It was the best of times,
it was the worst of times,
it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness,
it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity,
it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness,
it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair,
we had everything before us, we had nothing before us,
we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct
the other way--in short, the period was so far like the present
period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its
being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree
of comparison only.
There were a king with a large jaw and a
queen with a plain face, on the throne of
It was the year of Our Lord one thousand
seven hundred and seventy-five. Spiritual revelations were conceded to
France, less favoured on the whole as to
matters spiritual than her sister of the shield and trident, rolled with
exceeding smoothness down hill, making paper money and spending it. Under the
guidance of her Christian pastors, she entertained herself, besides, with such
humane achievements as sentencing a youth to have his hands cut off, his tongue
torn out with pincers, and his body burned alive, because he had not kneeled
down in the rain to do honour to a dirty procession of monks which passed
within his view, at a distance of some fifty or sixty yards. It is likely
enough that, rooted in the woods of
In
All these things, and a thousand like them,
came to pass in and close upon the dear old year one thousand seven hundred and
seventy-five. Environed by them, while the Woodman and the Farmer worked
unheeded, those two of the large jaws, and those other two of the plain and the
fair faces, trod with stir enough, and carried their divine rights with a high
hand. Thus did the year one thousand seven hundred and seventy-five conduct their
Greatnesses, and myriads of small creatures--the creatures of this chronicle
among the rest--along the roads that lay before them.
2: The Mail
It was the
With drooping heads and tremulous tails,
they mashed their way through the thick mud, floundering and stumbling between
whiles, as if they were falling to pieces at the larger joints. As often as the
driver rested them and brought them to a stand, with a wary "Wo-ho!
so-ho-then!" the near leader violently shook his head and everything upon
it--like an unusually emphatic horse, denying that the coach could be got up
the hill. Whenever the leader made this rattle, the passenger started, as a
nervous passenger might, and was disturbed in mind.
There was a steaming mist in all the
hollows, and it had roamed in its forlornness up the hill, like an evil spirit,
seeking rest and finding none. A clammy and intensely cold mist, it made its
slow way through the air in ripples that visibly followed and overspread one
another, as the waves of an unwholesome sea might do. It was dense enough to
shut out everything from the light of the coach-lamps but these its own
workings, and a few yards of road; and the reek of the labouring horses steamed
into it, as if they had made it all.
Two other passengers, besides the one, were
plodding up the hill by the side of the mail. All three were wrapped to the
cheekbones and over the ears, and wore jack-boots. Not one of the three could
have said, from anything he saw, what either of the other two was like; and
each was hidden under almost as many wrappers from the eyes of the mind, as
from the eyes of the body, of his two companions. In those days, travellers
were very shy of being confidential on a short notice, for anybody on the road
might be a robber or in league with robbers. As to the latter, when every
posting-house and ale-house could produce somebody in "the Captain's"
pay, ranging from the landlord to the lowest stable non-descript, it was the
likeliest thing upon the cards. So the guard of the Dover mail thought to
himself, that Friday night in November, one thousand seven hundred and
seventy-five, lumbering up Shooter's Hill, as he stood on his own particular
perch behind the mail, beating his feet, and keeping an eye and a hand on the
arm-chest before him, where a loaded blunderbuss lay at the top of six or eight
loaded horse-pistols, deposited on a substratum of cutlass.
The Dover mail was in its usual genial
position that the guard suspected the passengers, the passengers suspected one
another and the guard, they all suspected everybody else, and the coachman was
sure of nothing but the horses; as to which cattle he could with a clear conscience
have taken his oath on the two Testaments that they were not fit for the
journey.
"Wo-ho!" said the coachman.
"So, then! One more pull and you're at the top and be damned to you, for I
have had trouble enough to get you to it!--Joe!"
"Halloa!" the guard replied.
"What o'clock do you make it,
Joe?"
"Ten minutes, good, past eleven."
"My blood!" ejaculated the vexed
coachman, "and not atop of Shooter's yet! Tst! Yah! Get on with you!"
The emphatic horse, cut short by the whip
in a most decided negative, made a decided scramble for it, and the three other
horses followed suit. Once more, the
The last burst carried the mail to the summit
of the hill. The horses stopped to breathe again, and the guard got down to
skid the wheel for the descent, and open the coach-door to let the passengers
in.
"Tst! Joe!" cried the coachman in
a warning voice, looking down from his box.
"What do you say, Tom?"
They both listened.
"I say a horse at a canter coming up,
Joe."
"I
say a horse at a gallop, Tom," returned the guard, leaving his hold of the
door, and mounting nimbly to his place. "Gentlemen! In the king's name,
all of you!"
With this hurried adjuration, he cocked his
blunderbuss, and stood on the offensive.
The passenger booked by this history, was
on the coach-step, getting in; the two other passengers were close behind him,
and about to follow. He remained on the step, half in the coach and half out
of; they remained in the road below him. They all looked from the coachman to
the guard, and from the guard to the coachman, and listened. The coachman
looked back and the guard looked back, and even the emphatic leader pricked up
his ears and looked back, without contradicting.
The stillness consequent on the cessation
of the rumbling and labouring of the coach, added to the stillness of the
night, made it very quiet indeed. The panting of the horses communicated a
tremulous motion to the coach, as if it were in a state of agitation. The
hearts of the passengers beat loud enough perhaps to be heard; but at any rate,
the quiet pause was audibly expressive of people out of breath, and holding the
breath, and having the pulses quickened by expectation.
The sound of a horse at a gallop came fast
and furiously up the hill.
"So-ho!" the guard sang out, as
loud as he could roar. "Yo there! Stand! I shall fire!"
The pace was suddenly checked, and, with
much splashing and floundering, a man's voice called from the mist, "Is
that the
"Never you mind what it is!" the
guard retorted. "What are you?"
"Is
that the
"Why do you want to know?"
"I want a passenger, if it is."
"What passenger?"
"Mr. Jarvis Lorry."
Our booked passenger showed in a moment
that it was his name. The guard, the coachman, and the two other passengers
eyed him distrustfully.
"Keep where you are," the guard
called to the voice in the mist, "because, if I should make a mistake, it
could never be set right in your lifetime. Gentleman of the name of Lorry
answer straight."
"What is the matter?" asked the
passenger, then, with mildly quavering speech. "Who wants me? Is it
Jerry?"
("I don't like Jerry's voice, if it is
Jerry," growled the guard to himself. "He's hoarser than suits me, is
Jerry.")
"Yes, Mr. Lorry."
"What is the matter?"
"A despatch sent after you from over
yonder. T. and Co."
"I know this messenger, guard,"
said Mr. Lorry, getting down into the road--assisted from behind more swiftly
than politely by the other two passengers, who immediately scrambled into the
coach, shut the door, and pulled up the window. "He may come close;
there's nothing wrong."
"I hope there ain't, but I can't make
so 'Nation sure of that," said the guard, in gruff soliloquy. "Hallo
you!"
"Well! And hallo you!" said
Jerry, more hoarsely than before.
"Come on at a footpace! d'ye mind me?
And if you've got holsters to that saddle o' yourn, don't let me see your hand
go nigh 'em. For I'm a devil at a quick mistake, and when I make one it takes
the form of Lead. So now let's look at you."
The figures of a horse and rider came
slowly through the eddying mist, and came to the side of the mail, where the
passenger stood. The rider stooped, and, casting up his eyes at the guard,
handed the passenger a small folded paper. The rider's horse was blown, and
both horse and rider were covered with mud, from the hoofs of the horse to the
hat of the man.
"Guard!" said the passenger, in a
tone of quiet business confidence.
The watchful guard, with his right hand at
the stock of his raised blunderbuss, his left at the barrel, and his eye on the
horseman, answered curtly, "Sir."
"There is nothing to apprehend. I
belong to Tellson's Bank. You must know Tellson's Bank in
"If so be as you're quick, sir."
He opened it in the light of the coach-lamp
on that side, and read--first to himself and then aloud: "`Wait at
Jerry started in his saddle. "That's a
Blazing strange answer, too," said he, at his hoarsest.
"Take that message back, and they will
know that I received this, as well as if I wrote. Make the best of your way.
Good night."
With those words the passenger opened the
coach-door and got in; not at all assisted by his fellow-passengers, who had
expeditiously secreted their watches and purses in their boots, and were now
making a general pretence of being asleep. With no more definite purpose than
to escape the hazard of originating any other kind of action.
The coach lumbered on again, with heavier
wreaths of mist closing round it as it began the descent. The guard soon
replaced his blunderbuss in his arm-chest, and, having looked to the rest of
its contents, and having looked to the supplementary pistols that he wore in
his belt, looked to a smaller chest beneath his seat, in which there were a few
smith's tools, a couple of torches, and a tinder-box. For he was furnished with
that completeness that if the coach-lamps had been blown and stormed out, which
did occasionally happen, he had only to shut himself up inside, keep the flint
and steel sparks well off the straw, and get a light with tolerable safety and
ease (if he were lucky) in five minutes.
"Tom!" softly over the coach
roof.
"Hallo, Joe."
"Did you hear the message?"
"I did, Joe."
"What did you make of it, Tom?"
"Nothing at all, Joe."
"That's a coincidence, too," the
guard mused, "for I made the same of it myself."
Jerry, left alone in the mist and darkness,
dismounted meanwhile, not only to ease his spent horse, but to wipe the mud
from his face, and shake the wet out of his hat-brim, which might be capable of
holding about half a gallon. After standing with the bridle over his
heavily-splashed arm, until the wheels of the mail were no longer within
hearing and the night was quite still again, he turned to walk down the hill.
"After that there gallop from Temple
Bar, old lady, I won't trust your fore-legs till I get you on the level,"
said this hoarse messenger, glancing at his mare. "`Recalled to life.'
That's a Blazing strange message. Much of that wouldn't do for you, Jerry! I
say, Jerry! You'd be in a Blazing bad way, if recalling to life was to come
into fashion, Jerry!"
3: The Night Shadows
A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that
every human creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to
every other. A solemn consideration, when I enter a great city by night, that
every one of those darkly clustered houses encloses its own secret; that every
room in every one of them encloses its own secret; that every beating heart in
the hundreds of thousands of breasts there, is, in some of its imaginings, a
secret to the heart nearest it! Something of the awfulness, even of Death
itself, is referable to this. No more can I turn the leaves of this dear book
that I loved, and vainly hope in time to read it all. No more can I look into
the depths of this unfathomable water, wherein, as momentary lights glanced
into it, I have had glimpses of buried treasure and other things submerged. It
was appointed that the book should shut with a spring, for ever and for ever,
when I had read but a page. It was appointed that the water should be locked in
an eternal frost, when the light was playing on its surface, and I stood in
ignorance on the shore. My friend is dead, my neighbour is dead, my love, the
darling of my soul, is dead; it is the inexorable consolidation and
perpetuation of the secret that was always in that individuality, and which I
shall carry in mine to my life's end. In any of the burial-places of this city
through which I pass, is there a sleeper more inscrutable than its busy
inhabitants are, in their innermost personality, to me, or than I am to them?
As to this, his natural and not to be
alienated inheritance, the messenger on horseback had exactly the same
possessions as the King, the first Minister of State, or the richest merchant
in
The messenger rode back at an easy trot,
stopping pretty often at ale-houses by the way to drink, but evincing a
tendency to keep his own counsel, and to keep his hat cocked over his eyes. He
had eyes that assorted very well with that decoration, being of a surface
black, with no depth in the colour or form, and much too near together--as if
they were afraid of being found out in something, singly, if they kept too far
apart. They had a sinister expression, under an old cocked-hat like a
three-cornered spittoon, and over a great muffler for the chin and throat,
which descended nearly to the wearer's knees. When he stopped for drink, he
moved this muffler with his left hand, only while he poured his liquor in with
his right; as soon as that was done, he muffled again.
"No, Jerry, no!" said the
messenger, harping on one theme as he rode. "It wouldn't do for you,
Jerry. Jerry, you honest tradesman, it wouldn't suit your line of business!
Recalled--! Bust me if I don't think he'd been a drinking!"
His message perplexed his mind to that
degree that he was fain, several times, to take off his hat to scratch his
head. Except on the crown, which was raggedly bald, he had stiff, black hair,
standing jaggedly all over it, and growing down hill almost to his broad, blunt
nose. It was so like Smith's work, so much more like the top of a strongly
spiked wall than a head of hair, that the best of players at leap-frog might
have declined him, as the most dangerous man in the world to go over.
While he trotted back with the message he
was to deliver to the night watchman in his box at the door of Tellson's Bank,
by Temple Bar, who was to deliver it to greater authorities within, the shadows
of the night took such shapes to him as arose out of the message, and took such
shapes to the mare as arose out of her
private topics of uneasiness. They seemed to be numerous, for she shied at
every shadow on the road.
What time, the mail-coach lumbered, jolted,
rattled, and bumped upon its tedious way, with its three fellow-inscrutables
inside. To whom, likewise, the shadows of the night revealed themselves, in the
forms their dozing eyes and wandering thoughts suggested.
Tellson's Bank had a run upon it in the
mail. As the bank passenger-- with an arm drawn through the leathern strap,
which did what lay in it to keep him from pounding against the next passenger,
and driving him into his corner, whenever the coach got a special jolt--nodded
in his place, with half-shut eyes, the little coach-windows, and the coach-lamp
dimly gleaming through them, and the bulky bundle of opposite passenger, became
the bank, and did a great stroke of business. The rattle of the harness was the
chink of money, and more drafts were honoured in five minutes than even
Tellson's, with all its foreign and home connection, ever paid in thrice the
time. Then the strong-rooms underground, at Tellson's, with such of their
valuable stores and secrets as were known to the passenger (and it was not a
little that he knew about them), opened before him, and he went in among them
with the great keys and the feebly-burning candle, and found them safe, and
strong, and sound, and still, just as he had last seen them.
But, though the bank was almost always with
him, and though the coach (in a confused way, like the presence of pain under
an opiate) was always with him, there was another current of impression that
never ceased to run, all through the night. He was on his way to dig some one
out of a grave.
Now, which of the multitude of faces that
showed themselves before him was the true face of the buried person, the
shadows of the night did not indicate; but they were all the faces of a man of
five-andforty by years, and they differed principally in the passions they
expressed, and in the ghastliness of their worn and wasted state. Pride,
contempt, defiance, stubbornness, submission, lamentation, succeeded one
another; so did varieties of sunken cheek, cadaverous colour, emaciated hands
and figures. But the face was in the main one face, and every head was
prematurely white. A hundred times the dozing passenger inquired of this
spectre:
"Buried how long?"
The answer was always the same:
"Almost eighteen years."
"You had abandoned all hope of being
dug out?"
"Long ago."
"You know that you are recalled to
life?"
"They tell me so."
"I hope you care to live?"
"I can't say."
"Shall I show her to you? Will you
come and see her?"
The answers to this question were various
and contradictory. Sometimes the broken reply was, "Wait! It would kill me
if I saw her too soon." Sometimes, it was given in a tender rain of tears,
and then it was, "Take me to her." Sometimes it was staring and
bewildered, and then it was, "I don't know her. I don't understand."
After such imaginary discourse, the
passenger in his fancy would dig, and dig, dig--now with a spade, now with a
great key, now with his hands--to dig this wretched creature out. Got out at
last, with earth hanging about his face and hair, he would suddenly fan away to
dust. The passenger would then start to himself, and lower the window, to get
the reality of mist and rain on his cheek.
Yet even when his eyes were opened on the
mist and rain, on the moving patch of light from the lamps, and the hedge at
the roadside retreating by jerks, the night shadows outside the coach would
fall into the train of the night shadows within. The real Banking-house by
Temple Bar, the real business of the past day, the real strong rooms, the real
express sent after him, and the real message returned, would all be there. Out
of the midst of them, the ghostly face would rise, and he would accost it
again.
"Buried how long?"
"Almost eighteen years."
"I hope you care to live?"
"I can't say."
Dig--dig--dig--until an impatient movement
from one of the two passengers would admonish him to pull up the window, draw
his arm securely through the leathern strap, and speculate upon the two
slumbering forms, until his mind lost its hold of them, and they again slid
away into the bank and the grave.
"Buried how long?"
"Almost eighteen years."
"You had abandoned all hope of being
dug out?"
"Long ago."
The words were still in his hearing as just
spoken--distinctly in his hearing as ever spoken words had been in his
life--when the weary passenger started to the consciousness of daylight, and
found that the shadows of the night were gone.
He lowered the window, and looked out at
the rising sun. There was a ridge of ploughed land, with a plough upon it where
it had been left last night when the horses were unyoked; beyond, a quiet
coppice-wood, in which many leaves of burning red and golden yellow still
remained upon the trees. Though the earth was cold and wet, the sky was clear,
and the sun rose bright, placid, and beautiful.
"Eighteen years!" said the
passenger, looking at the sun. "Gracious Creator of day! To be buried
alive for eighteen years!"
4: The Preparation
When the mail got successfully to
By that time, there was only one
adventurous traveller left be congratulated: for the two others had been set
down at their respective roadside destinations. The mildewy inside of the
coach, with its damp and dirty straw, its disagreeable smell, and its
obscurity, was rather like a larger dog-kennel. Mr. Lorry, the passenger,
shaking himself out of it in chains of straw, a tangle of shaggy wrapper,
flapping hat, and muddy legs, was rather like a larger sort of dog.
"There will be a packet to
"Yes, sir, if the weather holds and
the wind sets tolerable fair. The tide will serve pretty nicely at about two in
the afternoon, sir. Bed, sir?"
"I shall not go to bed till night; but
I want a bedroom, and a barber."
"And then breakfast, sir? Yes, sir.
That way, sir, if you please. Show
The Concord bed-chamber being always
assigned to a passenger by the mail, and passengers by the mail being always
heavily wrapped up from head to foot, the room had the odd interest for the establishment
of the Royal George, that although but one kind of man was seen to go into it,
all kinds and varieties of men came out of it. Consequently, another drawer,
and two porters, and several maids and the landlady, were all loitering by
accident at various points of the road between the Concord and the coffee-room,
when a gentleman of sixty, formally dressed in a brown suit of clothes, pretty
well worn, but very well kept, with large square cuffs and large flaps to the
pockets, passed along on his way to his breakfast.
The coffee-room had no other occupant, that
forenoon, than the gentleman in brown. His breakfast-table was drawn before the
fire, and as he sat, with its light shining on him, waiting for the meal, he
sat so still, that he might have been sitting for his portrait.
Very orderly and methodical he looked, with
a hand on each knee, and a loud watch ticking a sonorous sermon under his
flapped waist-coat, as though it pitted its gravity and longevity against the
levity and evanescence of the brisk fire. He had a good leg, and was a little
vain of it, for his brown stockings fitted sleek and close, and were of a fine
texture; his shoes and buckles, too, though plain, were trim. He wore an odd
little sleek crisp flaxen wig, setting very close to his head: which wig, it is
to be presumed, was made of hair, but which looked far more as though it were
spun from filaments of silk or glass. His linen, though not of a fineness in
accordance with his stockings, was as white as the tops of the waves that broke
upon the neighbouring beach, or the specks of sail that glinted in the sunlight
far at sea. A face habitually suppressed and quieted, was still lighted up
under the quaint wig by a pair of moist bright eyes that it must have cost
their owner, in years gone by, some pains to drill to the composed and reserved
expression of Tellson's Bank. He had a healthy colour in his cheeks, and his
face, though lined, bore few traces of anxiety. But, perhaps the confidential
bachelor clerks in Tellson's Bank were principally occupied with the cares of
other people; and perhaps second-hand cares, like second-hand clothes, come
easily off and on.
Completing his resemblance to a man who was
sitting for his portrait, Mr. Lorry dropped off to sleep. The arrival of his
breakfast roused him, and he said to the drawer, as he moved his chair to it:
"I wish accommodation prepared for a
young lady who may come here at any time to-day. She may ask for Mr. Jarvis
Lorry, or she may only ask for a gentleman from Tellson's Bank. Please to let
me know."
"Yes, sir. Tellson's Bank in
"Yes."
"Yes, sir. We have oftentimes the
honour to entertain your gentlemen in their travelling backwards and forwards
betwixt
"Yes. We are quite a French House, as
well as an English one."
"Yes, sir. Not much in the habit of
such travelling yourself, I think, sir?"
"Not of late years. It is fifteen
years since we--since I--came last from
"Indeed, sir? That was before my time
here, sir. Before our people's time here, sir. The George was in other hands at
that time, sir."
"I believe so."
"But I would hold a pretty wager, sir,
that a House like Tellson and Company was flourishing, a matter of fifty, not to
speak of fifteen years ago?"
"You might treble that, and say a
hundred and fifty, yet not be far from the truth."
"Indeed, sir!"
Rounding his mouth and both his eyes, as he
stepped backward from the table, the waiter shifted his napkin from his right
arm to his left, dropped into a comfortable attitude, and stood surveying the
guest while he ate and drank, as from an observatory or watchtower. According
to the immemorial usage of waiters in all ages.
When Mr. Lorry had finished his breakfast,
he went out for a stroll on the beach. The little narrow, crooked town of
As the day declined into the afternoon, and
the air, which had been at intervals clear enough to allow the French coast to
be seen, became again charged with mist and vapour, Mr. Lorry's thoughts seemed
to cloud too. When it was dark, and he sat before the coffee-room fire,
awaiting his dinner as he had awaited his breakfast, his mind was busily
digging, digging, digging, in the live red coals.
A bottle of good claret after dinner does a
digger in the red coals no harm, otherwise than as it has a tendency to throw
him out of work. Mr. Lorry had been idle a long time, and had just poured out
his last glassful of wine with as complete an appearance of satisfaction as is
ever to be found in an elderly gentleman of a fresh complexion who has got to
the end of a bottle, when a rattling of wheels came up the narrow street, and
rumbled into the inn-yard.
He set down his glass untouched. "This
is Mam'selle!" said he.
In a very few minutes the waiter came in to
announce that Miss Manette had arrived from London, and would be happy to see
the gentleman from Tellson's.
"So soon?"
Miss Manette had taken some refreshment on
the road, and required none then, and was extremely anxious to see the
gentleman from Tellson's immediately, if it suited his pleasure and
convenience.
The gentleman from Tellson's had nothing
left for it but to empty his glass with an air of stolid desperation, settle
his odd little flaxen wig at the ears, and follow the waiter to Miss Manette's
apartment. It was a large, dark room, furnished in a funereal manner with black
horsehair, and loaded with heavy dark tables. These had been oiled and oiled,
until the two tall candles on the table in the middle of the room were gloomily
reflected on every leaf; as if they
were buried, in deep graves of black mahogany, and no light to speak of could
be expected from them until they were dug out.
The obscurity was so difficult to penetrate
that Mr. Lorry, picking his way over the well-worn Turkey carpet, supposed Miss
Manette to be, for the moment, in some adjacent room, until, having got past
the two tall candles, he saw standing to receive him by the table between them
and the fire, a young lady of not more than seventeen, in a riding-cloak, and
still holding her straw travellinghat by its ribbon in her hand. As his eyes
rested on a short, slight, pretty figure, a quantity of golden hair, a pair of
blue eyes that met his own with an inquiring look, and a forehead with a
singular capacity (remembering how young and smooth it was), of rifting and
knitting itself into an expression that was not quite one of perplexity, or
wonder, or alarm, or merely of a bright fixed attention, though it included all
the four expressions--as his eyes rested on these things, a sudden vivid
likeness passed before him, of a child whom he had held in his arms on the
passage across that very Channel, one cold time, when the hail drifted heavily
and the sea ran high. The likeness passed away, like a breath along the surface
of the gaunt pier-glass behind her, on the frame of which, a hospital
procession of negro cupids, several headless and all cripples, were offering
black baskets of
"Pray take a seat, sir." In a
very clear and pleasant young voice; a little foreign in its accent, but a very
little indeed.
"I kiss your hand, miss," said
Mr. Lorry, with the manners of an earlier date, as he made his formal bow
again, and took his seat.
"I received a letter from the Bank,
sir, yesterday, informing me that some intelligence--or discovery--"
"The word is not material, miss;
either word will do."
"--respecting the small property of my
poor father, whom I never saw--so long dead--"
Mr. Lorry moved in his chair, and cast a
troubled look towards the hospital procession of negro cupids. As if they had any help for anybody
in their absurd baskets!
"--rendered it necessary that I should
go to
"Myself."
"As I was prepared to hear, sir."
She curtseyed to him (young ladies made
curtseys in those days), with a pretty desire to convey to him that she felt
how much older and wiser he was than she. He made her another bow.
"I replied to the Bank, sir, that as
it was considered necessary, by those who know, and who are so kind as to
advise me, that I should go to France, and that as I am an orphan and have no
friend who could go with me, I should esteem it highly if I might be permitted
to place myself, during the journey, under that worthy gentleman's protection.
The gentleman had left
"I was happy," said Mr. Lorry,
"to be entrusted with the charge. I shall be more happy to execute
it."
"Sir, I thank you indeed. I thank you
very gratefully. It was told me by the Bank that the gentleman would explain to
me the details of the business, and that I must prepare myself to find them of
a surprising nature. I have done my best to prepare myself, and I naturally
have a strong and eager interest to know what they are."
"Naturally," said Mr. Lorry.
"Yes--I--"
After a pause, he added, again settling the
crisp flaxen wig at the ears, "It is very difficult to begin."
He did not begin, but, in his indecision,
met her glance. The young forehead lifted itself into that singular
expression--but it was pretty and characteristic, besides being singular--and
she raised her hand, as if with an involuntary action she caught at, or stayed
some passing shadow.
"Are you quite a stranger to me,
sir?"
"Am I not?" Mr. Lorry opened his
hands, and extended them outwards with an argumentative smile.
Between the eyebrows and just over the
little feminine nose, the line of which was as delicate and fine as it was
possible to be, the expression deepened itself as she took her seat
thoughtfully in the chair by which she had hitherto remained standing. He
watched her as she mused, and the moment she raised her eyes again, went on:
"In your adopted country, I presume, I
cannot do better than address you as a young English lady, Miss Manette?"
"If you please, sir."
"Miss Manette, I am a man of business.
I have a business charge to acquit myself of. In your reception of it, don't
heed me any more than if I was a speaking machine--truly, I am not much else. I
will, with your leave, relate to you, miss, the story of one of our
customers."
"Story!"
He seemed wilfully to mistake the word she
had repeated, when he added, in a hurry, "Yes, customers; in the banking
business we usually call our connection our customers. He was a French
gentleman; a scientific gentleman; a man of great acquirements--a Doctor."
"Not of
"Why, yes, of
"At that time--I may ask, at what
time, sir?"
"I speak, miss, of twenty years ago.
He married--an English lady--and I was one of the trustees. His affairs, like
the affairs of many other French gentlemen and French families, were entirely
in Tellson's hands. In a similar way I am, or I have been, trustee of one kind
or other for scores of our customers. These are mere business relations, miss;
there is no friendship in them, no particular interest, nothing like sentiment.
I have passed from one to another, in the course of my business life, just as I
pass from one of our customers to another in the course of my business day; in
short, I have no feelings; I am a mere machine. To go on--"
"But this is my father's story, sir;
and I begin to think" --the curiously roughened forehead was very intent
upon him--"that when I was left an orphan through my mother's surviving my
father only two years, it was you who brought me to England. I am almost sure
it was you."
Mr. Lorry took the hesitating little hand
that confidingly advanced to take his, and he put it with some ceremony to his
lips. He then conducted the young lady straightway to her chair again, and,
holding the chair-back with his left hand, and using his right by turns to rub
his chin, pull his wig at the ears, or point what he said, stood looking down
into her face while she sat looking up into his.
"Miss Manette, it was I. And you will see how
truly I spoke of myself just now, in saying I had no feelings, and that all the
relations I hold with my fellow-creatures are mere business relations, when you
reflect that I have never seen you since. No; you have been the ward of
Tellson's House since, and I have been busy with the other business of
Tellson's House since. Feelings! I have no time for them, no chance of them. I
pass my whole life, miss, in turning an immense pecuniary Mangle."
After this odd description of his daily
routine of employment, Mr. Lorry flattened his flaxen wig upon his head with
both hands (which was most unnecessary, for nothing could be flatter than its
shining surface was before), and resumed his former attitude.
"So far, miss (as you have remarked),
this is the story of your regretted father. Now comes the difference. If your
father had not died when he did--Don't be frightened! How you start!"
She did, indeed, start. And she caught his
wrist with both her hands.
"Pray," said Mr. Lorry, in a
soothing tone, bringing his left hand from the back of the chair to lay it on
the supplicatory fingers that clasped him in so violent a tremble: "pray
control your agitation--a matter of business. As I was saying--"
Her look so discomposed him that he
stopped, wandered, and began anew:
"As I was saying; if Monsieur Manette
had not died; if he had suddenly and silently disappeared; if he had been
spirited away; if it had not been difficult to guess to what dreadful place,
though no art could trace him; if he had an enemy in some compatriot who could
exercise a privilege that I in my own time have known the boldest people afraid
to speak of in a whisper, across the water there; for instance, the privilege of
filling up blank forms for the consignment of any one to the oblivion of a
prison for any length of time; if his wife had implored the king, the queen,
the court, the clergy, for any tidings of him, and all quite in vain;--then the
history of your father would have been the history of this unfortunate
gentleman, the Doctor of Beauvais."
"I entreat you to tell me more,
sir."
"I will. I am going to. You can bear
it?"
"I can bear anything but the
uncertainty you leave me in at this moment."
"You speak collectedly, and you--are collected. That's
good!" (Though his manner was less satisfied than his words.) "A
matter of business. Regard it as a matter of business--business that must be
done. Now if this doctor's wife, though a lady of great courage and spirit, had
suffered so intensely from this cause before her little child was born--"
"The little child was a daughter,
sir."
"A daughter. A-a-matter of
business--don't be distressed. Miss, if the poor lady had suffered so intensely
before her little child was born, that she came to the determination of sparing
the poor child the inheritance of any part of the agony she had known the pains
of, by rearing her in the belief that her father was dead-- No, don't kneel! In
Heaven's name why should you kneel to me!"
"For the truth. O dear, good,
compassionate sir, for the truth!"
"A--a matter of business. You confuse
me, and how can I transact business if I am confused? Let us be clear-headed.
If you could kindly mention now, for instance, what nine times ninepence are, or
how many shillings in twenty guineas, it would be so encouraging. I should be
so much more at my ease about your state of mind."
Without directly answering to this appeal,
she sat so still when he had very gently raised her, and the hands that had not
ceased to clasp his wrists were so much more steady than they had been, that
she communicated some reassurance to Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
"That's right, that's right. Courage!
Business! You have business before you; useful business. Miss Manette, your
mother took this course with you. And when she died--I believe broken-hearted--
having never slackened her unavailing search for your father, she left you, at
two years old, to grow to be blooming, beautiful, and happy, without the dark
cloud upon you of living in uncertainty whether your father soon wore his heart
out in prison, or wasted there through many lingering years."
As he said the words he looked down, with
an admiring pity, on the flowing golden hair; as if he pictured to himself that
it might have been already tinged with grey.
"You know that your parents had no
great possession, and that what they had was secured to your mother and to you.
There has been no new discovery, of money, or of any other property;
but--"
He felt his wrist held closer, and he stopped.
The expression in the forehead, which had so particularly attracted his notice,
and which was now immovable, had deepened into one of pain and horror.
"But he has been--been found. He is
alive. Greatly changed, it is too probable; almost a wreck, it is possible;
though we will hope the best. Still, alive. Your father has been taken to the
house of an old servant in
A shiver ran through her frame, and from it
through his. She said, in a low, distinct, awe-stricken voice, as if she were
saying it in a dream,
"I am going to see his Ghost! It will
be his Ghost--not him!"
Mr. Lorry quietly chafed the hands that
held his arm. "There, there, there! See now, see now! The best and the
worst are known to you, now. You are well on your way to the poor wronged
gentleman, and, with a fair sea voyage, and a fair land journey, you will be
soon at his dear side."
She repeated in the same tone, sunk to a
whisper, "I have been free, I have been happy, yet his Ghost has never
haunted me!"
"Only one thing more," said Mr.
Lorry, laying stress upon it as a wholesome means of enforcing her attention:
"he has been found under another name; his own, long forgotten or long
concealed. It would be worse than useless now to inquire which; worse than
useless to seek to know whether he has been for years overlooked, or always
designedly held prisoner. It would be worse than useless now to make any
inquiries, because it would be dangerous. Better not to mention the subject,
anywhere or in any way, and to remove him--for a while at all events-- out of
Perfectly still and silent, and not even
fallen back in her chair, she sat under his hand, utterly insensible; with her
eyes open and fixed upon him, and with that last expression looking as if it
were carved or branded into her forehead. So close was her hold upon his arm,
that he feared to detach himself lest he should hurt her; therefore he called
out loudly for assistance without moving.
A wild-looking woman, whom even in his
agitation, Mr. Lorry observed to be all of a red colour, and to have red hair,
and to be dressed in some extraordinary tight-fitting fashion, and to have on
her head a most wonderful bonnet like a Grenadier wooden measure, and good
measure too, or a great Stilton cheese, came running into the room in advance
of the inn servants, and soon settled the question of his detachment from the
poor young lady, by laying a brawny hand upon his chest, and sending him flying
back against the nearest wall.
("I really think this must be a
man!" was Mr. Lorry's breathless reflection, simultaneously with his
coming against the wall.)
"Why, look at you all!" bawled
this figure, addressing the inn servants. "Why don't you go and fetch
things, instead of standing there staring at me? I am not so much to look at,
am I? Why don't you go and fetch things? I'll let you know, if you don't bring
smelling-salts, cold water, and vinegar, quick, I will."
There was an immediate dispersal for these
restoratives, and she softly laid the patient on a sofa, and tended her with
great skill and gentleness: calling her "my precious!" and "my
bird!" and spreading her golden hair aside over her shoulders with great
pride and care.
"And you in brown!" she said,
indignantly turning to Mr. Lorry; "couldn't you tell her what you had to
tell her, without frightening her to death? Look at her, with her pretty pale
face and her cold hands. Do you call that
being a Banker?"
Mr. Lorry was so exceedingly disconcerted
by a question so hard to answer, that he could only look on, at a distance,
with much feebler sympathy and humility, while the strong woman, having
banished the inn servants under the mysterious penalty of "letting them
know" something not mentioned if they stayed there, staring, recovered her
charge by a regular series of gradations, and coaxed her to lay her drooping
head upon her shoulder.
"I hope she will do well now,"
said Mr. Lorry.
"No thanks to you in brown, if she
does. My darling pretty!"
"I hope," said Mr. Lorry, after
another pause of feeble sympathy and humility, "that you accompany Miss
Manette to
"A likely thing, too!" replied
the strong woman. "If it was ever intended that I should go across salt
water, do you suppose
This being another question hard to answer,
Mr. Jarvis Lorry withdrew to consider it.
5: The Wine Shop
A large cask of wine had been dropped and
broken, in the street. The accident had happened in getting it out of a cart;
the cask had tumbled out with a run, the hoops had burst, and it lay on the
stones just outside the door of the wine-shop, shattered like a walnut-shell.
All the people within reach had suspended
their business, or their idleness, to run to the spot and drink the wine. The
rough, irregular stones of the street, pointing every way, and designed, one
might have thought, expressly to lame all living creatures that approached
them, had dammed it into little pools; these were surrounded, each by its own
jostling group or crowd, according to its size. Some men kneeled down, made
scoops of their two hands joined, and sipped, or tried to help women, who bent
over their shoulders, to sip, before the wine had all run out between their
fingers. Others, men and women, dipped in the puddles with little mugs of
mutilated earthenware, or even with handkerchiefs from women's heads, which
were squeezed dry into infants' mouths; others made small mudembankments, to
stem the wine as it ran; others, directed by lookers-on up at high windows,
darted here and there, to cut off little streams of wine that started away in
new directions; others devoted themselves to the sodden and lee-dyed pieces of
the cask, licking, and even champing the moister wine-rotted fragments with
eager relish. There was no drainage to carry off the wine, and not only did it
all get taken up, but so much mud got taken up along with it, that there might
have been a scavenger in the street, if anybody acquainted with it could have
believed in such a miraculous presence.
A shrill sound of laughter and of amused
voices--voices of men, women, and children--resounded in the street while this
wine game lasted. There was little roughness in the sport, and much
playfulness. There was a special companionship in it, an observable inclination
on the part of every one to join some other one, which led, especially among
the luckier or lighter-hearted, to frolicsome embraces, drinking of healths,
shaking of hands, and even joining of hands and dancing, a dozen together. When
the wine was gone, and the places where it had been most abundant were raked
into a gridiron-pattern by fingers, these demonstrations ceased, as suddenly as
they had broken out. The man who had left his saw sticking in the firewood he
was cutting, set it in motion again; the women who had left on a door-step the
little pot of hot ashes, at which she had been trying to soften the pain in her
own starved fingers and toes, or in those of her child, returned to it; men
with bare arms, matted locks, and cadaverous faces, who had emerged into the
winter light from cellars, moved away, to descend again; and a gloom gathered
on the scene that appeared more natural to it than sunshine.
The wine was red wine, and had stained the
ground of the narrow street in the suburb of Saint Antoine, in
The time was to come, when that wine too
would be spilled on the street-stones, and when the stain of it would be red
upon many there.
And now that the cloud settled on Saint
Antoine, which a momentary gleam had driven from his sacred countenance, the
darkness of it was heavy--cold, dirt, sickness, ignorance, and want, were the
lords in waiting on the saintly presence--nobles of great power all of them;
but, most especially the last. Samples of a people that had undergone a
terrible grinding and regrinding in the mill, and certainly not in the fabulous
mill which ground old people young, shivered at every corner, passed in and out
at every doorway, looked from every window, fluttered in every vestige of a
garment that the wind shook. The mill which had worked them down, was the mill
that grinds young people old; the children had ancient faces and grave voices;
and upon them, and upon the grown faces, and ploughed into every furrow of age
and coming up afresh, was the sigh, Hunger. It was prevalent everywhere. Hunger
was pushed out of the tall houses, in the wretched clothing that hung upon
poles and lines; Hunger was patched into them with straw and rag and wood and
paper; Hunger was repeated in every fragment of the small modicum of firewood
that the man sawed off; Hunger stared down from the smokeless chimneys, and
started up from the filthy street that had no offal, among its refuse, of
anything to eat. Hunger was the inscription on the baker's shelves, written in
every small loaf of his scanty stock of bad bread; at the sausage-shop, in
every dead-dog preparation that was offered for sale. Hunger rattled its dry
bones among the roasting chestnuts in the turned cylinder; Hunger was shred into
atomics in every farthing porringer of husky chips of potato, fried with some
reluctant drops of oil.
Its abiding place was in all things fitted
to it. A narrow winding street, full of offence and stench, with other narrow
winding streets diverging, all peopled by rags and nightcaps, and all smelling
of rags and nightcaps, and all visible things with a brooding look upon them
that looked ill. In the hunted air of the people there was yet some wild-beast
thought of the possibility of turning at bay. Depressed and slinking though
they were, eyes of fire were not wanting among them; nor compressed lips, white
with what they suppressed; nor foreheads knitted into the likeness of the
gallows-rope they mused about enduring, or inflicting. The trade signs (and they
were almost as many as the shops) were, all, grim illustrations of Want. The
butcher and the porkman painted up, only the leanest scrags of meat; the baker,
the coarsest of meagre loaves. The people rudely pictured as drinking in the
wine-shops, croaked over their scanty measures of thin wine and beer, and were
gloweringly confidential together. Nothing was represented in a flourishing
condition, save tools and weapons; but, the cutler's knives and axes were sharp
and bright, the smith's hammers were heavy, and the gunmaker's stock was
murderous. The crippling stones of the pavement, with their many little
reservoirs of mud and water, had no footways, but broke off abruptly at the
doors. The kennel, to make amends, ran down the middle of the street--when it
ran at all: which was only after heavy rains, and then it ran, by many
eccentric fits, into the houses. Across the streets, at wide intervals, one
clumsy lamp was slung by a rope and pulley; at night, when the lamplighter had
let these down, and lighted, and hoisted them again, a feeble grove of dim
wicks swung in a sickly manner overhead, as if they were at sea. Indeed they
were at sea, and the ship and crew were in peril of tempest.
For, the time was to come, when the gaunt
scarecrows of that region should have watched the lamplighter, in their
idleness and hunger, so long, as to conceive the idea of improving on his
method, and hauling up men by those ropes and pulleys, to flare upon the
darkness of their condition. But, the time was not come yet; and every wind
that blew over
The wine-shop was a corner shop, better
than most others in its appearance and degree, and the master of the wine-shop
had stood outside it, in a yellow waistcoat and green breeches, looking on at
the struggle for the lost wine. "It's not my affair," said he, with a
final shrug of the shoulders. "The people from the market did it. Let them
bring another."
There, his eyes happening to catch the tall
joker writing up his joke, he called to him across the way:
"Say, then, my Gaspard, what do you do
there?"
The fellow pointed to his joke with immense
significance, as is often the way with his tribe. It missed its mark, and
completely failed, as is often the way with his tribe too.
"What now? Are you a subject for the
mad hospital?" said the wine-shop keeper, crossing the road, and
obliterating the jest with a handful of mud, picked up for the purpose, and
smeared over it. "Why do you write in the public streets? Is there--tell
me thou--is there no other place to write such words in?"
In his expostulation he dropped his cleaner
hand (perhaps accidentally, perhaps not) upon the joker's heart. The joker
rapped it with his own, took a nimble spring upward, and came down in a
fantastic dancing attitude, with one of his stained shoes jerked off his foot
into his hand, and held out. A joker of an extremely, not to say wolfishly
practical character, he looked, under those circumstances.
"Put it on, put it on," said the
other. "Call wine, wine; and finish there." With that advice, he
wiped his soiled hand upon the joker's dress, such as it was--quite
deliberately, as having dirtied the hand on his account; and then recrossed the
road and entered the wine-shop.
This wine-shop keeper was a bull-necked,
martial-looking man of thirty, and he should have been of a hot temperament,
for, although it was a bitter day, he wore no coat, but carried one slung over
his shoulder. His shirt-sleeves were rolled up, too, and his brown arms were
bare to the elbows. Neither did he wear anything more on his head than his own
crisply-curling short dark hair. He was a dark man altogether, with good eyes
and a good bold breadth between them. Good-humoured looking on the whole, but
implacable-looking, too; evidently a man of a strong resolution and a set
purpose; a man not desirable to be met, rushing down a narrow pass with a gulf
on either side, for nothing would turn the man.
Madame Defarge, his wife, sat in the shop
behind the counter as he came in. Madame Defarge was a stout woman of about his
own age, with a watchful eye that seldom seemed to look at anything, a large
hand heavily ringed, a steady face, strong features, and great composure of
manner. There was a character about Madame Defarge, from which one might have
predicated that she did not often make mistakes against herself in any of the
reckonings over which she presided. Madame Defarge being sensitive to cold, was
wrapped in fur, and had a quantity of bright shawl twined about her head,
though not to the concealment of her large earrings. Her knitting was before
her, but she had laid it down to pick her teeth with a toothpick. Thus engaged,
with her right elbow supported by her left hand, Madame Defarge said nothing
when her lord came in, but coughed just one grain of cough. This, in
combination with the lifting of her darkly defined eyebrows over her toothpick
by the breadth of a line, suggested to her husband that he would do well to
look round the shop among the customers, for any new customer who had dropped
in while he stepped over the way.
The wine-shop keeper accordingly rolled his
eyes about, until they rested upon an elderly gentleman and a young lady, who were
seated in a corner. Other company were there: two playing cards, two playing
dominoes, three standing by the counter lengthening out a short supply of wine.
As he passed behind the counter, he took notice that the elderly gentleman said
in a look to the young lady, "This is our man."
"What the devil do you do in that galley
there?" said Monsieur Defarge to himself; "I don't know you."
But, he feigned not to notice the two
strangers, and fell into discourse with the triumvirate of customers who were
drinking at the counter.
"How goes it, Jacques?" said one
of these three to Monsieur Defarge. "Is all the spilt wine
swallowed?"
"Every drop, Jacques," answered
Monsieur Defarge.
When this interchange of Christian name was
effected, Madame Defarge, picking her teeth with her toothpick, coughed another
grain of cough, and raised her eyebrows by the breadth of another line.
"It is not often," said the
second of the three, addressing Monsieur Defarge, "that many of these
miserable beasts know the taste of wine, or of anything but black bread and
death. Is it not so, Jacques?"
"It is so, Jacques," Monsieur
Defarge returned.
At this second interchange of the Christian
name, Madame Defarge, still using her toothpick with profound composure,
coughed another grain of cough, and raised her eyebrows by the breadth of
another line.
The last of the three now said his say, as
he put down his empty drinking vessel and smacked his lips.
"Ah! So much the worse! A bitter taste
it is that such poor cattle always have in their mouths, and hard lives they
live, Jacques. Am I right, Jacques?"
"You are right, Jacques," was the
response of Monsieur Defarge.
This third interchange of the Christian
name was completed at the moment when Madame Defarge put her toothpick by, kept
her eyebrows up, and slightly rustled in her seat.
"Hold then! True!" muttered her
husband. "Gentlemen--my wife!"
The three customers pulled off their hats
to Madame Defarge, with three flourishes. She acknowledged their homage by
bending her head, and giving them a quick look. Then she glanced in a casual
manner round the wine-shop, took up her knitting with great apparent calmness
and repose of spirit, and became absorbed in it.
"Gentlemen," said her husband,
who had kept his bright eye observantly upon her, "good day. The chamber,
furnished bachelorfashion, that you wished to see, and were inquiring for when
I stepped out, is on the fifth floor. The doorway of the staircase gives on the
little courtyard close to the left here," pointing with his hand, "near
to the window of my establishment. But, now that I remember, one of you has
already been there, and can show the way. Gentlemen, adieu!"
They paid for their wine, and left the
place. The eyes of Monsieur Defarge were studying his wife at her knitting when
the elderly gentleman advanced from his corner, and begged the favour of a
word.
"Willingly, sir," said Monsieur
Defarge, and quietly stepped with him to the door.
Their conference was very short, but very
decided. Almost at the first word, Monsieur Defarge started and became deeply
attentive. It had not lasted a minute, when he nodded and went out. The
gentleman then beckoned to the young lady, and they, too, went out. Madame
Defarge knitted with nimble fingers and steady eyebrows, and saw nothing.
Mr. Jarvis Lorry and Miss Manette, emerging
from the wine-shop thus, joined Monsieur Defarge in the doorway to which he had
directed his own company just before. It opened from a stinking little black
courtyard, and was the general public entrance to a great pile of houses,
inhabited by a great number of people. In the gloomy tilepaved entry to the
gloomy tile-paved staircase, Monsieur Defarge bent down on one knee to the
child of his old master, and put her hand to his lips. It was a gentle action,
but not at all gently done; a very remarkable transformation had come over him
in a few seconds. He had no good-humour in his face, nor any openness of aspect
left, but had become a secret, angry, dangerous man.
"It is very high; it is a little
difficult. Better to begin slowly." Thus, Monsieur Defarge, in a stern
voice, to Mr. Lorry, as they began ascending the stairs.
"Is he alone?" the latter
whispered.
"Alone! God help him, who should be
with him!" said the other, in the same low voice.
"Is he always alone, then?"
"Yes."
"Of his own desire?"
"Of his own necessity. As he was, when
I first saw him after they found me and demanded to know if I would take him,
and, at my peril be discreet--as he was then, so he is now."
"He is greatly changed?"
"Changed!"
The keeper of the wine-shop stopped to
strike the wall with his hand, and mutter a tremendous curse. No direct answer
could have been half so forcible. Mr. Lorry's spirits grew heavier and heavier,
as he and his two companions ascended higher and higher.
Such a staircase, with its accessories, in
the older and more crowded parts of
At last, the top of the staircase was
gained, and they stopped for the third time. There was yet an upper staircase,
of a steeper inclination and of contracted dimensions, to be ascended, before
the garret story was reached. The keeper of the wine-shop, always going a
little in advance, and always going on the side which Mr. Lorry took, as though
he dreaded to be asked any question by the young lady, turned himself about
here, and, carefully feeling in the pockets of the coat he carried over his
shoulder, took out a key.
"The door is locked then, my
friend?" said Mr. Lorry, surprised.
"Ay. Yes," was the grim reply of
Monsieur Defarge.
"You think it necessary to keep the
unfortunate gentleman so retired?"
"I think it necessary to turn the
key." Monsieur Defarge whispered it closer in his ear, and frowned
heavily.
"Why?"
"Why! Because he has lived so long,
locked up, that he would be frightened--rave--tear himself to pieces--die--come
to I know not what harm--if his door was left open."
"Is it possible!" exclaimed Mr.
Lorry.
"Is it possible!" repeated
Defarge, bitterly. "Yes. And a beautiful world we live in, when it is possible, and when many
other such things are possible, and not only possible, but done--done, see
you!--under that sky there, every day. Long live the Devil. Let us go on."
This dialogue had been held in so very low
a whisper, that not a word of it had reached the young lady's ears. But, by
this time she trembled under such strong emotion, and her face expressed such
deep anxiety, and, above all, such dread and terror, that Mr. Lorry felt it
incumbent on him to speak a word or two of reassurance.
"Courage, dear miss! Courage!
Business! The worst will be over in a moment; it is but passing the room-door,
and the worst is over. Then, all the good you bring to him, all the relief, all
the happiness you bring to him, begin. Let our good friend here, assist you on
that side. That's well, friend Defarge. Come, now. Business, business!"
They went up slowly and softly. The
staircase was short, and they were soon at the top. There, as it had an abrupt
turn in it, they came all at once in sight of three men, whose heads were bent
down close together at the side of a door, and who were intently looking into
the room to which the door belonged, through some chinks or holes in the wall.
On hearing footsteps close at hand, these three turned, and rose, and showed
themselves to be the three of one name who had been drinking in the wine-shop.
"I forgot them in the surprise of your
visit," explained Monsieur Defarge. "Leave us, good boys; we have
business here."
The three glided by, and went silently
down.
There appearing to be no other door on that
floor, and the keeper of the wine-shop going straight to this one when they
were left alone, Mr. Lorry asked him in a whisper, with a little anger:
"Do you make a show of Monsieur
Manette?"
"I show him, in the way you have seen,
to a chosen few."
"Is that well?"
"I
think it is well."
"Who are the few? How do you choose
them?"
"I choose them as real men, of my
name--Jacques is my name--to whom the sight is likely to do good. Enough; you
are English; that is another thing. Stay there, if you please, a little
moment."
With an admonitory gesture to keep them
back, he stooped, and looked in through the crevice in the wall. Soon raising
his head again, he struck twice or thrice upon the door--evidently with no
other object than to make a noise there. With the same intention, he drew the
key across it, three or four times, before he put it clumsily into the lock,
and turned it as heavily as he could.
The door slowly opened inward under his
hand, and he looked into the room and said something. A faint voice answered
something. Little more than a single syllable could have been spoken on either
side.
He looked back over his shoulder, and
beckoned them to enter. Mr. Lorry got his arm securely round the daughter's
waist, and held her; for he felt that she was sinking.
"A-a-a-business, business!" he
urged, with a moisture that was not of business shining on his cheek.
"Come in, come in!"
"I am afraid of it," she
answered, shuddering.
"Of it? What?"
"I mean of him. Of my father."
Rendered in a manner desperate, by her
state and by the beckoning of their conductor, he drew over his neck the arm
that shook upon his shoulder, lifted her a little, and hurried her into the
room. He sat her down just within the door, and held her, clinging to him.
Defarge drew out the key, closed the door,
locked it on the inside, took out the key again, and held it in his hand. All
this he did, methodically, and with as loud and harsh an accompaniment of noise
as he could make. Finally, he walked across the room with a measured tread to
where the window was. He stopped there, and faced round.
The garret, built to be a depository for
firewood and the like, was dim and dark: for, the window of dormer shape, was
in truth a door in the roof, with a little crane over it for the hoisting up of
stores from the street: unglazed, and closing up the middle in two pieces, like
any other door of French construction. To exclude the cold, one half of this
door was fast closed, and the other was opened but a very little way. Such a
scanty portion of light was admitted through these means, that it was
difficult, on first coming in, to see anything; and long habit alone could have
slowly formed in any one, the ability to do any work requiring nicety in such
obscurity. Yet, work of that kind was being done in the garret; for, with his
back towards the door, and his face towards the window where the keeper of the
wine-shop stood looking at him, a white-haired man sat on a low bench, stooping
forward and very busy, making shoes.
6: The Shoemaker
"Good day!" said Monsieur
Defarge, looking down at the white head that bent low over the shoemaking.
It was raised for a moment, and a very
faint voice responded to the salutation, as if it were at a distance:
"Good day!"
"You are still hard at work, I
see?"
After a long silence, the head was lifted
for another moment, and the voice replied, "Yes--I am working." This
time, a pair of haggard eyes had looked at the questioner, before the face had
dropped again.
The faintness of the voice was pitiable and
dreadful. It was not the faintness of physical weakness, though confinement and
hard fare no doubt had their part in it. Its deplorable peculiarity was, that
it was the faintness of solitude and disuse. It was like the last feeble echo
of a sound made long and long ago. So entirely had it lost the life and
resonance of the human voice, that it affected the senses like a once beautiful
colour faded away into a poor weak stain. So sunken and suppressed it was, that
it was like a voice underground. So expressive it was, of a hopeless and lost
creature, that a famished traveller, wearied out by lonely wandering in a
wilderness, would have remembered home and friends in such a tone before lying
down to die.
Some minutes of silent work had passed: and
the haggard eyes had looked up again: not with any interest or curiosity, but
with a dull mechanical perception, beforehand, that the spot where the only
visitor they were aware of had stood, was not yet empty.
"I want," said Defarge, who had
not removed his gaze from the shoemaker, "to let in a little more light
here. You can bear a little more?"
The shoemaker stopped his work; looked with
a vacant air of listening, at the floor on one side of him; then similarly, at
the floor on the other side of him; then, upward at the speaker.
"What did you say?"
"You can bear a little more
light?"
"I must bear it, if you let it
in." (Laying the palest shadow of a stress upon the second word.)
The opened half-door was opened a little
further, and secured at that angle for the time. A broad ray of light fell into
the garret, and showed the workman with an unfinished shoe upon his lap,
pausing in his labour. His few common tools and various scraps of leather were
at his feet and on his bench. He had a white beard, raggedly cut, but not very
long, a hollow face, and exceedingly bright eyes. The hollowness and thinness
of his face would have caused them to look large, under his yet dark eyebrows
and his confused white hair, though they had been really otherwise; but, they
were naturally large, and looked unnaturally so. His yellow rags of shirt lay
open at the throat, and showed his body to be withered and worn. He, and his
old canvas frock, and his loose stockings, and all his poor tatters of clothes,
had, in a long seclusion from direct light and air, faded down to such a dull uniformity
of parchment-yellow, that it would have been hard to say which was which.
He had put up a hand between his eyes and
the light, and the very bones of it seemed transparent. So he sat, with a
steadfastly vacant gaze, pausing in his work. He never looked at the figure
before him, without first looking down on this side of himself, then on that,
as if he had lost the habit of associating place with sound; he never spoke,
without first wandering in this manner, and forgetting to speak.
"Are you going to finish that pair of
shoes to-day?" asked Defarge, motioning to Mr. Lorry to come forward.
"What did you say?"
"Do you mean to finish that pair of
shoes to-day?"
"I can't say that I mean to. I suppose
so. I don't know."
But, the question reminded him of his work,
and he bent over it again.
Mr. Lorry came silently forward, leaving
the daughter by the door. When he had stood, for a minute or two, by the side
of Defarge, the shoemaker looked up. He showed no surprise at seeing another
figure, but the unsteady fingers of one of his hands strayed to his lips as he
looked at it (his lips and his nails were of the same pale leadcolour), and
then the hand dropped to his work, and he once more bent over the shoe. The
look and the action had occupied but an instant.
"You have a visitor, you see,"
said Monsieur Defarge.
"What did you say?"
"Here is a visitor."
The shoemaker looked up as before, but
without removing a hand from his work.
"Come!" said Defarge. "Here
is monsieur, who knows a well-made shoe when he sees one. Show him that shoe
you are working at. Take it, monsieur."
Mr. Lorry took it in his hand.
"Tell monsieur what kind of shoe it
is, and the maker's name."
There was a longer pause than usual, before
the shoemaker replied:
"I forget what it was you asked me.
What did you say?"
"I said, couldn't you describe the
kind of shoe, for monsieur's information?"
"It is a lady's shoe. It is a young
lady's walking-shoe. It is in the present mode. I never saw the mode. I have
had a pattern in my hand." He glanced at the shoe with some little passing
touch of pride.
"And the maker's name?" said
Defarge.
Now that he had no work to hold, he laid
the knuckles of the right hand in the hollow of the left, and then the knuckles
of the left hand in the hollow of the right, and then passed a hand across his
bearded chin, and so on in regular changes, without a moment's intermission.
The task of recalling him from the vagrancy into which he always sank when he
had spoken, was like recalling some very weak person from a swoon, or
endeavouring, in the hope of some disclosure, to stay the spirit of a
fast-dying man.
"Did you ask me for my name?"
"Assuredly I did."
"One Hundred and Five,
"Is that all?"
"One Hundred and Five,
With a weary sound that was not a sigh, nor
a groan, he bent to work again, until the silence was again broken.
"You are not a shoemaker by
trade?" said Mr. Lorry, looking steadfastly at him.
His haggard eyes turned to Defarge as if he
would have transferred the question to him: but as no help came from that
quarter, they turned back on the questioner when they had sought the ground.
"I am not a shoemaker by trade? No, I
was not a shoemaker by trade. I-I learnt it here. I taught myself. I asked
leave to--"
He lapsed away, even for minutes, ringing
those measured changes on his hands the whole time. His eyes came slowly back,
at last, to the face from which they had wandered; when they rested on it, he
started, and resumed, in the manner of a sleeper that moment awake, reverting
to a subject of last night.
"I asked leave to teach myself, and I
got it with much difficulty after a long while, and I have made shoes ever
since."
As he held out his hand for the shoe that
had been taken from him, Mr. Lorry said, still looking steadfastly in his face:
"Monsieur Manette, do you remember
nothing of me?"
The shoe dropped to the ground, and he sat
looking fixedly at the questioner.
"Monsieur Manette"; Mr. Lorry
laid his hand upon Defarge's arm; "do you remember nothing of this man?
Look at him. Look at me. Is there no old banker, no old business, no old
servant, no old time, rising in your mind, Monsieur Manette?"
As the captive of many years sat looking
fixedly, by turns, at Mr. Lorry and at Defarge, some long obliterated marks of
an actively intent intelligence in the middle of the forehead, gradually forced
themselves through the black mist that had fallen on him. They were overclouded
again, they were fainter, they were gone; but they had been there. And so
exactly was the expression repeated on the fair young face of her who had crept
along the wall to a point where she could see him, and where she now stood
looking at him, with hands which at first had been only raised in frightened
compassion, if not even to keep him off and shut out the sight of him, but
which were now extending towards him, trembling with eagerness to lay the
spectral face upon her warm young breast, and love it back to life and hope--so
exactly was the expression repeated (though in stronger characters) on her fair
young face, that it looked as though it had passed like a moving light, from
him to her.
Darkness had fallen on him in its place. He
looked at the two, less and less attentively, and his eyes in gloomy
abstraction sought the ground and looked about him in the old way. Finally,
with a deep long sigh, he took the shoe up, and resumed his work.
"Have you recognised him,
monsieur?" asked Defarge in a whisper.
"Yes; for a moment. At first I thought
it quite hopeless, but I have unquestionably seen, for a single moment, the
face that I once knew so well. Hush! Let us draw further back. Hush!"
She had moved from the wall of the garret,
very near to the bench on which he sat. There was something awful in his
unconsciousness of the figure that could have put out its hand and touched him
as he stooped over his labour.
Not a word was spoken, not a sound was
made. She stood, like a spirit, beside him, and he bent over his work.
It happened, at length, that he had
occasion to change the instrument in his hand, for his shoemaker's knife. It
lay on that side of him which was not the side on which she stood. He had taken
it up, and was stooping to work again, when his eyes caught the skirt of her
dress. He raised them, and saw her face. The two spectators started forward,
but she stayed them with a motion of her hand. She had no fear of his striking
at her with the knife, though they had.
He stared at her with a fearful look, and
after a while his lips began to form some words, though no sound proceeded from
them. By degrees, in the pauses of his quick and laboured breathing, he was
heard to say:
"What is this?"
With the tears streaming down her face, she
put her two hands to her lips, and kissed them to him; then clasped them on her
breast, as if she laid his ruined head there.
"You are not the gaoler's
daughter?"
She sighed "No."
"Who are you?"
Not yet trusting the tones of her voice,
she sat down on the bench beside him. He recoiled, but she laid her hand upon
his arm. A strange thrill struck him when she did so, and visibly passed over
his frame; he laid the knife down softly, as he sat staring at her.
Her golden hair, which she wore in long
curls, had been hurriedly pushed aside, and fell down over her neck. Advancing
his hand by little and little, he took it up and looked at it. In the midst of
the action he went astray, and, with another deep sigh, fell to work at his
shoemaking.
But not for long. Releasing his arm, she
laid her hand upon his shoulder. After looking doubtfully at it, two or three
times, as if to be sure that it was really there, he laid down his work, put
his hand to his neck, and took off a blackened string with a scrap of folded
rag attached to it. He opened this, carefully, on his knee, and it contained a
very little quantity of hair: not more than one or two long golden hairs, which
he had, in some old day, wound off upon his finger.
He took her hair into his hand again, and
looked closely at it. "It is the same. How can it be! When was it! How was
it!"
As the concentrated expression returned to
his forehead, he seemed to become conscious that it was in hers too. He turned
her full to the light, and looked at her.
"She had laid her head upon my
shoulder, that night when I was summoned out--she had a fear of my going,
though I had none--and when I was brought to the North Tower they found these
upon my sleeve. 'You will leave me them? They can never help me to escape in
the body, though they may in the spirit.' Those were the words I said. I
remember them very well."
He formed this speech with his lips many
times before he could utter it. But when he did find spoken words for it, they
came to him coherently, though slowly.
"How was this?--Was it you?"
Once more, the two spectators started, as
he turned upon her with a frightful suddenness. But she sat perfectly still in
his grasp, and only said, in a low voice, "I entreat you, good gentlemen,
do not come near us, do not speak, do not move!"
"Hark!" he exclaimed. "Whose
voice was that?"
His hands released her as he uttered this
cry, and went up to his white hair, which they tore in a frenzy. It died out,
as everything but his shoemaking did die out of him, and he refolded his little
packet and tried to secure it in his breast; but he still looked at her, and
gloomily shook his head.
"No, no, no; you are too young, too
blooming. It can't be. See what the prisoner is. These are not the hands she
knew, this is not the face she knew, this is not a voice she ever heard. No,
no. She was--and He was--before the slow years of the
Hailing his softened tone and manner, his
daughter fell upon her knees before him, with her appealing hands upon his
breast.
"O, sir, at another time you shall
know my name, and who my mother was, and who my father, and how I never knew
their hard, hard history. But I cannot tell you at this time, and I cannot tell
you here. All that I may tell you, here and now, is, that I pray to you to
touch me and to bless me. Kiss me, kiss me! O my dear, my dear!"
His cold white head mingled with her
radiant hair, which warmed and lighted it as though it were the light of
Freedom shining on him.
"If you hear in my voice--I don't know
that it is so, but I hope it is--if you hear in my voice any resemblance to a
voice that once was sweet music in your ears, weep for it, weep for it! If you
touch, in touching my hair, anything that recalls a beloved head that lay on
your breast when you were young and free, weep for it, weep for it! If, when I
hint to you of a Home that is before us, where I will be true to you with all
my duty and with all my faithful service, I bring back the remembrance of a
Home long desolate, while your poor heart pined away, weep for it, weep for
it!"
She held him closer round the neck, and
rocked him on her breast like a child.
"If, when I tell you, dearest dear,
that your agony is over, and that I have come here to take you from it, and
that we go to England to be at peace and at rest, I cause you to think of your
useful life laid waste, and of our native France so wicked to you, weep for it,
weep for it! And if, when I shall tell you of my name, and of my father who is
living, and of my mother who is dead, you learn that I have to kneel to my
honoured father, and implore his pardon for having never for his sake striven
all day and lain awake and wept all night, because the love of my poor mother
hid his torture from me, weep for it, weep for it! Weep for her, then, and for
me! Good gentlemen, thank God! I feel his sacred tears upon my face, and his
sobs strike against my heart. O, see! Thank God for us, thank God!"
He had sunk in her arms, and his face
dropped on her breast: a sight so touching, yet so terrible in the tremendous
wrong and suffering which had gone before it, that the two beholders covered their
faces.
When the quiet of the garret had been long
undisturbed, and his heaving breast and shaken form had long yielded to the
calm that must follow all storms--emblem to humanity, of the rest and silence
into which the storm called Life must hush at last--they came forward to raise
the father and daughter from the ground. He had gradually dropped to the floor,
and lay there in a lethargy, worn out. She had nestled down with him, that his
head might lie upon her arm; and her hair drooping over him curtained him from
the light.
"If, without disturbing him," she
said, raising her hand to Mr. Lorry as he stooped over them, after repeated
blowings of his nose, "all could be arranged for our leaving Paris at
once, so that, from the very door, he could be taken away--"
"But, consider. Is he fit for the
journey?" asked Mr. Lorry.
"More fit for that, I think, than to
remain in this city, so dreadful to him."
"It is true," said Defarge, who
was kneeling to look on and hear. "More than that; Monsieur Manette is, for
all reasons, best out of
"That's business," said Mr.
Lorry, resuming on the shortest notice his methodical manners; "and if
business is to be done, I had better do it."
"Then be so kind," urged Miss Manette,
"as to leave us here. You see how composed he has become, and you cannot
be afraid to leave him with me now. Why should you be? If you will lock the
door to secure us from interruption, I do not doubt that you will find him,
when you come back, as quiet as you leave him. In any case, I will take care of
him until you return, and then we will remove him straight."
Both Mr. Lorry and Defarge were rather
disinclined to this course, and in favour of one of them remaining. But, as
there were not only carriage and horses to be seen to, but travelling papers;
and as time pressed, for the day was drawing to an end, it came at last to
their hastily dividing the business that was necessary to be done, and hurrying
away to do it.
Then, as the darkness closed in, the
daughter laid her head down on the hard ground close at the father's side, and
watched him. The darkness deepened and deepened, and they both lay quiet, until
a light gleamed through the chinks in the wall.
Mr. Lorry and Monsieur Defarge had made all
ready for the journey, and had brought with them, besides travelling cloaks and
wrappers, bread and meat, wine, and hot coffee. Monsieur Defarge put this
provender, and the lamp he carried, on the shoemaker's bench (there was nothing
else in the garret but a pallet bed), and he and Mr. Lorry roused the captive,
and assisted him to his feet.
No human intelligence could have read the
mysteries of his mind, in the scared blank wonder of his face. Whether he knew
what had happened, whether he recollected what they had said to him, whether he
knew that he was free, were questions which no sagacity could have solved. They
tried speaking to him; but, he was so confused, and so very slow to answer,
that they took fright at his bewilderment, and agreed for the time to tamper
with him no more. He had a wild, lost manner of occasionally clasping his head
in his hands, that had not been seen in him before; yet, he had some pleasure
in the mere sound of his daughter's voice, and invariably turned to it when she
spoke.
In the submissive way of one long
accustomed to obey under coercion, he ate and drank what they gave him to eat
and drink, and put on the cloak and other wrappings, that they gave him to
wear. He readily responded to his daughter's drawing her arm through his, and
took--and kept--her hand in both his own.
They began to descend; Monsieur Defarge
going first with the lamp, Mr. Lorry closing the little procession. They had
not traversed many steps of the long main staircase when he stopped, and stared
at the roof and round at the wails.
"You remember the place, my father?
You remember coming up here?"
"What did you say?"
But, before she could repeat the question,
he murmured an answer as if she had repeated it.
"Remember? No, I don't remember. It
was so very long ago."
That he had no recollection whatever of his
having been brought from his prison to that house, was apparent to them. They
heard him mutter, "One Hundred and Five,
No crowd was about the door; no people were
discernible at any of the many windows; not even a chance passerby was in the
street. An unnatural silence and desertion reigned there. Only one soul was to
be seen, and that was Madame Defarge--who leaned against the door-post,
knitting, and saw nothing.
The prisoner had got into a coach, and his
daughter had followed him, when Mr. Lorry's feet were arrested on the step by
his asking, miserably, for his shoemaking tools and the unfinished shoes.
Madame Defarge immediately called to her husband that she would get them, and
went, knitting, out of the lamplight, through the courtyard. She quickly
brought them down and handed them in;--and immediately afterwards leaned
against the door-post, knitting, and saw nothing.
Defarge got upon the box, and gave the word
"To the Barrier!" The postilion cracked his whip, and they clattered
away under the feeble over-swinging lamps.
Under the over-swinging lamps--swinging
ever brighter in the better streets, and ever dimmer in the worse--and by
lighted shops, gay crowds, illuminated coffee-houses, and theatre-doors, to one
of the city gates. Soldiers with lanterns, at the guard-house there. "Your
papers, travellers!" "See here then, Monsieur the Officer," said
Defarge, getting down, and taking him gravely apart, "these are the papers
of monsieur inside, with the white head. They were consigned to me, with him,
at the--" He dropped his voice, there was a flutter among the military lanterns,
and one of them being handed into the coach by an arm in uniform, the eyes
connected with the arm looked, not an every day or an every night look, at
monsieur with the white head. "It is well. Forward!" from the
uniform. "Adieu!" from Defarge. And so, under a short grove of
feebler and feebler over-swinging lamps, out under the great grove of stars.
Beneath that arch of unmoved and eternal
lights; some, so remote from this little earth that the learned tell us it is
doubtful whether their rays have even yet discovered it, as a point in space
where anything is suffered or done: the shadows of the night were broad and
black. All through the cold and restless interval, until dawn, they once more
whispered in the ears of Mr. Jarvis Lorry--sitting opposite the buried man who
had been dug out, and wondering what subtle powers were for ever lost to him,
and what were capable of restoration--the old inquiry:
"I hope you care to be recalled to
life?"
And the old answer:
"I can't say."
END OF BOOK 1