little, outside the door?"
"Very
willingly," said the mender of roads. Whom Defarge escorted to the top of
the stairs, and, leaving seated there, returned.
The
three had risen, and their heads were together when he came back to the garret.
"How
say you, Jacques?" demanded Number One. "To be registered?"
"To
be registered, as doomed to destruction," returned Defarge.
"Magnificent!"
croaked the man with the craving.
"The
chateau, and all the race?" inquired the first.
"The
chateau and all the race," returned Defarge. "Extermination."
The
hungry man repeated, in a rapturous croak, "Magnificent!" and began
gnawing another finger.
"Are
you sure," asked Jacques Two, of Defarge, "that no embarrassment can
arise from our manner of keeping the register? Without doubt it is safe, for no
one beyond ourselves can decipher it; but shall we always be able to decipher
it--or, I ought to say, will she?"
"Jacques,"
returned Defarge, drawing himself up, "if madame my wife undertook to keep
the register in her memory alone, she would not lose a word of it--not a
syllable of it. Knitted, in her own stitches and her own symbols, it will
always be as plain to her as the sun. Confide in Madame Defarge. It would be
easier for the weakest poltroon that lives, to erase himself from existence,
than to erase one letter of his name or crimes from the knitted register of
Madame Defarge."
There
was a murmur of confidence and approval, and then the man who hungered, asked:
"Is this rustic to be sent back soon? I hope so. He is very simple; is he
not a little dangerous?"
"He
knows nothing," said Defarge; "at least nothing more than would
easily elevate himself to a gallows of the same height. I charge myself with
him; let him remain with me; I will take care of him, and set him on his road.
He wishes to see the fine world--the King, the Queen, and Court; let him see
them on Sunday."
"What?"
exclaimed the hungry man, staring. "Is it a good sign, that he wishes to see Royalty and Nobility?"
"Jacques,"
said Defarge; "judiciously show a cat milk, if
you wish her to thirst for it. Judiciously show a dog his natural prey, if you
wish him to bring it down one day."
Nothing
more was said, and the mender of roads, being found already dozing on the
topmost stair, was advised to lay himself down on the
pallet-bed and take some rest. He needed no persuasion, and was soon asleep.
Worse
quarters than Defarge's wine-shop, could easily have been found in
Therefore,
when Sunday came, the mender of roads was not enchanted (though he said he was)
to find that madame was to accompany monsieur and himself to
"You
work hard, madame," said a man near her.
"Yes,"
answered Madame Defarge; "I have a good deal to do."
"What
do you make, madame?"
"Many
things."
"For
instance--"
"For
instance," returned Madame Defarge, composedly, "shrouds."
The man
moved a little further away, as soon as he could, and the mender of roads
fanned himself with his blue cap: feeling it mightily close and oppressive. If
he needed a King and Queen to restore him, he was fortunate in having his remedy
at hand; for, soon the large-faced King and the fair-faced Queen came in their
golden coach, attended by the shining Bull's Eye of their Court, a glittering
multitude of laughing ladies and fine lords; and in jewels and silks and powder
and splendour and elegantly spurning figures and handsomely disdainful faces of
both sexes, the mender of roads bathed himself, so much to his temporary
intoxication, that he cried Long live the King, Long live the Queen, Long live
everybody and everything! as if he had never heard of
ubiquitous Jacques in his time. Then, there were gardens, courtyards, terraces,
fountains, green banks, more King and Queen, more Bull's Eye, more lords and
ladies, more Long live they all! until he absolutely
wept with sentiment. During the whole of this scene, which lasted some three
hours, he had plenty of shouting and weeping and sentimental company, and
throughout Defarge held him by the collar, as if to restrain him from flying at
the objects of his brief devotion and tearing them to pieces.
"Bravo!"
said Defarge, clapping him on the back when it was over, like a patron;
"you are a good boy!"
The
mender of roads was now coming to himself, and was
mistrustful of having made a mistake in his late demonstrations; but no.
"You
are the fellow we want," said Defarge, in his ear; "you make these
fools believe that it will last for ever. Then, they are the more insolent, and
it is the nearer ended."
"Hey!"
cried the mender of roads, reflectively; "that's true."
"These
fools know nothing. While they despise your breath, and would stop it for ever
and ever, in you or in a hundred like you rather than in one of their own
horses or dogs, they only know what your breath tells them. Let it deceive
them, then, a little longer; it cannot deceive them too much."
Madame
Defarge looked superciliously at the client, and nodded in confirmation.
"As
to you," said she, "you would shout and shed tears for anything, if
it made a show and a noise. Say! Would you not?"
"Truly,
madame, I think so. For the moment."
"If
you were shown a great heap of dolls, and were set upon them to pluck them to
pieces and despoil them for your own advantage, you would pick out the richest
and gayest. Say! Would you not?"
"Truly
yes, madame."
"Yes.
And if you were shown a flock of birds, unable to fly, and were set upon them
to strip them of their feathers for your own advantage, you would set upon the
birds of the finest feathers; would you not?"
"It
is true, madame."
"You
have seen both dolls and birds to-day," said Madame Defarge, with a wave
of her hand towards the place where they had last been apparent; "now, go
home!"
Madame
Defarge and monsieur her husband returned amicably to the bosom of Saint
Antoine, while a speck in a blue cap toiled through the darkness, and through
the dust, and down the weary miles of avenue by the wayside, slowly tending
towards that point of the compass where the chateau of Monsieur the Marquis,
now in his grave, listened to the whispering trees. Such ample leisure had the
stone faces, now, for listening to the trees and to the fountain, that the few
village scarecrows who, in their quest for herbs to eat and fragments of dead
stick to burn, strayed within sight of the great stone courtyard and terrace
staircase, had it borne in upon their starved fancy that the expression of the
faces was altered. A rumour just lived in the village--had a faint and bare
existence there, as its people had--that when the knife struck home, the faces
changed, from faces of pride to faces of anger and pain; also, that when that
dangling figure was hauled up forty feet above the fountain, they changed
again, and bore a cruel look of being avenged, which they would henceforth bear
for ever. In the stone face over the great window of the bed-chamber where the
murder was done, two fine dints were pointed out in the sculptured nose, which
everybody recognised, and which nobody had seen of old; and on the scarce
occasions when two or three ragged peasants emerged from the crowd to take a
hurried peep at Monsieur the Marquis petrified, a skinny finger would not have
pointed to it for a minute, before they all started away among the moss and
leaves, like the more fortunate hares who could find a living there.
Chateau
and hut, stone face and dangling figure, the red stain on the stone floor, and
the pure water in the village well--thousands of acres of land--a whole
The
Defarges, husband and wife, came lumbering under the starlight, in their public
vehicle, to that gate of
When
Saint Antoine had again enfolded the Defarges in his dusky wings, and they,
having finally alighted near the Saint's boundaries, were picking their way on
foot through the black mud and offal of his streets, Madame Defarge spoke to
her husband:
"Say
then, my friend; what did Jacques of the police tell thee?"
"Very
little to-night, but all he knows. There is another spy commissioned for our
quarter. There may be many more, for all that he can say, but he knows of
one."
"Eh
well!" said Madame Defarge, raising her eyebrows with a cool business air.
"It is necessary to register him. How do they call that man?"
"He
is English."
"So
much the better. His name?"
"Barsad,"
said Defarge, making it French by pronunciation. But, he had been so careful to
get it accurately, that he then spelt it with perfect correctness.
"Barsad,"
repeated madame.
"Good. Christian name?"
"John."
"John
Barsad," repeated madame, after murmuring it once to herself. "Good.
His appearance; is it known?"
"Age,
about forty years; height, about five feet nine; black hair; complexion dark;
generally, rather handsome visage; eyes dark, face thin, long, and sallow; nose
aquiline, but not straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left
cheek; expression, therefore, sinister."
"Eh
my faith. It is a
portrait!" said madame, laughing. "He shall be registered
to-morrow."
They
turned into the wine-shop, which was closed (for it was midnight), and where
Madame Defarge immediately took her post at her desk, counted the small moneys
that had been taken during her absence, examined the stock, went through the
entries in the book, made other entries of her own, checked the serving man in
every possible way, and finally dismissed him to bed. Then she turned out the
contents of the bowl of money for the second time, and began knotting them up
in her handkerchief, in a chain of separate knots, for safe keeping through the
night. All this while, Defarge, with his pipe in his mouth, walked up and down,
complacently admiring, but never interfering; in which condition, indeed, as to
the business and his domestic affairs, he walked up and down through life.
The
night was hot, and the shop, close shut and surrounded by so foul a
neighbourhood, was ill-smelling. Monsieur Defarge's olfactory sense was by no
means delicate, but the stock of wine smelt much stronger than it ever tasted,
and so did the stock of rum and brandy and aniseed. He whiffed the compound of
scents away, as he put down his smoked-out pipe.
"You
are fatigued," said madame, raising her glance as she knotted the money.
"There are only the usual odours."
"I
am a little tired," her husband acknowledged.
"You
are a little depressed, too," said madame, whose quick eyes had never been
so intent on the accounts, but they had had a ray or two for him. "Oh, the men, the men!"
"But
my dear!" began Defarge.
"But
my dear!" repeated madame, nodding firmly; "but my dear! You are
faint of heart to-night, my dear!"
"Well,
then," said Defarge, as if a thought were wrung out of his breast,
"it is a long
time."
"It
is a long time," repeated his wife; "and when is it not a long time?
Vengeance and retribution require a long time; it is the rule."
"It
does not take a long time to strike a man with Lightning," said Defarge.
"How
long," demanded madame, composedly, "does it take to make and store
the lightning? Tell me."
Defarge
raised his head thoughtfully, as if there were something in that too.
"It
does not take a long time," said madame, "for an earthquake to
swallow a town. Eh well! Tell me how long it takes to prepare the
earthquake?"
"A
long time, I suppose," said Defarge.
"But
when it is ready, it takes place, and grinds to pieces everything before it. In
the meantime, it is always preparing, though it is not seen or heard. That is
your consolation. Keep it."
She
tied a knot with flashing eyes, as if it throttled a foe.
"I
tell thee," said madame, extending her right hand, for emphasis,
"that although it is a long time on the road, it is on the road and
coming. I tell thee it never retreats, and never stops. I tell thee it is
always advancing. Look around and consider the lives of all
the world that we know, consider the faces of all the world that we
know, consider the rage and discontent to which the Jacquerie addresses itself
with more and more of certainty every hour. Can such things last? Bah! I mock
you."
"My
brave wife," returned Defarge, standing before her with his head a little
bent, and his hands clasped at his back, like a docile and attentive pupil
before his catechist, "I do not question all this. But it has lasted a
long time, and it is possible--you know well, my wife, it is possible--that it
may not come, during our lives."
"Eh
well! How then?" demanded madame, tying another knot, as if there were
another enemy strangled.
"Well!"
said Defarge, with a half complaining and half apologetic shrug. "We shall
not see the triumph."
"We
shall have helped it," returned madame, with her extended hand in strong
action. "Nothing that we do, is done in vain. I
believe, with all my soul, that we shall see the triumph. But even if not, even
if I knew certainly not, show me the neck of an aristocrat and tyrant, and
still I would--"
Then
madame, with her teeth set, tied a very terrible knot indeed.
"Hold!"
cried Defarge, reddening a little as if he felt charged with cowardice; "I
too, my dear, will stop at nothing."
"Yes!
But it is your weakness that you sometimes need to see your victim and your
opportunity, to sustain you. Sustain yourself without that. When the time
comes, let loose a tiger and a devil; but wait for the time with the tiger and
the devil chained--not shown--yet always ready."
Madame
enforced the conclusion of this piece of advice by striking her little counter
with her chain of money as if she knocked its brains out, and then gathering
the heavy handkerchief under her arm in a serene manner, and observing that it
was time to go to bed.
Next
noontide saw the admirable woman in her usual place in the wine-shop, knitting
away assiduously. A rose lay beside her, and if she now and then glanced at the
flower, it was with no infraction of her usual preoccupied air. There were a
few customers, drinking or not drinking, standing or seated, sprinkled about.
The day was very hot, and heaps of flies, who were
extending their inquisitive and adventurous perquisitions into all the
glutinous little glasses near madame, fell dead at the bottom. Their decease
made no impression on the other flies out promenading, who looked at them in
the coolest manner (as if they themselves were elephants, or something as far
removed), until they met the same fate. Curious to consider how heedless flies
are!--perhaps they thought as much at Court that sunny summer day.
A
figure entering at the door threw a shadow on Madame Defarge which she felt to
be a new one. She laid down her knitting, and began to pin her rose in her
head-dress, before she looked at the figure.
It was
curious. The moment Madame Defarge took up the rose,
the customers ceased talking, and began gradually to drop out of the wine-shop.
"Good
day, madame," said the new-comer.
"Good
day, monsieur."
She
said it aloud, but added to herself, as she resumed her knitting: "Hah!
Good day, age about forty, height about five feet nine, black hair, generally
rather handsome visage, complexion dark, eyes dark, thin, long and sallow face,
aquiline nose but not straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left
cheek which imparts a sinister expression! Good day, one and all!"
"Have
the goodness to give me a little glass of old cognac, and a mouthful of cool
fresh water, madame."
Madame
complied with a polite air.
"Marvellous
cognac this, madame!"
It was
the first time it had ever been so complemented, and Madame Defarge knew enough
of its antecedents to know better. She said, however, that the cognac was
flattered, and took up her knitting. The visitor watched her fingers for a few
moments, and took the opportunity of observing the place in general.
"You
knit with great skill, madame."
"I
am accustomed to it."
"A
pretty pattern too!"
"You think so?" said
madame, looking at him with a smile.
"Decidedly. May one ask what it is for?"
"Pastime,"
said madame, still looking at him with a smile while her fingers moved nimbly.
"Not
for use?"
"That
depends. I may find a use for it one day. If I do--Well," said madame, drawing a breath and nodding her head with a
stern kind of coquetry, "I'll use it!"
It was
remarkable; but, the taste of Saint Antoine seemed to be decidedly opposed to a
rose on the head-dress of Madame Defarge. Two men had entered separately, and
had been about to order drink, when, catching sight of that novelty, they
faltered, made a pretence of looking about as if for some friend who was not
there, and went away. Nor, of those who had been there when this visitor
entered, was there one left. They had all dropped off. The spy had kept his
eyes open, but had been able to detect no sign. They had lounged away in a
poverty-stricken, purposeless, accidental manner, quite natural and
unimpeachable.
"John," thought madame,
checking off her work as her fingers knitted, and her eyes looked at the
stranger. "Stay long enough, and I shall knit `BARSAD' before you
go."
"You
have a husband, madame?"
"I
have."
"Children?"
"No
children."
"Business
seems bad?"
"Business
is very bad; the people are so poor."
"Ah,
the unfortunate, miserable people!
So oppressed, too--as you say."
"As
you say," madame
retorted, correcting him, and deftly knitting an extra something into his name
that boded him no good.
"Pardon
me; certainly it was I who said so, but you naturally think so. Of course."
"I think?" returned madame,
in a high voice. "I and my husband have enough to do to keep this
wine-shop open, without thinking. All we think, here, is how to live. That is
the subject we think
of, and it gives us, from morning to night, enough to think about, without
embarrassing our heads concerning others. I
think for others? No, no."
The
spy, who was there to pick up any crumbs he could find or make, did not allow
his baffled state to express itself in his sinister face; but, stood with an
air of gossiping gallantry, leaning his elbow on Madame Defarge's little
counter, and occasionally sipping his cognac.
"A
bad business this, madame, of Gaspard's execution. Ah! the poor
Gaspard!" With a sigh of great compassion.
"My
faith!" returned madame, coolly and lightly, "if people use knives
for such purposes, they have to pay for it. He knew beforehand what the price
of his luxury was; he has paid the price."
"I
believe," said the spy, dropping his soft voice to a tone that invited
confidence, and expressing an injured revolutionary susceptibility in every
muscle of his wicked face: "I believe there is much compassion and anger
in this neighbourhood, touching the poor fellow? Between
ourselves."
"Is
there?" asked madame, vacantly.
"Is
there not?"
"--Here
is my husband!" said Madame Defarge.
As the
keeper of the wine-shop entered at the door, the spy saluted him by touching
his hat, and saying, with an engaging smile, "Good day, Jacques!"
Defarge stopped short, and stared at him.
"Good
day, Jacques!" the spy repeated; with not quite so much confidence, or
quite so easy a smile under the stare.
"You
deceive yourself, monsieur," returned the keeper of the wine-shop.
"You mistake me for another. That is not my name. I am Ernest
Defarge."
"It
is all the same," said the spy, airily, but discomfited too: "good
day!"
"Good
day!" answered Defarge, drily.
"I
was saying to madame, with whom I had the pleasure of chatting when you
entered, that they tell me there is--and no wonder!--much sympathy and anger in
Saint Antoine, touching the unhappy fate of poor Gaspard."
"No
one has told me so," said Defarge, shaking his head. "I know nothing
of it."
Having
said it, he passed behind the little counter, and stood with his hand on the
back of his wife's chair, looking over that barrier at the person to whom they were
both opposed, and whom either of them would have shot with the greatest
satisfaction.
The
spy, well used to his business, did not change his unconscious attitude, but
drained his little glass of cognac, took a sip of fresh water, and asked for
another glass of cognac. Madame Defarge poured it out for him, took to her
knitting again, and hummed a little song over it.
"You
seem to know this quarter well; that is to say, better than I do?"
observed Defarge.
"Not
at all, but I hope to know it better. I am so profoundly interested in its
miserable inhabitants."
"Hah!"
muttered Defarge.
"The
pleasure of conversing with you, Monsieur Defarge, recalls to me," pursued
the spy, "that I have the honour of cherishing some interesting
associations with your name."
"Indeed!"
said Defarge, with much indifference.
"Yes,
indeed. When Doctor Manette was released, you, his old domestic, had the charge
of him, I know. He was delivered to you. You see I am informed of the
circumstances?"
"Such
is the fact, certainly," said Defarge. He had had it conveyed to him, in
an accidental touch of his wife's elbow as she knitted and warbled, that he
would do best to answer, but always with brevity.
"It
was to you," said the spy, "that his daughter came; and it was from
your care that his daughter took him, accompanied by a neat brown monsieur; how
is he called?--in a little wig--Lorry--of the bank of Tellson and Company--over
to England."
"Such
is the fact," repeated Defarge.
"Very
interesting remembrances!" said the spy. "I have known Doctor Manette
and his daughter, in
"Yes?"
said Defarge.
"You
don't hear much about them now?" said the spy.
"No,"
said Defarge.
"In
effect," madame struck in, looking up from her work and her little song,
"we never hear about them. We received the news of their safe arrival, and
perhaps another letter, or perhaps two; but, since then, they have gradually
taken their road in life--we, ours--and we have held no correspondence."
"Perfectly
so, madame," replied the spy. "She is going to be married."
"Going?"
echoed madame. "She was pretty enough to have been married long ago. You
English are cold, it seems to me."
"Oh!
You know I am English."
"I
perceive your tongue is," returned madame; "and what the tongue is, I
suppose the man is."
He did
not take the identification as a compliment; but he made the best of it, and
turned it off with a laugh. After sipping his cognac to the end, he added:
"Yes,
Miss Manette is going to be married. But not to an Englishman; to one who, like herself, is French by birth. And speaking of
Gaspard (ah, poor Gaspard! It was cruel, cruel!), it is a curious thing that
she is going to marry the nephew of Monsieur the Marquis, for whom Gaspard was
exalted to that height of so many feet; in other words, the present Marquis.
But he lives unknown in
Madame
Defarge knitted steadily, but the intelligence had a palpable effect upon her
husband. Do what he would, behind the little counter, as to the striking of a
light and the lighting of his pipe, he was troubled, and his hand was not
trustworthy. The spy would have been no spy if he had failed to see it, or to
record it in his mind.
Having
made, at least, this one hit, whatever it might prove to be worth, and no
customers coming in to help him to any other, Mr. Barsad paid for what he had
drunk, and took his leave: taking occasion to say, in a genteel manner, before
he departed, that he looked forward to the pleasure of seeing Monsieur and
Madame Defarge again. For some minutes after he had emerged into the outer
presence of Saint Antoine, the husband and wife remained exactly as he had left
them, lest he should come back.
"Can
it be true," said Defarge, in a low voice, looking down at his wife as he
stood smoking with his hand on the back of her chair: "what he has said of
Ma'amselle Manette?"
"As
he has said it," returned madame, lifting her eyebrows a little, "it
is probably false. But it may be true."
"If
it is--" Defarge began, and stopped.
"If
it is?" repeated his wife.
"--And
if it does come, while we live to see it triumph--I hope, for her sake, Destiny
will keep her husband out of France."
"Her
husband's destiny," said Madame Defarge, with her usual composure, "will
take him where he is to go, and will lead him to the end that is to end him.
That is all I know."
"But
it is very strange--now, at least, is it not very strange"--said Defarge,
rather pleading with his wife to induce her to admit it, "that, after all
our sympathy for Monsieur her father, and herself, her husband's name should be
proscribed under your hand at this moment, by the side of that infernal dog's
who has just left us?"
"Stranger
things than that will happen when it does come," answered madame. "I
have them both here, of a certainty; and they are both here for their merits;
that is enough."
She
rolled up her knitting when she had said those words, and presently took the
rose out of the handkerchief that was wound about her head. Either Saint Antoine
had an instinctive sense that the objectionable decoration was gone, or Saint
Antoine was on the watch for its disappearance; howbeit, the Saint took courage
to lounge in, very shortly afterwards, and the wine-shop recovered its habitual
aspect.
In the
evening, at which season of all others Saint Antoine turned himself inside out,
and sat on door-steps and window-ledges, and came to the corners of vile
streets and courts, for a breath of air, Madame Defarge with her work in her
hand was accustomed to pass from place to place and from group to group: a
Missionary--there were many like her--such as the world will do well never to
breed again. All the women knitted. They knitted worthless things; but, the
mechanical work was a mechanical substitute for eating and drinking; the hands
moved for the jaws and the digestive apparatus: if the bony fingers had been
still, the stomachs would have been more famine-pinched.
But, as
the fingers went, the eyes went, and the thoughts. And as Madame Defarge moved
on from group to group, all three went quicker and fiercer among every little
knot of women that she had spoken with, and left behind.
Her
husband smoked at his door, looking after her with admiration. "A great
woman," said he, "a strong woman, a grand woman, a frightfully grand
woman!"
Darkness
closed around, and then came the ringing of church bells and the distant
beating of the military drums in the Palace Courtyard, as the women sat
knitting, knitting. Darkness encompassed them. Another darkness was closing in
as surely, when the church bells, then ringing pleasantly in many an airy
steeple over France, should be melted into thundering cannon; when the military
drums should be beating to drown a wretched voice, that night all potent as the
voice of Power and Plenty, Freedom and Life. So much was closing in about the
women who sat knitting, knitting, that they their very selves were closing in
around a structure yet unbuilt, where they were to sit knitting, knitting,
counting dropping heads.
Never
did the sun go down with a brighter glory on the quiet corner in
Lucie
was to be married to-morrow. She had reserved this last evening for her father,
and they sat alone under the plane-tree.
"You
are happy, my dear father?"
"Quite,
my child."
They
had said little, though they had been there a long time. When it was yet light
enough to work and read, she had neither engaged herself in her usual work, nor
had she read to him. She had employed herself in both ways, at his side under
the tree, many and many a time; but, this time was not quite like any other,
and nothing could make it so.
"And
I am very happy to-night, dear father. I am deeply happy in the love that
Heaven has so blessed--my love for Charles, and Charles's love for me. But, if
my life were not to be still consecrated to you, or if my marriage were so
arranged as that it would part us, even by the length of a few of these
streets, I should be more unhappy and self-reproachful now than I can tell you.
Even as it is--"
Even as
it was, she could not command her voice.
In the
sad moonlight, she clasped him by the neck, and laid her face upon his breast.
In the moonlight which is always sad, as the light of the sun itself is--as the
light called human life is--at its coming and its going.
"Dearest
dear! Can you tell me,
this last time, that you feel quite, quite sure, no new affections of mine, and
no new duties of mine, will ever interpose between us? I know it well, but do you know
it? In your own heart, do you feel quite certain?"
Her
father answered, with a cheerful firmness of conviction he could scarcely have
assumed, "Quite sure, my darling! More than that," he added, as he
tenderly kissed her: "my future is far brighter, Lucie, seen through your
marriage, than it could have been--nay, than it ever was--without it."
"If
I could hope that, my
father!--"
"Believe
it, love! Indeed it is so. Consider how natural and how plain it is, my dear,
that it should be so. You, devoted and young, cannot fully appreciate the
anxiety I have felt that your life should not be wasted--"
She
moved her hand towards his lips, but he took it in his, and repeated the word.
"--wasted,
my child--should not be wasted, struck aside from the natural order of
things--for my sake. Your unselfishness cannot entirely comprehend how much my
mind has gone on this; but, only ask yourself, how could my happiness be
perfect, while yours was incomplete?"
"If
I had never seen Charles, my father, I should have been quite happy with
you."
He
smiled at her unconscious admission that she would have been unhappy without
Charles, having seen him; and replied:
"My
child, you did see him, and it is Charles. If it had not been Charles, it would
have been another. Or, if it had been no other, I should have been the cause,
and then the dark part of my life would have cast its shadow beyond myself, and
would have fallen on you."
It was
the first time, except at the trial, of her ever hearing him
refer to the period of his suffering. It gave her a strange and new
sensation while his words were in her ears; and she remembered it long
afterwards.
"See!"
said the Doctor of Beauvais, raising his hand towards the moon. "I have
looked at her from my prison-window, when I could not bear her light. I have
looked at her when it has been such torture to me to think of her shining upon
what I had lost, that I have beaten my head against my prison-walls. I have looked
at her, in a state so dun and lethargic, that I have thought of nothing but the
number of horizontal lines I could draw across her at the full, and the number
of perpendicular lines with which I could intersect them." He added in his
inward and pondering manner, as he looked at the moon, "It was twenty
either way, I remember, and the twentieth was difficult to squeeze in."
The
strange thrill with which she heard him go back to that time, deepened as he
dwelt upon it; but, there was nothing to shock her in the manner of his
reference. He only seemed to contrast his present cheerfulness and felicity
with the dire endurance that was over.
"I
have looked at her, speculating thousands of times upon the unborn child from
whom I had been rent. Whether it was alive. Whether it had been born alive, or the poor mother's shock had
killed it. Whether it was a son who would some day
avenge his father. (There was a time in my imprisonment, when my desire
for vengeance was unbearable.) Whether it was a son who would never know his
father's story; who might even live to weigh the possibility of his father's
having disappeared of his own will and act. Whether it was a
daughter who would grow to be a woman."
She
drew closer to him, and kissed his cheek and his hand.
"I
have pictured my daughter, to myself, as perfectly forgetful of me --rather,
altogether ignorant of me, and unconscious of me. I have cast up the years of
her age, year after year. I have seen her married to a man who knew nothing of
my fate. I have altogether perished from the remembrance of the living, and in
the next generation my place was a blank."
"My
father! Even to hear
that you had such thoughts of a daughter who never existed, strikes to my heart
as if I had been that child."
"You,
Lucie? It is out of the
Consolation and restoration you have brought to me, that these remembrances
arise, and pass between us and the moon on this last night.--What did I say
just now?"
"She
knew nothing of you. She cared nothing for you."
"So!
But on other moonlight nights, when the sadness and the silence have touched me
in a different way--have affected me with something as like a sorrowful sense
of peace, as any emotion that had pain for its foundations could--I have
imagined her as coming to me in my cell, and leading me out into the freedom
beyond the fortress. I have seen her image in the moonlight often, as I now see
you; except that I never held her in my arms; it stood between the little
grated window and the door. But, you understand that that was not the child I
am speaking of?"
"The
figure was not; the--the--image; the fancy?"
"No.
That was another thing. It stood before my disturbed sense of sight, but it
never moved. The phantom that my mind pursued, was
another and more real child. Of her outward appearance I know no more than that
she was like her mother. The other had that likeness too --as you have--but was
not the same. Can you follow me, Lucie? Hardly, I think? I doubt you must have
been a solitary prisoner to understand these perplexed distinctions."
His
collected and calm manner could not prevent her blood from running cold, as he
thus tried to anatomise his old condition.
"In
that more peaceful state, I have imagined her, in the moonlight, coming to me
and taking me out to show me that the home of her married life was full of her
loving remembrance of her lost father. My picture was in her room, and I was in
her prayers. Her life was active, cheerful, useful;
but my poor history pervaded it all."
"I
was that child, my father, I was not half so good, but in my love that was
I."
"And
she showed me her children," said the Doctor of Beauvais, "and they
had heard of me, and had been taught to pity me. When they passed a prison of
the State, they kept far from its frowning walls, and looked up at its bars,
and spoke in whispers. She could never deliver me; I imagined that she always
brought me back after showing me such things. But then, blessed with the relief
of tears, I fell upon my knees, and blessed her."
"I
am that child, I hope, my father. O my dear, my dear, will you bless me as
fervently to-morrow?"
"Lucie,
I recall these old troubles in the reason that I have to-night for loving you
better than words can tell, and thanking God for my great happiness. My
thoughts, when they were wildest, never rose near the happiness that I have
known with you, and that we have before us."
He
embraced her, solemnly commended her to Heaven, and humbly thanked Heaven for
having bestowed her on him. By-and-bye, they went into the house.
There was
no one bidden to the marriage but Mr. Lorry; there was even to be no bridesmaid
but the gaunt Miss Pross. The marriage was to make no change in their place of
residence; they had been able to extend it, by taking to themselves the upper
rooms formerly belonging to the apocryphal invisible lodger, and they desired
nothing more.
Doctor
Manette was very cheerful at the little supper. They were only three at table,
and Miss Pross made the third. He regretted that Charles was not there; was
more than half disposed to object to the loving little plot that kept him away;
and drank to him affectionately.
So, the
time came for him to bid Lucie good night, and they separated. But, in the
stillness of the third hour of the morning, Lucie came downstairs again, and stole
into his room; not free from unshaped fears, beforehand.
All
things, however, were in their places; all was quiet; and he lay
asleep, his white hair picturesque on the untroubled pillow, and his hands
lying quiet on the coverlet. She put her needless candle in the shadow at a
distance, crept up to his bed, and put her lips to his; then, leaned over him,
and looked at him.
Into
his handsome face, the bitter waters of captivity had worn; but, he covered up
their tracks with a determination so strong, that he held the mastery of them
even in his sleep. A more remarkable face in its quiet, resolute, and guarded
struggle with an unseen assailant, was not to be
beheld in all the wide dominions of sleep, that night.
She
timidly laid her hand on his dear breast, and put up a prayer that she might
ever be as true to him as her love aspired to be, and as his sorrows deserved.
Then, she withdrew her hand, and kissed his lips once more, and went away. So,
the sunrise came, and the shadows of the leaves of the plane-tree moved upon
his face, as softly as her lips had moved in praying for him.
The
marriage-day was shining brightly, and they were ready outside the closed door
of the Doctor's room, where he was speaking with Charles Darnay. They were
ready to go to church; the beautiful bride, Mr. Lorry, and Miss Pross--to whom
the event, through a gradual process of reconcilement to the inevitable, would
have been one of absolute bliss, but for the yet lingering consideration that
her brother Solomon should have been the bridegroom.
"And
so," said Mr. Lorry, who could not sufficiently admire the bride, and who
had been moving round her to take in every point of her quiet, pretty dress;
"and so it was for this, my sweet Lucie, that I brought you across the
Channel, such a baby! Lord bless me! How little I
thought what I was doing! How lightly I valued the obligation I was conferring
on my friend Mr. Charles!"
"You
didn't mean it," remarked the matter-of-fact Miss Pross, "and
therefore how could you know it? Nonsense!"
"Really? Well; but don't cry," said the gentle
Mr. Lorry.
"I
am not crying," said Miss Pross; "you
are."
"I,
my Pross?" (By
this time, Mr. Lorry dared to be pleasant with her, on occasion.)
"You
were, just now; I saw you do it, and I don't wonder at it. Such a present of plate
as you have made 'em, is enough to bring tears into anybody's eyes. There's not
a fork or a spoon in the collection," said Miss Pross, "that I didn't
cry over, last night after the box came, till I couldn't see it."
"I
am highly gratified," said Mr. Lorry, "though, upon my honour, I had
no intention of rendering those trifling articles of remembrance invisible to
any one. Dear me! This is an occasion that makes a man speculate on all he has
lost. Dear, dear, dear! To think that there might have been a Mrs. Lorry, any
time these fifty years almost!"
"Not
at all!" From Miss Pross.
"You
think there never might have been a Mrs. Lorry?" asked the gentleman of
that name.
"Pooh!"
rejoined Miss Pross; "you were a bachelor in your cradle."
"Well!"
observed Mr. Lorry, beamingly adjusting his little wig, "that seems
probable, too."
"And
you were cut out for a bachelor," pursued Miss Pross, "before you
were put in your cradle."
"Then,
I think," said Mr. Lorry, "that I was very unhandsomely dealt with,
and that I ought to have had a voice in the selection of my pattern. Enough!
Now, my dear Lucie," drawing his arm soothingly round her waist, "I
hear them moving in the next room, and Miss Pross and I, as two formal folks of
business, are anxious not to lose the final opportunity of saying something to
you that you wish to hear. You leave your good father, my dear, in hands as
earnest and as loving as your own; he shall be taken every conceivable care of;
during the next fortnight, while you are in Warwickshire and thereabouts, even
Tellson's shall go to the wall (comparatively speaking) before him. And when,
at the fortnight's end, he comes to join you and your beloved husband, on your
other fortnight's trip in
For a
moment, he held the fair face from him to look at the well-remembered
expression on the forehead, and then laid the bright golden hair against his
little brown wig, with a genuine tenderness and delicacy which, if such things
be old-fashioned, were as old as Adam.
The
door of the Doctor's room opened, and he came out with Charles Darnay. He was
so deadly pale--which had not been the case when they went in together--that no
vestige of colour was to be seen in his face. But, in the composure of his
manner he was unaltered, except that to the shrewd glance of Mr. Lorry it
disclosed some shadowy indication that the old air of avoidance and dread had
lately passed over him, like a cold wind.
He gave
his arm to his daughter, and took her down-stairs to the chariot which Mr.
Lorry had hired in honour of the day. The rest followed in another carriage,
and soon, in a neighbouring church, where no strange eyes looked on, Charles
Darnay and Lucie Manette were happily married.
Besides
the glancing tears that shone among the smiles of the little group when it was
done, some diamonds, very bright and sparkling, glanced on the bride's hand,
which were newly released from the dark obscurity of one of Mr. Lorry's
pockets. They returned home to breakfast, and all went well, and in due course
the golden hair that had mingled with the poor shoemaker's white locks in the
It was
a hard parting, though it was not for long. But her father cheered her, and
said at last, gently disengaging himself from her enfolding arms, "Take
her, Charles! She is yours!"
And her
agitated hand waved to them from a chaise window, and she was gone.
The
corner being out of the way of the idle and curious, and the preparations
having been very simple and few, the Doctor, Mr. Lorry, and Miss Pross, were
left quite alone. It was when they turned into the welcome shade of the cool
old hall, that Mr. Lorry observed a great change to have come over the Doctor;
as if the golden arm uplifted there, had struck him a poisoned blow.
He had
naturally repressed much, and some revulsion might have been expected in him
when the occasion for repression was gone. But, it was the old scared lost look
that troubled Mr. Lorry; and through his absent manner of clasping his head and
drearily wandering away into his own room when they got up-stairs, Mr. Lorry
was reminded of Defarge the wine-shop keeper, and the starlight ride.
"I
think," he whispered to Miss Pross, after anxious consideration, "I
think we had best not speak to him just now, or at all disturb him. I must look
in at Tellson's; so I will go there at once and come back presently. Then, we
will take him a ride into the country, and dine there, and all will be
well."
It was
easier for Mr. Lorry to look in at Tellson's, than to look out of Tellson's. He
was detained two hours. When he came back, he ascended the old staircase alone,
having asked no question of the servant; going thus into the Doctor's rooms, he
was stopped by a low sound of knocking.
"Good
God!" he said, with a start. "What's that?"
Miss
Pross, with a terrified face, was at his ear. "O me, O
me! All is lost!" cried she, wringing her hands. "What is to
be told to Ladybird? He doesn't know me, and is making shoes!"
Mr.
Lorry said what he could to calm her, and went himself into the Doctor's room.
The bench was turned towards the light, as it had been when he had seen the
shoemaker at his work before, and his head was bent down, and he was very busy.
"Doctor
Manette. My dear friend, Doctor Manette!"
The
Doctor looked at him for a moment--half inquiringly, half as if he were angry
at being spoken to--and bent over his work again.
He had
laid aside his coat and waistcoat; his shirt was open at the throat, as it used
to be when he did that work; and even the old haggard, faded surface of face
had come back to him. He worked hard-- impatiently--as if in some sense of
having been interrupted.
Mr.
Lorry glanced at the work in his hand, and observed that it was a shoe of the
old size and shape. He took up another that was lying by him, and asked what it
was.
"A
young lady's walking shoe," he muttered, without looking up. "It
ought to have been finished long ago. Let it be."
"But,
Doctor Manette. Look at
me!"
He
obeyed, in the old mechanically submissive manner, without pausing in his work.
"You
know me, my dear friend? Think again. This is not your proper occupation.
Think, dear friend!"
Nothing
would induce him to speak more. He looked up, for an instant at a time, when he
was requested to do so; but, no persuasion would extract a word from him. He
worked, and worked, and worked, in silence, and words fell on him as they would
have fallen on an echoless wall, or on the air. The only ray of hope that Mr.
Lorry could discover, was, that he sometimes furtively looked up without being
asked. In that, there seemed a faint expression of curiosity or perplexity--as
though he were trying to reconcile some doubts in his mind.
Two
things at once impressed themselves on Mr. Lorry, as important above all
others; the first, that this must be kept secret from
Lucie; the second, that it must be kept secret from all who knew him. In
conjunction with Miss Pross, he took immediate steps towards the latter
precaution, by giving out that the Doctor was not well, and required a few days
of complete rest. In aid of the kind deception to be practised on his daughter,
Miss Pross was to write, describing his having been called away professionally,
and referring to an imaginary letter of two or three hurried lines in his own
hand, represented to have been addressed to her by the same post.
These
measures, advisable to be taken in any case, Mr. Lorry took in the hope of his
coming to himself. If that should happen soon, he kept another course in
reserve; which was, to have a certain opinion that he thought the best, on the
Doctor's case.
In the
hope of his recovery, and of resort to this third course being thereby rendered
practicable, Mr. Lorry resolved to watch him attentively, with as little
appearance as possible of doing so. He therefore made arrangements to absent
himself from Tellson's for the first time in his life, and took his post by the
window in the same room.
He was
not long in discovering that it was worse than useless to speak to him, since,
on being pressed, he became worried. He abandoned that attempt on the first
day, and resolved merely to keep himself always before him, as a silent protest
against the delusion into which he had fallen, or was falling. He remained,
therefore, in his seat near the window, reading and writing, and expressing in
as many pleasant and natural ways as he could think of, that it was a free
place.
Doctor
Manette took what was given him to eat and drink, and worked on, that first
day, until it was too dark to see--worked on, half an hour after Mr. Lorry
could not have seen, for his life, to read or write. When he put his tools
aside as useless, until morning, Mr. Lorry rose and said to him:
"Will
you go out?"
He
looked down at the floor on either side of him in the old manner, looked up in
the old manner, and repeated in the old low voice:
"Out?"
"Yes;
for a walk with me. Why not?"
He made
no effort to say why not, and said not a word more. But, Mr. Lorry thought he
saw, as he leaned forward on his bench in the dusk, with his elbows on his
knees and his head in his hands, that he was in some misty way asking himself,
"Why not?" The sagacity of the man of business perceived an advantage
here, and determined to hold it.
Miss
Pross and he divided the night into two watches, and observed him at intervals
from the adjoining room. He paced up and down for a long time before he lay
down; but, when he did finally lay himself down, he fell asleep. In the
morning, he was up betimes, and went straight to his bench and to work.
On this
second day, Mr. Lorry saluted him cheerfully by his name, and spoke to him on
topics that had been of late familiar to them. He returned no reply, but it was
evident that he heard what was said, and that he thought about it, however
confusedly. This encouraged Mr. Lorry to have Miss Pross in with her work,
several times during the day; at those times, they quietly spoke of Lucie, and
of her father then present, precisely in the usual manner, and as if there were
nothing amiss. This was done without any demonstrative accompaniment, not long
enough, or often enough to harass him; and it lightened Mr. Lorry's friendly
heart to believe that he looked up oftener, and that he appeared to be stirred
by some perception of inconsistencies surrounding him.
When it
fell dark again, Mr. Lorry asked him as before:
"Dear
Doctor, will you go out?"
As
before, he repeated, "Out?"
"Yes;
for a walk with me. Why not?"
This
time, Mr. Lorry feigned to go out when he could extract no answer from him,
and, after remaining absent for an hour, returned. In the meanwhile, the Doctor
had removed to the seat in the window, and had sat there looking down at the
plane-tree; but, on Mr. Lorry's return, he slipped away to his bench.
The
time went very slowly on, and Mr. Lorry's hope darkened, and his heart grew
heavier again, and grew yet heavier and heavier every day. The third day came
and went, the fourth, the fifth. Five days, six days, seven days, eight days,
nine days.
With a
hope ever darkening, and with a heart always growing heavier and heavier, Mr.
Lorry passed through this anxious time. The secret was well kept, and Lucie was
unconscious and happy; but he could not fail to observe that the shoemaker,
whose hand had been a little out at first, was growing dreadfully skilful, and
that he had never been so intent on his work, and that his hands had never been
so nimble and expert, as in the dusk of the ninth evening.
Worn
out by anxious watching, Mr. Lorry fell asleep at his post. On the tenth
morning of his suspense, he was startled by the shining of the sun into the
room where a heavy slumber had overtaken him when it was dark night.
He
rubbed his eyes and roused himself; but he doubted, when he had done so,
whether he was not still asleep. For, going to the door of the Doctor's room
and looking in, he perceived that the shoemaker's bench and tools were put
aside again, and that the Doctor himself sat reading at the window. He was in
his usual morning dress, and his face (which Mr. Lorry could distinctly see),
though still very pale, was calmly studious and attentive.
Even
when he had satisfied himself that he was awake, Mr. Lorry felt giddily
uncertain for some few moments whether the late shoemaking might not be a
disturbed dream of his own; for, did not his eyes show him his friend before
him in his accustomed clothing and aspect, and employed as usual; and was there
any sign within their range, that the change of which he had so strong an
impression had actually happened?
It was
but the inquiry of his first confusion and astonishment, the answer being
obvious. If the impression were not produced by a real corresponding and
sufficient cause, how came he, Jarvis Lorry, there? How came he to have fallen
asleep, in his clothes, on the sofa in Doctor Manette's consulting-room, and to
be debating these points outside the Doctor's bedroom door in the early
morning?
Within
a few minutes, Miss Pross stood whispering at his side. If he had had any
particle of doubt left, her talk would of necessity have resolved it; but he
was by that time clear-headed, and had none. He advised that they should let
the time go by until the regular breakfast-hour, and should then meet the
Doctor as if nothing unusual had occurred. If he appeared to be in his
customary state of mind, Mr. Lorry would then cautiously proceed to seek
direction and guidance from the opinion he had been, in his anxiety, so anxious
to obtain.
Miss
Pross, submitting herself to his judgment, the scheme was worked out with care.
Having abundance of time for his usual methodical toilette, Mr. Lorry presented
himself at the breakfast-hour in his usual white linen, and with his usual neat
leg. The Doctor was summoned in the usual way, and came to breakfast.
So far
as it was possible to comprehend him without overstepping those delicate and
gradual approaches which Mr. Lorry felt to be the only safe advance, he at
first supposed that his daughter's marriage had taken place yesterday. An
incidental allusion, purposely thrown out, to the day of the week, and the day
of the month, set him thinking and counting, and evidently made him uneasy. In
all other respects, however, he was so composedly himself, that Mr. Lorry determined
to have the aid he sought. And that aid was his own.
Therefore,
when the breakfast was done and cleared away, and he and the Doctor were left
together, Mr. Lorry said, feelingly:
"My
dear Manette, I am anxious to have your opinion, in confidence, on a very
curious case in which I am deeply interested; that is to say, it is very
curious to me; perhaps, to your better information it may be less so."
Glancing
at his hands, which were discoloured by his late work, the Doctor looked
troubled, and listened attentively. He had already glanced at his hands more
than once.
"Doctor
Manette," said Mr. Lorry, touching him affectionately on the arm,
"the case is the case of a particularly dear friend of mine. Pray give
your mind to it, and advise me well for his sake--and above all, for his
daughter's--his daughter's, my dear Manette."
"If
I understand," said the Doctor, in a subdued tone, "some mental
shock--?"
"Yes!"
"Be
explicit," said the Doctor. "Spare no detail."
Mr.
Lorry saw that they understood one another, and proceeded.
"My
dear Manette, it is the case of an old and a prolonged shock, of great
acuteness and severity to the affections, the feelings, the--the--as you
express it--the mind. The mind. It is the case of a
shock under which the sufferer was borne down, one cannot say for how long,
because I believe he cannot calculate the time himself, and there are no other
means of getting at it. It is the case of a shock from which the sufferer
recovered, by a process that he cannot trace himself--as I once heard him
publicly relate in a striking manner. It is the case of a shock from which he
has recovered, so completely, as to be a highly intelligent man, capable of
close application of mind, and great exertion of body, and of constantly making
fresh additions to his stock of knowledge, which was already very large. But,
unfortunately, there has been," he paused and took a deep breath--"a
slight relapse."
The
Doctor, in a low voice, asked, "Of how long duration?"
"Nine
days and nights."
"How
did it show itself? I infer," glancing at his hands again, "in the
resumption of some old pursuit connected with the shock?"
"That
is the fact."
"Now,
did you ever see him," asked the Doctor, distinctly and collectedly,
though in the same low voice, "engaged in that pursuit originally?"
"Once."
"And
when the relapse fell on him, was he in most respects--or in all respects--as
he was then?"
"I
think in all respects."
"You
spoke of his daughter. Does his daughter know of the relapse?"
"No.
It has been kept from her, and I hope will always be kept from her. It is known
only to myself, and to one other who may be
trusted."
The
Doctor grasped his hand, and murmured, "That was very kind. That was very
thoughtful!" Mr. Lorry grasped his hand in return, and neither of the two
spoke for a little while.
"Now,
my dear Manette," said Mr. Lorry, at length, in his most considerate and
most affectionate way, "I am a mere man of business, and unfit to cope
with such intricate and difficult matters. I do not possess the kind of
information necessary; I do not possess the kind of intelligence; I want
guiding. There is no man in this world on whom I could
so rely for right guidance, as on you. Tell me, how does this relapse come
about? Is there danger of another? Could a repetition of it be prevented? How
should a repetition of it be treated? How does it come about at all? What can I
do for my friend? No man ever can have been more desirous in his heart to serve
a friend, than I am to serve mine, if I knew how.
"But
I don't know how to originate, in such a case. If your sagacity, knowledge, and
experience, could put me on the right track, I might be able to do so much;
unenlightened and undirected, I can do so little. Pray discuss it with me; pray
enable me to see it a little more clearly, and teach me how to be a little more
useful."
Doctor
Manette sat meditating after these earnest words were spoken, and Mr. Lorry did
not press him.
"I
think it probable," said the Doctor, breaking silence with an effort,
"that the relapse you have described, my dear friend, was not quite
unforeseen by its subject."
"Was
it dreaded by him?" Mr. Lorry ventured to ask.
"Very
much." He said it
with an involuntary shudder.
"You
have no idea how such an apprehension weighs on the sufferer's mind, and how
difficult--how almost impossible--it is, for him to force himself to utter a
word upon the topic that oppresses him."
"Would
he," asked Mr. Lorry, "be sensibly relieved if he could prevail upon
himself to impart that secret brooding to any one, when it is on him?"
"I
think so. But it is, as I have told you, next to impossible. I even believe
it--in some cases--to be quite impossible."
"Now,"
said Mr. Lorry, gently laying his hand on the Doctor's arm again, after a short
silence on both sides, "to what would you refer this attack?"
"I
believe," returned Doctor Manette, "that there had been a strong and
extraordinary revival of the train of thought and remembrance that was the
first cause of the malady. Some intense associations of a most distressing nature
were vividly recalled, I think. It is probable that there had long been a dread
lurking in his mind, that those associations would be
recalled--say, under certain circumstances--say, on a particular occasion. He
tried to prepare himself in vain; perhaps the effort to prepare himself made him less able to bear it."
"Would
he remember what took place in the relapse?" asked Mr. Lorry, with natural
hesitation.
The
Doctor looked desolately round the room, shook his head, and answered, in a low
voice, "Not at all."
"Now,
as to the future," hinted Mr. Lorry.
"As
to the future," said the Doctor, recovering firmness, "I should have
great hope. As it pleased Heaven in its mercy to restore him so soon, I should
have great hope. He, yielding under the pressure of a complicated something,
long dreaded and long vaguely foreseen and contended against, and recovering
after the cloud had burst and passed, I should hope that the worst was
over."
"Well,
well! That's good comfort. I am thankful!" said Mr. Lorry.
"I
am thankful!" repeated the Doctor, bending his head with reverence.
"There
are two other points," said Mr. Lorry, "on which I am anxious to be
instructed. I may go on?"
"You
cannot do your friend a better service." The Doctor gave him his hand.
"To
the first, then. He is
of a studious habit, and unusually energetic; he applies himself with great
ardour to the acquisition of professional knowledge, to the conducting of
experiments, to many things. Now, does he do too much?"
"I
think not. It may be the character of his mind, to be always in singular need
of occupation. That may be, in part, natural to it; in part, the result of
affliction. The less it was occupied with healthy things, the more it would be
in danger of turning in the unhealthy direction. He may have observed himself,
and made the discovery."
"You
are sure that he is not under too great a strain?"
"I
think I am quite sure of it."
"My
dear Manette, if he were overworked now--"
"My
dear Lorry, I doubt if that could easily be. There has been a violent stress in
one direction, and it needs a counterweight."
"Excuse
me, as a persistent man of business. Assuming for a moment, that he was overworked; it would show
itself in some renewal of this disorder?"
"I
do not think so. I do not think," said Doctor Manette with the firmness of
self-conviction, "that anything but the one train of association would
renew it. I think that, henceforth, nothing but some extraordinary jarring of
that chord could renew it. After what has happened, and after his recovery, I
find it difficult to imagine any such violent sounding of that string again. I
trust, and I almost believe, that the circumstances likely to renew it are
exhausted."
He
spoke with the diffidence of a man who knew how slight a thing would overset
the delicate organisation of the mind, and yet with the confidence of a man who
had slowly won his assurance out of personal endurance and distress. It was not
for his friend to abate that confidence. He professed himself more relieved and
encouraged than he really was, and approached his second and last point. He
felt it to be the most difficult of all; but, remembering his old Sunday
morning conversation with Miss Pross, and remembering what he had seen in the
last nine days, he knew that he must face it.
"The
occupation resumed under the influence of this passing affliction so happily
recovered from," said Mr. Lorry, clearing his throat, "we will
call--Blacksmith's work, Blacksmith's work. We will say,
to put a case and for the sake of illustration, that he had been used, in his
bad time, to work at a little forge. We will say that he was unexpectedly found
at his forge again. Is it not a pity that he should keep it by him?"
The
Doctor shaded his forehead with his hand, and beat his foot nervously on the
ground.
"He
has always kept it by him," said Mr. Lorry, with an anxious look at his
friend. "Now, would it not be better that he should let it go?"
Still,
the Doctor, with shaded forehead, beat his foot nervously on the ground.
"You
do not find it easy to advise me?" said Mr. Lorry. "I quite
understand it to be a nice question. And yet I think--" And there he shook
his head, and stopped.
"You
see," said Doctor Manette, turning to him after an uneasy pause, "it
is very hard to explain, consistently, the innermost workings of this poor
man's mind. He once yearned so frightfully for that occupation, and it was so
welcome when it came; no doubt it relieved his pain so much, by substituting
the perplexity of the fingers for the perplexity of the brain, and by
substituting, as he became more practised, the ingenuity of the hands, for the
ingenuity of the mental torture; that he has never been able to bear the
thought of putting it quite out of his reach. Even now, when I believe he is
more hopeful of himself than he has ever been, and even speaks of himself with
a kind of confidence, the idea that he might need that old employment, and not
find it, gives him a sudden sense of terror, like that which one may fancy
strikes to the heart of a lost child."
He
looked like his illustration, as he raised his eyes to Mr. Lorry's face.
"But
may not--mind! I ask for information, as a plodding man of business who only
deals with such material objects as guineas, shillings, and bank-notes--may not the retention of the thing involve the retention of
the idea? If the thing were gone, my dear Manette, might not the fear go with
it? In short, is it not a concession to the misgiving, to keep the forge?"
There
was another silence.
"You
see, too," said the Doctor, tremulously, "it is such an old
companion."
"I
would not keep it," said Mr. Lorry, shaking his head; for he gained in
firmness as he saw the Doctor disquieted. "I would recommend him to
sacrifice it. I only want your authority. I am sure it does no good. Come! Give
me your authority, like a dear good man. For his daughter's
sake, my dear Manette!"
Very
strange to see what a struggle there was within him!
"In
her name, then, let it be done; I sanction it. But, I would not take it away
while he was present. Let it be removed when he is not there; let him miss his
old companion after an absence."
Mr.
Lorry readily engaged for that, and the conference was ended. They passed the
day in the country, and the Doctor was quite restored. On the three following
days he remained perfectly well, and on the fourteenth day he went away to join
Lucie and her husband. The precaution that had been taken to account for his
silence, Mr. Lorry had previously explained to him, and he had written to Lucie
in accordance with it, and she had no suspicions.
On the
night of the day on which he left the house, Mr. Lorry went into his room with
a chopper, saw, chisel, and hammer, attended by Miss Pross carrying a light.
There, with closed doors, and in a mysterious and guilty manner, Mr. Lorry
hacked the shoemaker's bench to pieces, while Miss Pross held the candle as if
she were assisting at a murder--for which, indeed, in her grimness, she was no
unsuitable figure. The burning of the body (previously reduced to pieces
convenient for the purpose) was commenced without delay in the kitchen fire;
and the tools, shoes, and leather, were buried in the garden. So wicked do
destruction and secrecy appear to honest minds, that Mr. Lorry and Miss Pross,
while engaged in the commission of their deed and in the removal of its traces,
almost felt, and almost looked, like accomplices in a horrible crime.
When
the newly-married pair came home, the first person who appeared, to offer his
congratulations, was Sydney Carton. They had not been at home many hours, when
he presented himself. He was not improved in habits, or in looks, or in manner;
but there was a certain rugged air of fidelity about him, which was new to the
observation of Charles Darnay.
He
watched his opportunity of taking Darnay aside into a window, and of speaking
to him when no one overheard.
"Mr.
Darnay," said Carton, "I wish we might be friends."
"We
are already friends, I hope."
"You
are good enough to say so, as a fashion of speech; but, I don't mean any
fashion of speech. Indeed, when I say I wish we might be friends, I scarcely
mean quite that, either."
Charles
Darnay--as was natural--asked him, in all good-humour and good-fellowship, what
he did mean?
"Upon
my life," said Carton, smiling, "I find that easier to comprehend in
my own mind, than to convey to yours. However, let me try. You remember a
certain famous occasion when I was more drunk
than--than usual?"
"I
remember a certain famous occasion when you forced me to confess that you had
been drinking."
"I
remember it too. The curse of those occasions is heavy upon me, for I always
remember them. I hope it may be taken into account one day, when all days are
at an end for me! Don't be alarmed; I am not going to preach."
"I
am not at all alarmed. Earnestness in you, is anything
but alarming to me."
"Ah!"
said Carton, with a careless wave of his hand, as if he waved that away.
"On the drunken occasion in question (one of a large number, as you know),
I was insufferable about liking you, and not liking you. I wish you would
forget it."
"I
forgot it long ago."
"Fashion
of speech again! But,
Mr. Darnay, oblivion is not so easy to me, as you represent it to be to you. I
have by no means forgotten it, and a light answer does not help me to forget
it."
"If
it was a light answer," returned Darnay, "I beg your forgiveness for
it. I had no other object than to turn a slight thing, which, to my surprise,
seems to trouble you too much, aside. I declare to you, on the faith of a
gentleman, that I have long dismissed it from my mind. Good Heaven, what was
there to dismiss! Have I had nothing more important to remember, in the great
service you rendered me that day?"
"As
to the great service," said Carton, "I am bound to avow to you, when
you speak of it in that way, that it was mere
professional claptrap, I don't know that I cared what became of you, when I
rendered it.--Mind! I say when I rendered it; I am speaking of the past."
"You
make light of the obligation," returned Darnay, "but I will not
quarrel with your
light answer."
"Genuine
truth, Mr. Darnay, trust me! I have gone aside from my purpose; I was speaking
about our being friends. Now, you know me; you know I am incapable of all the
higher and better flights of men. If you doubt it, ask Stryver, and he'll tell
you so."
"I
prefer to form my own opinion, without the aid of his."
"Well!
At any rate you know me as a dissolute dog, who has
never done any good, and never will."
"I
don't know that you `never will.'"
"But
I do, and you must take my word for it. Well! If you could endure to have such
a worthless fellow, and a fellow of such indifferent reputation, coming and
going at odd times, I should ask that I might be permitted to come and go as a
privileged person here; that I might be regarded as an useless (and I would
add, if it were not for the resemblance I detected between you and me, an
unornamental) piece of furniture, tolerated for its old service, and taken no
notice of. I doubt if I should abuse the permission. It is a hundred to one if
I should avail myself of it four times in a year. It would satisfy me, I dare
say, to know that I had it."
"Will
you try?"
"That
is another way of saying that I am placed on the footing I have indicated. I
thank you, Darnay. I may use that freedom with your name?"
"I
think so, Carton, by this time."
They
shook hands upon it, and
When he
was gone, and in the course of an evening passed with Miss Pross, the Doctor,
and Mr. Lorry, Charles Darnay made some mention of this conversation in general
terms, and spoke of Sydney Carton as a problem of carelessness and
recklessness. He spoke of him, in short, not bitterly or meaning to bear hard
upon him, but as anybody might who saw him as he showed himself.
He had
no idea that this could dwell in the thoughts of his fair young wife; but, when
he afterwards joined her in their own rooms, he found her waiting for him with
the old pretty lifting of the forehead strongly marked.
"We
are thoughtful to-night!" said Darnay, drawing his arm about her.
"Yes,
dearest Charles," with her hands on his breast, and the inquiring and
attentive expression fixed upon him; "we are rather thoughtful to-night,
for we have something on our mind to-night."
"What
is it, my Lucie?"
"Will
you promise not to press one question on me, if I beg you not to ask it?"
"Will
I promise? What will I not promise to my Love?"
What,
indeed, with his hand putting aside the golden hair from the cheek, and his
other hand against the heart that beat for him!
"I
think, Charles, poor Mr. Carton deserves more consideration and respect than
you expressed for him to-night."
"Indeed,
my own? Why so?"
"That
is what you are not to ask me. But I think--I know--he does."
"If
you know it, it is enough. What would you have me do, my Life?"
"I
would ask you, dearest, to be very generous with him always,
and very lenient on his faults when he is not by. I would ask you to believe
that he has a heart he very, very seldom reveals, and that there are deep
wounds in it. My dear, I have seen it bleeding."
"It
is a painful reflection to me," said Charles Darnay, quite astounded,
"that I should have done him any wrong. I never thought this of him."
"My
husband, it is so. I fear he is not to be reclaimed; there is scarcely a hope
that anything in his character or fortunes is reparable now. But, I am sure
that he is capable of good things, gentle things, even
magnanimous things."
She
looked so beautiful in the purity of her faith in this lost man,
that her husband could have looked at her as she was for hours.
"And,
O my dearest Love!" she urged, clinging nearer to him, laying her head
upon his breast, and raising her eyes to his, "remember how strong we are
in our happiness, and how weak he is in his misery!"
The
supplication touched him home. "I will always remember it, dear Heart! I
will remember it as long as I live."
He bent
over the golden head, and put the rosy lips to his, and folded her in his arms.
If one forlorn wanderer then pacing the dark streets, could have heard her
innocent disclosure, and could have seen the drops of pity kissed away by her
husband from the soft blue eyes so loving of that husband, he might have cried
to the night--and the words would not have parted from his lips for the first time--
"God
bless her for her sweet compassion!"
A
wonderful corner for echoes, it has been remarked,
that corner where the Doctor lived. Ever busily winding the golden thread which
bound her husband, and her father, and herself, and her old directress and
companion, in a life of quiet bliss, Lucie sat in the still house in the
tranquilly resounding corner, listening to the echoing footsteps of years.
At
first, there were times, though she was a perfectly happy young wife, when her
work would slowly fall from her hands, and her eyes would be dimmed. For, there
was something coming in the echoes, something light, afar off, and scarcely
audible yet, that stirred her heart too much. Fluttering
hopes and doubts--hopes, of a love as yet unknown to her: doubts, of her
remaining upon earth, to enjoy that new delight--divided her breast.
Among the echoes then, there would arise the sound of
footsteps at her own early grave; and thoughts of the husband who would be left
so desolate, and who would mourn for her so much, swelled to her eyes, and broke
like waves.
That
time passed, and her little Lucie lay on her bosom. Then, among the advancing
echoes, there was the tread of her tiny feet and the sound of her prattling
words. Let greater echoes resound as they would, the young mother at the cradle
side could always hear those coming. They came, and the shady house was sunny
with a child's laugh, and the Divine friend of children, to whom in her trouble
she had confided hers, seemed to take her child in his arms, as He took the
child of old, and made it a sacred joy to her.
Ever
busily winding the golden thread that bound them all together, weaving the
service of her happy influence through the tissue of all their lives, and
making it predominate nowhere, Lucie heard in the echoes of years none but
friendly and soothing sounds. Her husband's step was strong and prosperous
among them; her father's firm and equal. Lo, Miss Pross, in harness of string,
awakening the echoes, as an unruly charger, whip-corrected, snorting and pawing
the earth under the plane-tree in the garden!
Even
when there were sounds of sorrow among the rest, they were not
harsh nor cruel. Even when golden hair, like her own, lay in a halo on a
pillow round the worn face of a little boy, and he said, with a radiant smile,
"Dear papa and mamma, I am very sorry to leave you both, and to leave my
pretty sister; but I am called, and I must go!" those were not tears all
of agony that wetted his young mother's cheek, as the spirit departed from her
embrace that had been entrusted to it. Suffer them and forbid them not. They
see my Father's face. O Father, blessed words!
Thus,
the rustling of an Angel's wings got blended with the other echoes, and they
were not wholly of earth, but had in them that breath of Heaven. Sighs of the
winds that blew over a little garden-tomb were mingled with them also, and both
were audible to Lucie, in a hushed murmur--like the breathing of a summer sea
asleep upon a sandy shore --as the little Lucie, comically studious at the task
of the morning, or dressing a doll at her mother's footstool, chattered in the
tongues of the Two Cities that were blended in her life.
The
Echoes rarely answered to the actual tread of Sydney Carton. Some half-dozen
times a year, at most, he claimed his privilege of coming in uninvited, and would
sit among them through the evening, as he had once done often. He never came
there heated with wine. And one other thing regarding him was whispered in the
echoes, which has been whispered by all true echoes for ages and ages.
No man
ever really loved a woman, lost her, and knew her with a blameless though an
unchanged mind, when she was a wife and a mother, but her children had a
strange sympathy with him--an instinctive delicacy of pity for him. What fine
hidden sensibilities are touched in such a case, no echoes tell; but it is so,
and it was so here. Carton was the first stranger to whom little Lucie held out
her chubby arms, and he kept his place with her as she grew. The little boy had
spoken of him, almost at the last. "Poor Carton!
Kiss him for me!"
Mr.
Stryver shouldered his way through the law, like some great engine forcing
itself through turbid water, and dragged his useful friend in his wake, like a
boat towed astern. As the boat so favoured is usually in a rough plight, and
mostly under water, so,
These
three young gentlemen, Mr. Stryver, exuding patronage of the most offensive
quality from every pore, had walked before him like three sheep to the quiet
corner in
These
were among the echoes to which Lucie, sometimes pensive, sometimes amused and
laughing, listened in the echoing corner, until her little daughter was six
years old. How near to her heart the echoes of her child's tread came, and
those of her own dear father's, always active and self-possessed, and those of
her dear husband's, need not be told. Nor, how the lightest echo of their
united home, directed by herself with such a wise and
elegant thrift that it was more abundant than any waste, was music to her. Nor,
how there were echoes all about her, sweet in her ears, of the many times her
father had told her that he found her more devoted to him married (if that
could be) than single, and of the many times her husband had said to her that
no cares and duties seemed to divide her love for him or her help to him, and
asked her "What is the magic secret, my darling, of your being everything
to all of us, as if there were only one of us, yet never seeming to be hurried,
or to have too much to do?"
But,
there were other echoes, from a distance, that rumbled menacingly in the corner
all through this space of time. And it was now, about little Lucie's sixth
birthday, that they began to have an awful sound, as of a great storm in
On a
night in mid-July, one thousand seven hundred and eighty-nine, Mr. Lorry came
in late, from Tellson's, and sat himself down by Lucie and her husband in the
dark window. It was a hot, wild night, and they were all three reminded of the
old Sunday night when they had looked at the lightning from the same place.
"I
began to think," said Mr. Lorry, pushing his brown wig back, "that I
should have to pass the night at Tellson's. We have been so full of business
all day, that we have not known what to do first, or which way to turn. There
is such an uneasiness in
"That
has a bad look," said Darnay--
"A
bad look, you say, my dear Darnay? Yes, but we don't know what reason there is
in it. People are so unreasonable! Some of us at Tellson's are getting old, and
we really can't be troubled out of the ordinary course without due
occasion."
"Still,"
said Darnay, "you know how gloomy and threatening the sky is."
"I
know that, to be sure," assented Mr. Lorry, trying to persuade himself
that his sweet temper was soured, and that he grumbled, "but I am
determined to be peevish after my long day's botheration.
Where is Manette?"
"Here
he is," said the Doctor, entering the dark room at the moment.
"I
am quite glad you are at home; for these hurries and forebodings
by which I have been surrounded all day long, have made me nervous without
reason. You are not going out, I hope?"
"No;
I am going to play backgammon with you, if you like," said the Doctor.
"I
don't think I do like, if I may speak my mind. I am not fit to be pitted
against you to-night. Is the teaboard still there, Lucie? I can't see."
"Of
course, it has been kept for you."
"Thank
ye, my dear. The precious child is safe in bed?"
"And
sleeping soundly."
"That's
right; all safe and well! I don't know why anything should be otherwise than
safe and well here, thank God; but I have been so put out all day, and I am not
as young as I was! My tea, my dear! Thank ye. Now,
come and take your place in the circle, and let us sit quiet, and hear the
echoes about which you have your theory."
"Not
a theory; it was a fancy."
"A
fancy, then, my wise pet," said Mr. Lorry, patting her hand. "They
are very numerous and very loud, though, are they not? Only hear them!"
Headlong,
mad, and dangerous footsteps to force their way into anybody's life, footsteps
not easily made clean again if once stained red, the footsteps raging in Saint
Antoine afar off, as the little circle sat in the dark
Saint
Antoine had been, that morning, a vast dusky mass of scarecrows heaving to and
fro, with frequent gleams of light above the billowy heads, where steel blades and
bayonets shone in the sun. A tremendous roar arose from the throat of Saint
Antoine, and a forest of naked arms struggled in the air like shrivelled
branches of trees in a winter wind: all the fingers convulsively clutching at
every weapon or semblance of a weapon that was thrown up from the depths below,
no matter how far off.
Who
gave them out, whence they last came, where they began, through what agency
they crookedly quivered and jerked, scores at a time, over the heads of the
crowd, like a kind of lightning, no eye in the throng could have told; but,
muskets were being distributed--so were cartridges, powder, and ball, bars of
iron and wood, knives, axes, pikes, every weapon that distracted ingenuity
could discover or devise. People who could lay hold of
nothing else, set themselves with bleeding hands to force stones and bricks out
of their places in walls. Every pulse and heart in Saint Antoine was on
high-fever strain and at high-fever heat. Every living creature there held life
as of no account, and was demented with a passionate readiness to sacrifice it.
As a
whirlpool of boiling waters has a centre point, so, all this raging circled
round Defarge's wine-shop, and every human drop in the caldron had a tendency
to be sucked towards the vortex where Defarge himself, already begrimed with
gunpowder and sweat, issued orders, issued arms, thrust this man back, dragged
this man forward, disarmed one to arm another, laboured and strove in the
thickest of the uproar.
"Keep
near to me, Jacques Three," cried Defarge; "and do you, Jacques One
and Two, separate and put yourselves at the head of as many of these patriots
as you can. Where is my wife?"
"Eh,
well! Here you see me!" said madame, composed as ever, but not knitting
to-day. Madame's resolute right hand was occupied with an axe, in place of the
usual softer implements, and in her girdle were a pistol and a cruel knife.
"Where
do you go, my wife?"
"I
go," said madame, "with you at present. You shall see me at the head
of women, by-and-bye."
"Come,
then!" cried Defarge, in a resounding voice. "Patriots and friends,
we are ready! The Bastille!"
With a
roar that sounded as if all the breath in
Deep ditches, double drawbridge, massive stone walls, eight great
towers, cannon, muskets, fire and smoke. Through the fire and through the
smoke--in the fire and in the smoke, for the sea cast him up against
a cannon, and on the instant he became a cannonier--Defarge of the
wine-shop worked like a manful soldier, Two fierce hours.
Deep
ditch, single drawbridge, massive stone walls, eight great towers, cannon,
muskets, fire and smoke.
One drawbridge down! "Work, comrades all, work!
Work, Jacques One, Jacques Two, Jacques One Thousand, Jacques Two Thousand,
Jacques Five-and-Twenty Thousand; in the name of all the Angels or the
Devils--which you prefer--work!" Thus Defarge of the
wine-shop, still at his gun, which had long grown hot.
"To
me, women!" cried madame his wife. "What! We can kill as well as the
men when the place is taken!" And to her, with a shrill thirsty cry,
trooping women variously armed, but all armed alike in hunger and revenge.
Cannon,
muskets, fire and smoke; but, still the deep ditch, the single drawbridge, the
massive stone walls, and the eight great towers. Slight displacements of the raging sea,
made by the falling wounded. Flashing weapons, blazing torches, smoking
waggonloads of wet straw, hard work at neighbouring barricades in all
directions, shrieks, volleys, execrations, bravery without stint, boom smash
and rattle, and the furious sounding of the living sea; but, still the deep
ditch, and the single drawbridge, and the massive stone walls, and the eight
great towers, and still Defarge of the wine-shop at his gun, grown doubly hot
by the service of Four fierce hours.
A white
flag from within the fortress, and a parley--this dimly perceptible through the
raging storm, nothing audible in it--suddenly the sea rose immeasurably wider
and higher, and swept Defarge of the wine-shop over the lowered drawbridge,
past the massive stone outer walls, in among the eight great towers
surrendered!
So
resistless was the force of the ocean bearing him on, that
even to draw his breath or turn his head was as impracticable as if he had been
struggling in the surf at the
"The
Prisoners!"
"The
Records!"
"The
secret cells!"
"The
instruments of torture!"
"The
Prisoners!"
Of all
these cries, and ten thousand incoherences, "The Prisoners!" was the
cry most taken up by the sea that rushed in, as if there were an eternity of
people, as well as of time and space. When the foremost billows rolled past,
bearing the prison officers with them, and threatening them all with instant
death if any secret nook remained undisclosed, Defarge laid his strong hand on
the breast of one of these men--a man with a grey head, who had a lighted torch
in his hand-- separated him from the rest, and got him between himself and the
wall.
"Show
me the
"I
will faithfully," replied the man, "if you will come with me. But
there is no one there."
"What
is the meaning of One Hundred and Five,
"The
meaning, monsieur?"
"Does
it mean a captive, or a place of captivity? Or do you mean that I shall strike
you dead?"
"Kill
him!" croaked Jacques Three, who had come close up.
"Monsieur,
it is a cell."
"Show
it me!"
"Pass
this way, then."
Jacques
Three, with his usual craving on him, and evidently disappointed by the
dialogue taking a turn that did not seem to promise bloodshed, held by
Defarge's arm as he held by the turnkey's. Their three heads had been close
together during this brief discourse, and it had been as much as they could do
to hear one another, even then: so tremendous was the
noise of the living ocean, in its irruption into the Fortress, and its
inundation of the courts and passages and staircases. All around outside, too,
it beat the walls with a deep, hoarse roar, from which, occasionally, some
partial shouts of tumult broke and leaped into the air like spray.
Through
gloomy vaults where the light of day had never shone, past hideous doors of
dark dens and cages, down cavernous flights of steps, and again up steep rugged
ascents of stone and brick, more like dry waterfalls than staircases, Defarge,
the turnkey, and Jacques Three, linked hand and arm, went with all the speed
they could make. Here and there, especially at first, the inundation started on
them and swept by; but when they had done descending, and were winding and
climbing up a tower, they were alone. Hemmed in here by the massive thickness
of walls and arches, the storm within the fortress and without was only audible
to them in a dull, subdued way, as if the noise out of which they had come had
almost destroyed their sense of hearing.
The
turnkey stopped at a low door, put a key in a clashing lock, swung the door
slowly open, and said, as they all bent their heads and passed in:
"One
hundred and five,
There
was a small, heavily-grated, unglazed window high in the wall, with a stone
screen before it, so that the sky could be only seen by stooping low and
looking up. There was a small chimney, heavily barred across, a few feet
within. There was a heap of old feathery wood-ashes on the hearth. There was a
stool, and table, and a straw bed. There were the four blackened walls, and a
rusted iron ring in one of them.
"Pass
that torch slowly along these walls, that I may see them," said Defarge to
the turnkey.
The man
obeyed, and Defarge followed the light closely with his eyes.
"Stop!--Look
here, Jacques!"
"A.
M.!" croaked Jacques Three, as he read greedily.
"Alexandre
Manette," said Defarge in his ear, following the letters with his swart
forefinger, deeply engrained with gunpowder. "And here he wrote `a poor
physician.' And it was he, without doubt, who scratched a calendar on this
stone. What is that in your hand? A crowbar? Give it
me!"
He had
still the linstock of his gun in his own hand. He made a sudden exchange of the
two instruments, and turning on the worm-eaten stool and table, beat them to
pieces in a few blows.
"Hold
the light higher!" he said, wrathfully, to the turnkey. "Look among
those fragments with care, Jacques. And see! Here is my knife," throwing
it to him; "rip open that bed, and search the straw. Hold the light
higher, you!"
With a
menacing look at the turnkey he crawled upon the hearth, and, peering up the
chimney, struck and prised at its sides with the crowbar, and worked at the
iron grating across it. In a few minutes, some mortar and dust came dropping
down, which he averted his face to avoid; and in it, and in the old wood-ashes,
and in a crevice in the chimney into which his weapon had slipped or wrought
itself, he groped with a cautious touch.
"Nothing
in the wood, and nothing in the straw, Jacques?"
"Nothing."
"Let
us collect them together, in the middle of the cell. So! Light
them, you!"
The
turnkey fired the little pile, which blazed high and hot. Stooping again to
come out at the low-arched door, they left it burning, and retraced their way
to the courtyard; seeming to recover their sense of hearing as they came down,
until they were in the raging flood once more.
They
found it surging and tossing, in quest of Defarge himself. Saint Antoine was
clamorous to have its wine-shop keeper foremost in the guard upon the governor
who had defended the Bastille and shot the people. Otherwise, the governor
would not be marched to the Hotel de Ville for judgment. Otherwise, the
governor would escape, and the people's blood (suddenly of some value, after
many years of worthlessness) be unavenged.
In the
howling universe of passion and contention that seemed to encompass this grim
old officer conspicuous in his grey coat and red decoration, there was but one
quite steady figure, and that was a woman's. "See, there is my
husband!" she cried, pointing him out. "See
Defarge!" She stood immovable close to the grim old officer, and
remained immovable close to him; remained immovable close to him through the
streets, as Defarge and the rest bore him along; remained immovable close to
him when he was got near his destination, and began to be struck at from
behind; remained immovable close to him when the long-gathering rain of stabs
and blows fell heavy; was so close to him when he dropped dead under it, that,
suddenly animated, she put her foot upon his neck, and with her cruel
knife--long ready--hewed off his head.
The
hour was come, when Saint Antoine was to execute his horrible idea of hoisting
up men for lamps to show what he could be and do. Saint Antoine's blood was up,
and the blood of tyranny and domination by the iron hand was down--down on the
steps of the Hotel de Ville where the governor's body lay--down on the sole of
the shoe of Madame Defarge where she had trodden on the body to steady it for
mutilation. "Lower the lamp yonder!" cried Saint Antoine, after
glaring round for a new means of death; "here is one of his soldiers to be
left on guard!" The swinging sentinel was posted, and the sea rushed on.
The
sea of black and threatening waters, and of destructive upheaving of wave
against wave, whose depths were yet unfathomed and whose forces were yet
unknown. The
remorseless sea of turbulently swaying shapes, voices of vengeance, and faces
hardened in the furnaces of suffering until the touch of pity could make no
mark on them.
But, in
the ocean of faces where every fierce and furious expression was in vivid life,
there were two groups of faces--each seven in number --so fixedly contrasting
with the rest, that never did sea roll which bore more memorable wrecks with
it. Seven faces of prisoners, suddenly released by the storm that had burst
their tomb, were carried high overhead: all scared, all lost, all wondering and
amazed, as if the Last Day were come, and those who rejoiced around them were
lost spirits. Other seven faces there were, carried higher, seven dead faces,
whose drooping eyelids and half-seen eyes awaited the Last Day. Impassive
faces, yet with a suspended--not an abolished--expression on them; faces,
rather, in a fearful pause, as having yet to raise the dropped lids of the
eyes, and bear witness with the bloodless lips, "THOU DIDST IT!"
Seven
prisoners released, seven gory heads on pikes, the keys of the accursed
fortress of the eight strong towers, some discovered letters and other
memorials of prisoners of old time, long dead of broken hearts,--such, and
such--like, the loudly echoing footsteps of Saint Antoine escort through the
Paris streets in mid-July, one thousand seven hundred and eighty-nine. Now,
Heaven defeat the fancy of Lucie Darnay, and keep these feet far out of her
life! For, they are headlong, mad, and dangerous; and in the years so long
after the breaking of the cask at Defarge's wine-shop door, they are not easily
purified when once stained red.
Haggard
Saint Antoine had had only one exultant week, in which to soften his modicum of
hard and bitter bread to such extent as he could, with the relish of fraternal
embraces and congratulations, when Madame Defarge sat at her counter, as usual,
presiding over the customers. Madame Defarge wore no rose in her head, for the
great brotherhood of Spies had become, even in one short week, extremely chary
of trusting themselves to the saint's mercies. The lamps across his streets had
a portentously elastic swing with them.
Madame
Defarge, with her arms folded, sat in the morning light and heat, contemplating
the wine-shop and the street. In both, there were several knots of loungers,
squalid and miserable, but now with a manifest sense of power enthroned on
their distress. The raggedest nightcap, awry on the wretchedest head, had this
crooked significance in it: "I know how hard it has grown for me, the
wearer of this, to support life in myself; but do you know how easy it has
grown for me, the wearer of this, to destroy life in you?" Every lean bare
arm, that had been without work before, had this work
always ready for it now, that it could strike. The fingers of the knitting
women were vicious, with the experience that they could tear. There was a
change in the appearance of Saint Antoine; the image had been hammering into
this for hundreds of years, and the last finishing blows had told mightily on
the expression.
Madame
Defarge sat observing it, with such suppressed approval as was to be desired in
the leader of the Saint Antoine women. One of her sisterhood knitted beside
her. The short, rather plump wife of a starved grocer,
and the mother of two children withal, this lieutenant had already earned the
complimentary name of The Vengeance.
"Hark!" said The Vengeance. "Listen, then! Who
comes?"
As if a
train of powder laid from the outermost bound of Saint
Antoine Quarter to the wine-shop door, had been suddenly fired, a
fast-spreading murmur came rushing along.
"It
is Defarge," said madame. "Silence, patriots!"
Defarge
came in breathless, pulled off a red cap he wore, and looked around him!
"Listen, everywhere!" said madame again. "Listen to him!"
Defarge stood, panting, against a background of eager eyes and open mouths,
formed outside the door; all those within the wine-shop had sprung to their
feet.
"Say
then, my husband. What is it?"
"News
from the other world!"
"How,
then?" cried madame, contemptuously. "The other
world?"
"Does
everybody here recall old Foulon, who told the famished people that they might
eat grass, and who died, and went to Hell?"
"Everybody!"
from all throats.
"The
news is of him. He is among us!"
"Among
us!" from the universal throat again. "And
dead?"
"Not
dead! He feared us so much--and with reason--that he caused himself to be
represented as dead, and had a grand mock-funeral. But they have found him
alive, hiding in the country, and have brought him in. I have seen him but now,
on his way to the Hotel de Ville, a prisoner. I have said that he had reason to
fear us. Say all! Had
he reason?"
Wretched
old sinner of more than threescore years and ten, if he had never known it yet,
he would have known it in his heart of hearts if he could have heard the answering
cry.
A
moment of profound silence followed. Defarge and his wife looked steadfastly at
one another. The Vengeance stooped, and the jar of a drum was heard as she
moved it at her feet behind the counter.
"Patriots!"
said Defarge, in a determined voice, "are we ready?"
Instantly
Madame Defarge's knife was in her girdle; the drum was beating in the streets,
as if it and a drummer had flown together by magic; and The Vengeance, uttering
terrific shrieks, and flinging her arms about her head like all the forty
Furies at once, was tearing from house to house, rousing the women.
The men
were terrible, in the bloody-minded anger with which they looked from windows,
caught up what arms they had, and came pouring down into the streets; but, the
women were a sight to chill the boldest. From such household occupations as
their bare poverty yielded, from their children, from their aged and their sick
crouching on the bare ground famished and naked, they ran out with streaming
hair, urging one another, and themselves, to madness with the wildest cries and
actions. Villain Foulon taken, my sister! Old Foulon taken, my mother! Miscreant Foulon taken,
my daughter! Then, a score of others ran into the midst of these, beating their
breasts, tearing their hair, and screaming, Foulon alive! Foulon who told the
starving people they might eat grass! Foulon who told my old father that he
might eat grass, when I had no bread to give him! Foulon who told my baby it
might suck grass, when these breasts where dry with want! O mother of God, this
Foulon! O Heaven our suffering! Hear me, my dead baby and my withered father: I
swear on my knees, on these stones, to avenge you on Foulon! Husbands, and
brothers, and young men, Give us the blood of Foulon, Give us the head of
Foulon, Give us the heart of Foulon, Give us the body and soul of Foulon, Rend
Foulon to pieces, and dig him into the ground, that
grass may grow from him! With these cries, numbers of the women, lashed into
blind frenzy, whirled about, striking and tearing at their own friends until
they dropped into a passionate swoon, and were only saved by the men belonging
to them from being trampled under foot.
Nevertheless,
not a moment was lost; not a moment! This Foulon was at the Hotel de Ville, and
might be loosed. Never, if Saint Antoine knew his own sufferings, insults, and
wrongs! Armed men and women flocked out of the Quarter so fast, and drew even
these last dregs after them with such a force of suction, that within a quarter
of an hour there was not a human creature in Saint Antoine's bosom but a few
old crones and the wailing children.
No.
They were all by that time choking the Hall of Examination where this old man,
ugly and wicked, was, and overflowing into the adjacent open space and streets.
The Defarges, husband and wife, The Vengeance, and Jacques Three, were in the
first press, and at no great distance from him in the Hall.
"See!"
cried madame, pointing with her knife. "See the old villain bound with
ropes. That was well done to tie a bunch of grass upon his back. Ha, ha! That
was well done. Let him eat it now!" Madame put her knife under her arm,
and clapped her hands as at a play.
The
people immediately behind Madame Defarge, explaining the cause of her
satisfaction to those behind them, and those again explaining to others, and
those to others, the neighbouring streets resounded with the clapping of hands.
Similarly, during two or three hours of drawl, and the winnowing of many
bushels of words, Madame Defarge's frequent expressions of impatience were
taken up, with marvellous quickness, at a distance: the more readily, because
certain men who had by some wonderful exercise of agility climbed up the
external architecture to look in from the windows, knew Madame Defarge well,
and acted as a telegraph between her and the crowd outside the building.
At
length the sun rose so high that it struck a kindly ray as of hope or
protection, directly down upon the old prisoner's head. The favour was too much
to bear; in an instant the barrier of dust and chaff that had stood surprisingly
long, went to the winds, and Saint Antoine had got him!
It was
known directly, to the furthest confines of the crowd. Defarge had but sprung
over a railing and a table, and folded the miserable wretch in a deadly
embrace--Madame Defarge had but followed and turned her hand in one of the
ropes with which he was tied--The Vengeance and Jacques Three were not yet up
with them, and the men at the windows had not yet swooped into the Hall, like
birds of prey from their high perches--when the cry seemed to go up, all over
the city, "Bring him out! Bring him to the lamp!"
Down,
and up, and head foremost on the steps of the building; now, on his knees; now,
on his feet; now, on his back; dragged, and struck at, and stifled by the
bunches of grass and straw that were thrust into his face by hundreds of hands;
torn, bruised, panting, bleeding, yet always entreating and beseeching for
mercy; now full of vehement agony of action, with a small clear space about him
as the people drew one another back that they might see; now, a log of dead
wood drawn through a forest of legs; he was hauled to the nearest street corner
where one of the fatal lamps swung, and there Madame Defarge let him go--as a
cat might have done to a mouse--and silently and composedly looked at him while
they made ready, and while he besought her: the women passionately screeching
at him all the time, and the men sternly calling out to have him killed with
grass in his mouth. Once, he went aloft, and the rope broke, and they caught
him shrieking; twice, he went aloft, and the rope broke, and they caught him
shrieking; then, the rope was merciful, and held him, and his head was soon
upon a pike, with grass enough in the mouth for all Saint Antoine to dance at
the sight of.
Nor was
this the end of the day's bad work, for Saint Antoine so shouted and danced his
angry blood up, that it boiled again, on hearing when the day closed in that
the son-in-law of the despatched, another of the people's enemies and
insulters, was coming into Paris under a guard five hundred strong, in cavalry
alone. Saint Antoine wrote his crimes on flaring sheets of paper, seized
him--would have torn him out of the breast of an army to bear Foulon company--set his head and heart on pikes, and carried the
three spoils of the day, in Wolf-procession through the streets.
Not
before dark night did the men and women come back to the children, wailing and
breadless. Then, the miserable bakers' shops were beset by long files of them,
patiently waiting to buy bad bread; and while they waited with stomachs faint
and empty, they beguiled the time by embracing one another on the triumphs of
the day, and achieving them again in gossip. Gradually, these strings of ragged
people shortened and frayed away; and then poor lights began to shine in high
windows, and slender fires were made in the streets, at which neighbours cooked
in common, afterwards supping at their doors.
Scanty
and insufficient suppers those, and innocent of meat, as of most other sauce to
wretched bread. Yet,
human fellowship infused some nourishment into the flinty viands, and struck
some sparks of cheerfulness out of them. Fathers and mothers who had had their
full share in the worst of the day, played gently with their meagre children;
and lovers, with such a world around them and before them, loved and hoped.
It was
almost morning, when Defarge's wine-shop parted with its last knot of
customers, and Monsieur Defarge said to madame his wife, in husky tones, while
fastening the door:
"At
last it is come, my dear!"
"Eh
well!" returned madame. "Almost."
Saint
Antoine slept, the Defarges slept: even The Vengeance slept with her starved
grocer, and the drum was at rest. The drum's was the only voice in Saint
Antoine that blood and hurry had not changed. The Vengeance, as custodian of
the drum, could have wakened him up and had the same speech out of him as
before the Bastille fell, or old Foulon was seized; not so with the hoarse
tones of the men and women in Saint Antoine's bosom.
There
was a change on the village where the fountain fell, and where the mender of
roads went forth daily to hammer out of the stones on the highway such morsels
of bread as might serve for patches to hold his poor ignorant soul and his poor
reduced body together. The prison on the crag was not so
dominant as of yore; there were soldiers to guard it, but not many; there were
officers to guard the soldiers, but not one of them knew what his men would
do--beyond this: that it would probably not be what he was ordered.
Far and
wide lay a ruined country, yielding nothing but desolation. Every green leaf,
every blade of grass and blade of grain, was as shrivelled and poor as the
miserable people. Everything was bowed down, dejected, oppressed, and broken. Habitations, fences, domesticated animals, men, women, children,
and the soil that bore them--all worn out.
Monseigneur
(often a most worthy individual gentleman) was a national blessing, gave a
chivalrous tone to things, was a polite example of luxurious and shining fife,
and a great deal more to equal purpose; nevertheless,
Monseigneur as a class had, somehow or other, brought things to this. Strange
that Creation, designed expressly for Monseigneur, should be so soon wrung dry
and squeezed out! There must be something short-sighted in the eternal
arrangements, surely! Thus it was, however; and the last drop of blood having
been extracted from the flints, and the last screw of the rack having been
turned so often that its purchase crumbled, and it now turned and turned with
nothing to bite, Monseigneur began to run away from a phenomenon so low and
unaccountable.
But,
this was not the change on the village, and on many a village
like it. For scores of years gone by, Monseigneur had squeezed it and
wrung it, and had seldom graced it with his presence except for the pleasures
of the chase--now, found in hunting the people; now, found in hunting the
beasts, for whose preservation Monseigneur made edifying spaces of barbarous
and barren wilderness. No. The change consisted in the appearance of strange
faces of low caste, rather than in the disappearance of the high caste,
chiselled, and otherwise beautified and beautifying features of Monseigneur.
For, in
these times, as the mender of roads worked, solitary, in the dust, not often
troubling himself to reflect that dust he was and to dust he must return, being
for the most part too much occupied in thinking how little he had for supper
and how much more he would eat if he had it--in these times, as he raised his
eyes from his lonely labour, and viewed the prospect, he would see some rough
figure approaching on foot, the like of which was once a rarity in those parts,
but was now a frequent presence. As it advanced, the mender of roads would
discern without surprise, that it was a shaggy-haired man, of almost barbarian
aspect, tall, in wooden shoes that were clumsy even to the eyes of a mender of
roads, grim, rough, swart, steeped in the mud and dust of many highways, dank
with the marshy moisture of many low grounds, sprinkled with the thorns and
leaves and moss of many byways through woods.
Such a
man came upon him, like a ghost, at
The man
looked at him, looked at the village in the hollow, at the mill, and at the
prison on the crag. When he had identified these objects in what benighted mind
he had, he said, in a dialect that was just intelligible:
"How
goes it, Jacques?"
"All
well, Jacques."
"Touch
then!"
They
joined hands, and the man sat down on the heap of stones.
"No
dinner?"
"Nothing
but supper now," said the mender of roads, with a hungry face.
"It
is the fashion," growled the man. "I meet no dinner anywhere."
He took
out a blackened pipe, filled it, lighted it with flint
and steel, pulled at it until it was in a bright glow: then, suddenly held it
from him and dropped something into it from between his finger and thumb, that
blazed and went out in a puff of smoke.
"Touch
then." It was the turn of the mender of roads to say it this time, after
observing these operations. They again joined hands.
"To-night?"
said the mender of roads.
"To-night,"
said the man, putting the pipe in his mouth.
"Where?"
"Here."
He and
the mender of roads sat on the heap of stones looking silently at one another,
with the hail driving in between them like a pigmy charge of bayonets, until
the sky began to clear over the village.
"Show
me!" said the traveller then, moving to the brow of the hill.
"See!"
returned the mender of roads, with extended finger. "You go down here, and straight through the street, and past the
fountain--"
"To
the Devil with all that!" interrupted the other, rolling his eye over the
landscape. "I go
through no streets and past no fountains. Well?"
"Well!
About two leagues beyond the summit of that hill above the village."
"Good.
When do you cease to work?"
"At
sunset."
"Will
you wake me, before departing? I have walked two nights without resting. Let me
finish my pipe, and I shall sleep like a child. Will you wake me?"
"Surely."
The
wayfarer smoked his pipe out, put it in his breast, slipped off his great
wooden shoes, and lay down on his back on the heap of stones. He was fast
asleep directly.
As the
road-mender plied his dusty labour, and the hail-clouds, rolling away, revealed
bright bars and streaks of sky which were responded to by silver gleams upon
the landscape, the little man (who wore a red cap now, in place of his blue
one) seemed fascinated by the figure on the heap of stones. His eyes were so
often turned towards it, that he used his tools
mechanically, and, one would have said, to very poor account. The bronze face,
the shaggy black hair and beard, the coarse woollen red cap, the rough medley
dress of home-spun stuff and hairy skins of beasts, the powerful frame
attenuated by spare living, and the sullen and desperate compression of the
lips in sleep, inspired the mender of roads with awe. The traveller had
travelled far, and his feet were footsore, and his ankles chafed and bleeding;
his great shoes, stuffed with leaves and grass, had been heavy to drag over the
many long leagues, and his clothes were chafed into holes, as he himself was
into sores. Stooping down beside him, the road-mender tried to get a peep at
secret weapons in his breast or where not; but, in vain, for he slept with his
arms crossed upon him, and set as resolutely as his lips. Fortified towns with
their stockades, guard-houses, gates, trenches, and drawbridges, seemed to the
mender of roads, to be so much air as against this figure. And when he lifted
his eyes from it to the horizon and looked around, he saw in his small fancy
similar figures, stopped by no obstacle, tending to centres all over
The man
slept on, indifferent to showers of hail and intervals of brightness, to
sunshine on his face and shadow, to the paltering lumps of dull ice on his body
and the diamonds into which the sun changed them, until the sun was low in the
west, and the sky was glowing. Then, the mender of roads having got his tools
together and all things ready to go down into the village, roused him.
"Good!"
said the sleeper, rising on his elbow. "Two leagues beyond the summit of
the hill?"
"About."
"About.
Good!"
The
mender of roads went home, with the dust going on before him according to the
set of the wind, and was soon at the fountain, squeezing himself in among the
lean kine brought there to drink, and appearing even to whisper to them in his
whispering to all the village. When the village had taken its poor supper, it
did not creep to bed, as it usually did, but came out of doors again, and
remained there. A curious contagion of whispering was upon it, and also, when
it gathered together at the fountain in the dark, another curious contagion of looking
expectantly at the sky in one direction only. Monsieur Gabelle, chief
functionary of the place, became uneasy; went out on his house-top alone, and
looked in that direction too; glanced down from behind his chimneys at the
darkening faces by the fountain below, and sent word to the sacristan who kept
the keys of the church, that there might be need to ring the tocsin by-and-bye.
The
night deepened. The trees environing the old chateau, keeping its solitary
state apart, moved in a rising wind, as though they threatened the pile of
building massive and dark in the gloom. Up the two terrace flights of steps the
rain ran wildly, and beat at the great door, like a swift messenger rousing
those within; uneasy rushes of wind went through the hall, among the old spears
and knives, and passed lamenting up the stairs, and shook the curtains of the
bed where the last Marquis had slept. East, West, North, and South,
through the woods, four heavy-treading, unkempt figures crushed the high grass
and cracked the branches, striding on cautiously to come together in the
courtyard. Four lights broke out there, and moved away in different directions,
and all was black again.
But,
not for long.
Presently, the chateau began to make itself strangely
visible by some light of its own, as though it were growing luminous. Then, a
flickering streak played behind the architecture of the front, picking out
transparent places, and showing where balustrades, arches, and windows were.
Then it soared higher, and grew broader and brighter. Soon, from a score of the
great windows, flames burst forth, and the stone faces awakened, stared out of
fire.
A faint
murmur arose about the house from the few people who were left there, and there
was a saddling of a horse and riding away. There was spurring and splashing
through the darkness, and bridle was drawn in the space by the village
fountain, and the horse in a foam stood at Monsieur Gabelle's door. "Help,
Gabelle! Help, every one!" The tocsin rang impatiently, but other help (if
that were any) there was none. The mender of roads, and two hundred and fifty
particular friends, stood with folded arms at the fountain, looking at the
pillar of fire in the sky. "It must be forty feet high," said they,
grimly; and never moved.
The
rider from the chateau, and the horse in a foam,
clattered away through the village, and galloped up the stony steep, to the
prison on the crag. At the gate, a group of officers were looking at the fire;
removed from them, a group of soldiers. "Help, gentlemen-- officers! The
chateau is on fire; valuable objects may be saved from the flames by timely
aid! Help, help!" The officers looked towards the
soldiers who looked at the fire; gave no orders; and answered, with shrugs and
biting of lips, "It must burn."
As the
rider rattled down the hill again and through the street, the village was
illuminating. The mender of roads, and the two hundred and fifty particular
friends, inspired as one man and woman by the idea of lighting up, had darted
into their houses, and were putting candles in every dull little pane of glass.
The general scarcity of everything, occasioned candles to be borrowed in a
rather peremptory manner of Monsieur Gabelle; and in a moment of reluctance and
hesitation on that functionary's part, the mender of roads, once so submissive
to authority, had remarked that carriages were good to make bonfires with, and
that post-horses would roast.
The
chateau was left to itself to flame and burn. In the roaring and raging of the
conflagration, a red-hot wind, driving straight from the infernal regions,
seemed to be blowing the edifice away. With the rising and falling of the
blaze, the stone faces showed as if they were in torment. When great masses of
stone and timber fell, the face with the two dints in the nose became obscured:
anon struggled out of the smoke again, as if it were the face of the cruel
Marquis, burning at the stake and contending with the fire.
The
chateau burned; the nearest trees, laid hold of by the fire, scorched and
shrivelled; trees at a distance, fired by the four
fierce figures, begirt the blazing edifice with a new forest of smoke. Molten
lead and iron boiled in the marble basin of the fountain; the water ran dry;
the extinguisher tops of the towers vanished like ice before the heat, and
trickled down into four rugged wells of flame. Great rents and splits branched
out in the solid walls, like crystallisation; stupefied birds wheeled about and
dropped into the furnace; four fierce figures trudged away, East, West, North,
and South, along the nightenshrouded roads, guided by the beacon they had
lighted, towards their next destination. The illuminated village had seized
hold of the tocsin, and, abolishing the lawful ringer, rang for joy.
Not
only that; but the village, light-headed with famine, fire, and bell-ringing,
and bethinking itself that Monsieur Gabelle had to do with the collection of
rent and taxes--though it was but a small instalment of taxes, and no rent at
all, that Gabelle had got in those latter days--became impatient for an
interview with him, and, surrounding his house, summoned him to come forth for
personal conference. Whereupon, Monsieur Gabelle did heavily bar his door, and
retire to hold counsel with himself. The result of that conference was, that
Gabelle again withdrew himself to his housetop behind his stack of chimneys;
this time resolved, if his door were broken in (he was a small Southern man of
retaliative temperament), to pitch himself head foremost over the parapet, and
crush a man or two below.
Probably,
Monsieur Gabelle passed a long night up there, with the distant chateau for
fire and candle, and the beating at his door, combined with the joy-ringing,
for music; not to mention his having an ill-omened lamp slung across the road
before his posting-house gate, which the village showed a lively inclination to
displace in his favour. A trying suspense, to be passing a whole summer night
on the brink of the black ocean, ready to take that plunge into it upon which
Monsieur Gabelle had resolved! But, the friendly dawn appearing at last, and
the rush-candles of the village guttering out, the people happily dispersed,
and Monsieur Gabelle came down bringing his life with him for that while.
Within
a hundred miles, and in the light of other fires, there were other
functionaries less fortunate, that night and other nights, whom the rising sun
found hanging across once-peaceful streets, where they had been born and bred;
also, there were other villagers and townspeople less fortunate than the mender
of roads and his fellows, upon whom the functionaries and soldiery turned with
success, and whom they strung up in their turn. But, the fierce figures were
steadily wending East, West, North, and South, be that
as it would; and whosoever hung, fire burned. The altitude of the gallows that would
turn to water and quench it, no functionary, by any stretch of mathematics, was
able to calculate successfully.
In such
risings of fire and risings of sea--the firm earth shaken by the rushes of an
angry ocean which had now no ebb, but was always on the flow, higher and
higher, to the terror and wonder of the beholders on the shore--three years of
tempest were consumed. Three more birthdays of little Lucie had been woven by
the golden thread into the peaceful tissue of the life of her home.
Many a
night and many a day had its inmates listened to the echoes in the corner, with
hearts that failed them when they heard the thronging feet.
For, the footsteps had become to their minds as the footsteps of a people,
tumultuous under a red flag and with their country declared in danger, changed
into wild beasts, by terrible enchantment long persisted in.
Monseigneur,
as a class, had dissociated himself from the phenomenon of his not being
appreciated: of his being so little wanted in France, as to incur considerable
danger of receiving his dismissal from it, and this life together. Like the
fabled rustic who raised the Devil with infinite pains, and was so terrified at
the sight of him that he could ask the Enemy no question, but immediately fled;
so, Monseigneur, after boldly reading the Lord's Prayer backwards for a great
number of years, and performing many other potent spells for compelling the
Evil One, no sooner beheld him in his terrors than he took to his noble heels.
The
shining Bull's Eye of the Court was gone, or it would have been the mark for a
hurricane of national bullets. It had never been a good eye to see with--had
long had the mote in it of Lucifer's pride, Sardanapalus's luxury, and a mole's
blindness--but it had dropped out and was gone. The Court, from that exclusive
inner circle to its outermost rotten ring of intrigue, corruption, and
dissimulation, was all gone together. Royalty was gone; had been besieged in
its Palace and "suspended," when the last tidings came over.
The
August of the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-two was come, and
Monseigneur was by this time scattered far and wide.
As was
natural, the head-quarters and great gathering-place of Monseigneur, in
On a
steaming, misty afternoon, Mr. Lorry sat at his desk, and Charles Darnay stood
leaning on it, talking with him in a low voice. The penitential den once set
apart for interviews with the House, was now the news-Exchange, and was filled
to overflowing. It was within half an hour or so of the time of closing.
"But,
although you are the youngest man that ever lived," said Charles Darnay,
rather hesitating, "I must still suggest to you--"
"I
understand. That I am too old?" said Mr. Lorry.
"Unsettled
weather, a long journey, uncertain means of travelling, a disorganised country,
a city that may not be even safe for you."
"My
dear Charles," said Mr. Lorry, with cheerful confidence, "you touch
some of the reasons for my going: not for my staying away. It is safe enough
for me; nobody will care to interfere with an old fellow of hard upon fourscore
when there are so many people there much better worth interfering with. As to
its being a disorganised city, if it were not a disorganised city there would
be no occasion to send somebody from our House here to our House there, who knows
the city and the business, of old, and is in Tellson's confidence. As to the
uncertain travelling, the long journey, and the winter weather, if I were not
prepared to submit myself to a few inconveniences for
the sake of Tellson's, after all these years, who ought to be?"
"I
wish I were going myself," said Charles Darnay, somewhat restlessly, and
like one thinking aloud.
"Indeed!
You are a pretty fellow to object and advise!"
exclaimed Mr. Lorry. "You wish you were going yourself? And you a
Frenchman born? You are a wise counsellor."
"My
dear Mr. Lorry, it is because I am a Frenchman born, that the thought (which I
did not mean to utter here, however) has passed through my mind often. One
cannot help thinking, having had some sympathy for the miserable people, and
having abandoned something to them," he spoke here in his former
thoughtful manner, "that one might be listened to, and might have the
power to persuade to some restraint. Only last night, after you had left us,
when I was talking to Lucie--"
"When
you were talking to Lucie," Mr. Lorry repeated. "Yes. I wonder you
are not ashamed to mention the name of Lucie! Wishing you were going to
"However,
I am not going," said Charles Darnay, with a smile. "It is more to
the purpose that you say you are."
"And
I am, in plain reality. The truth is, my dear Charles," Mr. Lorry glanced
at the distant House, and lowered his voice, "you can have no conception
of the difficulty with which our business is transacted, and of the peril in
which our books and papers over yonder are involved. The Lord above knows what
the compromising consequences would be to numbers of people, if some of our
documents were seized or destroyed; and they might be, at any time, you know,
for who can say that Paris is not set afire to-day, or sacked to-morrow! Now, a
judicious selection from these with the least possible delay, and the burying
of them, or otherwise getting of them out of harm's way, is within the power
(without loss of precious time) of scarcely any one but myself, if any one. And
shall I hang back, when Tellson's knows this and says this--Tellson's, whose
bread I have eaten these sixty years--because I am a little stiff about the
joints? Why, I am a boy, sir, to half a dozen old codgers here!"
"How
I admire the gallantry of your youthful spirit, Mr. Lorry."
"Tut!
Nonsense, sir!--And, my dear Charles," said Mr. Lorry, glancing at the
House again, "you are to remember, that getting things out of Paris at
this present time, no matter what things, is next to an impossibility. Papers
and precious matters were this very day brought to us here (I speak in strict
confidence; it is not business-like to whisper it, even to you), by the
strangest bearers you can imagine, every one of whom had his head hanging on by
a single hair as he passed the Barriers. At another time, our parcels would
come and go, as easily as in business-like Old England; but now, everything is
stopped."
"And
do you really go to-night?"
"I
really go to-night, for the case has become too pressing to admit of
delay."
"And
do you take no one with you?"
"All
sorts of people have been proposed to me, but I will have nothing to say to any
of them. I intend to take Jerry. Jerry has been my bodyguard on Sunday nights
for a long time past and I am used to him. Nobody will suspect Jerry of being
anything but an English bull-dog, or of having any
design in his head but to fly at anybody who touches his master."
"I
must say again that I heartily admire your gallantry and youthfulness."
"I
must say again, nonsense, nonsense! When I have executed this little
commission, I shall, perhaps, accept Tellson's proposal to retire and live at
my ease. Time enough, then, to think about growing old."
This
dialogue had taken place at Mr. Lorry's usual desk, with Monseigneur swarming
within a yard or two of it, boastful of what he would do to avenge himself on
the rascal-people before long. It was too much the way of Monseigneur under his
reverses as a refugee, and it was much too much the way of native British
orthodoxy, to talk of this terrible Revolution as if it were the only harvest
ever known under the skies that had not been sown--as if nothing had ever been
done, or omitted to be done, that had led to it--as if observers of the
wretched millions in France, and of the misused and perverted resources that
should have made them prosperous, had not seen it inevitably coming, years
before, and had not in plain words recorded what they saw. Such vapouring,
combined with the extravagant plots of Monseigneur for the restoration of a
state of things that had utterly exhausted itself, and worn out Heaven and
earth as well as itself, was hard to be endured without some remonstrance by
any sane man who knew the truth. And it was such vapouring all about his ears,
like a troublesome confusion of blood in his own head, added to a latent
uneasiness in his mind, which had already made Charles Darnay restless, and
which still kept him so.
Among
the talkers, was Stryver, of the King's Bench Bar, far on his way to state
promotion, and, therefore, loud on the theme: broaching to Monseigneur, his
devices for blowing the people up and exterminating them from the face of the
earth, and doing without them: and for accomplishing many similar objects akin
in their nature to the abolition of eagles by sprinkling salt on the tails of
the race. Him, Darnay heard with a particular feeling of objection; and Darnay
stood divided between going away that he might hear no more, and remaining to
interpose his word, when the thing that was to be, went on to shape itself out.
The
House approached Mr. Lorry, and laying a soiled and unopened letter before him,
asked if he had yet discovered any traces of the person to whom it was
addressed? The House laid the letter down so close to Darnay that he saw the
direction--the more quickly because it was his own right name. The address,
turned into English, ran:
"Very
pressing. To Monsieur heretofore the Marquis St. Evremonde, of
On the
marriage morning, Doctor Manette had made it his one urgent and express request
to Charles Darnay, that the secret of this name should be--unless he, the
Doctor, dissolved the obligation--kept inviolate between them. Nobody else knew
it to be his name; his own wife had no suspicion of the fact; Mr. Lorry could
have none.
"No,"
said Mr. Lorry, in reply to the House; "I have referred it, I think, to
everybody now here, and no one can tell me where this gentleman is to be
found."
The
hands of the clock verging upon the hour of closing the Bank, there was a
general set of the current of talkers past Mr. Lorry's desk. He held the letter
out inquiringly; and Monseigneur looked at it, in the person of this plotting
and indignant refugee; and Monseigneur looked at it in the person of that
plotting and indignant refugee; and This, That, and The Other, all had
something disparaging to say, in French or in English, concerning the Marquis
who was not to be found.
"Nephew,
I believe--but in any case degenerate successor--of the polished Marquis who
was murdered," said one. "Happy to say, I never knew him."
"A
craven who abandoned his post," said another--this Monseigneur had been
got out of
"Infected
with the new doctrines," said a third, eyeing the direction through his
glass in passing; "set himself in opposition to
the last Marquis, abandoned the estates when he inherited them, and left them
to the ruffian herd. They will recompense him now, I hope, as he
deserves."
"Hey?"
cried the blatant Stryver. "Did he though? Is that the sort of fellow? Let
us look at his infamous name. D--n the fellow!"
Darnay,
unable to restrain himself any longer, touched Mr. Stryver on the shoulder, and
said:
"I
know the fellow."
"Do
you, by Jupiter?" said Stryver. "I am sorry for it."
"Why?"
"Why,
Mr. Darnay? D'ye hear what he did? Don't ask, why, in
these times."
"But
I do ask why?"
"Then
I tell you again, Mr. Darnay, I am sorry for it. I am sorry to hear you putting
any such extraordinary questions. Here is a fellow, who, infected by the most
pestilent and blasphemous code of devilry that ever was known, abandoned his
property to the vilest scum of the earth that ever did murder by wholesale, and
you ask me why I am sorry that a man who instructs youth knows him? Well, but
I'll answer you. I am sorry because I believe there is contamination in such a
scoundrel. That's why."
Mindful
of the secret, Darnay with great difficulty checked himself, and said:
"You may not understand the gentleman."
"I
understand how to put you
in a corner, Mr. Darnay," said Bully Stryver, "and I'll do it. If
this fellow is a gentleman, I don't
understand him. You may tell him so, with my compliments. You may also tell
him, from me, that after abandoning his worldly goods and position to this
butcherly mob, I wonder he is not at the head of them. But, no,
gentlemen," said Stryver, looking all round, and snapping his fingers,
"I know something of human nature, and I tell you that you'll never find a
fellow like this fellow, trusting himself to the mercies of such precious protégés. No, gentlemen; he'll
always show 'em a clean pair of heels very early in the scuffle, and sneak
away."
With
those words, and a final snap of his fingers, Mr. Stryver shouldered himself
into Fleet-street, amidst the general approbation of his hearers. Mr. Lorry and
Charles Darnay were left alone at the desk, in the general departure from the
Bank.
"Will
you take charge of the letter?" said Mr. Lorry. "You know where to
deliver it?"
"I
do."
"Will
you undertake to explain, that we suppose it to have been addressed here, on
the chance of our knowing where to forward it, and that it has been here some
time?"
"I
will do so. Do you start for
"From
here, at eight."
"I
will come back, to see you off."
Very
ill at ease with himself, and with Stryver and most other men, Darnay made the
best of his way into the quiet of the
"Prison
of the Abbaye, Paris.
"
"After
having long been in danger of my life at the hands of the village, I have been
seized, with great violence and indignity, and brought a long journey on foot
to
"The
crime for which I am imprisoned, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, and for which
I shall be summoned before the tribunal, and shall lose my life (without your
so generous help), is, they tell me, treason against the majesty of the people,
in that I have acted against them for an emigrant. It is in vain I represent
that I have acted for them, and not against, according to your commands. It is
in vain I represent that, before the sequestration of emigrant property, I had
remitted the imposts they had ceased to pay; that I had collected no rent; that
I had had recourse to no process. The only response is, that I have acted for
an emigrant, and where is that emigrant?
"Ah!
most gracious Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, where
is that emigrant? I cry in my sleep where is he? I demand of Heaven, will he
not come to deliver me? No answer. Ah Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I send
my desolate cry across the sea, hoping it may perhaps reach your ears through
the great bank of Tilson known at
"For
the love of Heaven, of justice, of generosity, of the honour of your noble
name, I supplicate you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, to succour and release
me. My fault is, that I have been true to you. Oh
Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I pray you be you true to me!
"From
this prison here of horror, whence I every hour tend nearer and nearer to
destruction, I send you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, the assurance of my
dolorous and unhappy service.
"Your afflicted,
"Gabelle."
The
latent uneasiness in Darnay's mind was roused to vigourous life by this letter.
The peril of an old servant and a good one, whose only crime was fidelity to
himself and his family, stared him so reproachfully in the face, that, as he
walked to and fro in the Temple considering what to do, he almost hid his face
from the passersby.
He knew
very well, that in his horror of the deed which had culminated the bad deeds
and bad reputation of the old family house, in his resentful suspicions of his
uncle, and in the aversion with which his conscience regarded the crumbling
fabric that he was supposed to uphold, he had acted imperfectly. He knew very
well, that in his love for Lucie, his renunciation of his social place, though
by no means new to his own mind, had been hurried and incomplete. He knew that
he ought to have systematically worked it out and supervised it, and that he
had meant to do it, and that it had never been done.
The
happiness of his own chosen English home, the necessity of being always
actively employed, the swift changes and troubles of the time which had
followed on one another so fast, that the events of this week annihilated the
immature plans of last week, and the events of the week following made all new
again; he knew very well, that to the force of these circumstances he had
yielded:--not without disquiet, but still without continuous and accumulating
resistance. That he had watched the times for a time of action, and that they
had shifted and struggled until the time had gone by, and the nobility were
trooping from France by every highway and byway, and their property was in
course of confiscation and destruction, and their very names were blotting out,
was as well known to himself as it could be to any new authority in France that
might impeach him for it.
But, he
had oppressed no man, he had imprisoned no man; he was so far from having
harshly exacted payment of his dues, that he had relinquished them of his own
will, thrown himself on a world with no favour in it, won his own private place
there, and earned his own bread. Monsieur Gabelle had held the impoverished and
involved estate on written instructions, to spare the people, to give them what
little there was to give--such fuel as the heavy creditors would let them have
in the winter, and such produce as could be saved from the same grip in the
summer--and no doubt he had put the fact in plea and proof, for his own safety,
so that it could not but appear now.
This
favoured the desperate resolution Charles Darnay had begun to make, that he
would go to
Yes.
Like the mariner in the old story, the winds and streams had driven him within
the influence of the Loadstone Rock, and it was drawing him to itself, and he
must go. Everything that arose before his mind drifted him on, faster and
faster, more and more steadily, to the terrible attraction. His latent
uneasiness had been, that bad aims were being worked out in his own unhappy
land by bad instruments, and that he who could not fail to know that he was
better than they, was not there, trying to do something to stay bloodshed, and
assert the claims of mercy and humanity. With this uneasiness half stifled, and
half reproaching him, he had been brought to the pointed comparison of himself
with the brave old gentleman in whom duty was so strong; upon that comparison
(injurious to himself) had instantly followed the sneers of Monseigneur, which
had stung him bitterly, and those of Stryver, which above all were coarse and
galling, for old reasons. Upon those, had followed Gabelle's
letter: the appeal of an innocent prisoner, in danger of death, to his justice,
honour, and good name.
His
resolution was made. He must go to
Yes.
The Loadstone Rock was drawing him, and he must sail on, until he struck. He
knew of no rock; he saw hardly any danger. The intention with which he had done
what he had done, even although he had left it incomplete, presented it before
him in an aspect that would be gratefully acknowledged in France on his
presenting himself to assert it. Then, that glorious vision of doing good,
which is so often the sanguine mirage of so many good minds, arose before him,
and he even saw himself in the illusion with some influence to guide this
raging Revolution that was running so fearfully wild.
As he
walked to and fro with his resolution made, he considered that neither Lucie
nor her father must know of it until he was gone. Lucie should be spared the
pain of separation; and her father, always reluctant to turn his thoughts
towards the dangerous ground of old, should come to the knowledge of the step,
as a step taken, and not in the balance of suspense and doubt. How much of the
incompleteness of his situation was referable to her father, through the
painful anxiety to avoid reviving old associations of
He
walked to and fro, with thoughts very busy, until it was time to return to
Tellson's and take leave of Mr. Lorry. As soon as he arrived in
A
carriage with post-horses was ready at the Bank door, and Jerry was booted and
equipped.
"I
have delivered that letter," said Charles Darnay to Mr. Lorry. "I
would not consent to your being charged with any written answer, but perhaps
you will take a verbal one?"
"That
I will, and readily," said Mr. Lorry, "if it
is not dangerous."
"Not
at all. Though it is to a prisoner in the Abbaye."
"What
is his name?" said Mr. Lorry, with his open pocket-book in his hand.
"Gabelle."
"Gabelle. And what is the message to the unfortunate
Gabelle in prison?"
"Simply,
`that he has received the letter, and will come.'"
"Any
time mentioned?"
"He
will start upon his journey to-morrow night."
"Any
person mentioned?"
"No."
He
helped Mr. Lorry to wrap himself in a number of coats and cloaks, and went out
with him from the warm atmosphere of the old Bank, into the misty air of
Fleet-street. "My love to Lucie, and to little
Lucie," said Mr. Lorry at parting, "and take precious care of them
till I come back." Charles Darnay shook his head and doubtfully smiled, as
the carriage rolled away.
That
night--it was the fourteenth of August--he sat up late, and wrote two fervent
letters; one was to Lucie, explaining the strong obligation he was under to go
to Paris, and showing her, at length, the reasons that he had, for feeling
confident that he could become involved in no personal danger there; the other
was to the Doctor, confiding Lucie and their dear child to his care, and
dwelling on the same topics with the strongest assurances. To both, he wrote
that he would despatch letters in proof of his safety, immediately after his
arrival.
It was
a hard day, that day of being among them, with the first reservation of their
joint lives on his mind. It was a hard matter to preserve the innocent deceit
of which they were profoundly unsuspicious. But, an affectionate glance at his
wife, so happy and busy, made him resolute not to tell her what impended (he
had been half moved to do it, so strange it was to him to act in anything
without her quiet aid), and the day passed quickly. Early in the evening he
embraced her, and her scarcely less dear namesake, pretending that he would
return by-and-bye (an imaginary engagement took him out, and he had secreted a
valise of clothes ready), and so he emerged into the heavy mist of the heavy
streets, with a heavier heart.
The
unseen force was drawing him fast to itself, now, and all the tides and winds
were setting straight and strong towards it. He left his two letters with a
trusty porter, to be delivered half an hour before
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