Ligeia
by Edgar Allan Poe
(1838)
I CANNOT, for my
soul, remember how, when, or even precisely where, I first became acquainted
with the lady Ligeia. Long years have since elapsed, and my memory is feeble
through much suffering. Or, perhaps, I cannot now bring these points to mind,
because, in truth, the character of my beloved, her rare learning, her singular
yet placid cast of beauty, and the thrilling and enthralling eloquence of her
low musical language, made their way into my heart by paces so steadily and
stealthily progressive that they have been unnoticed and unknown. Yet I believe
that I met her first and most frequently in some large, old, decaying city near
the Rhine. Of her family --I have surely heard her speak. That it is of a
remotely ancient date cannot be doubted. Ligeia! Ligeia! in studies of a nature
more than all else adapted to deaden impressions of the outward world, it is by
that sweet word alone --by Ligeia --that I bring before mine eyes in fancy the
image of her who is no more. And now, while I write, a recollection flashes
upon me that I have never known the paternal name of her who was my friend and
my betrothed, and who became the partner of my studies, and finally the wife of
my bosom. Was it a playful charge on the part of my Ligeia? or was it a test of
my strength of affection, that I should institute no inquiries upon this point?
or was it rather a caprice of my own --a wildly romantic offering on the shrine
of the most passionate devotion? I but indistinctly recall the fact itself
--what wonder that I have utterly forgotten the circumstances which originated
or attended it? And, indeed, if ever she, the wan and the misty-winged Ashtophet of idolatrous Egypt, presided, as they tell, over
marriages ill-omened, then most surely she presided
over mine.
There is one dear
topic, however, on which my memory fails me not. It is the person of Ligeia. In
stature she was tall, somewhat slender, and, in her latter days, even
emaciated. I would in vain attempt to portray the majesty, the quiet ease, of
her demeanor, or the incomprehensible lightness and elasticity of her footfall.
She came and departed as a shadow. I was never made aware of her entrance into
my closed study save by the dear music of her low sweet voice, as she placed
her marble hand upon my shoulder. In beauty of face no maiden ever equalled her. It was the radiance of an opium-dream --an
airy and spirit-lifting vision more wildly divine than the phantasies which
hovered vision about the slumbering souls of the daughters of Delos. Yet her
features were not of that regular mould which we have
been falsely taught to worship in the classical labors of the heathen.
"There is no exquisite beauty," says Bacon, Lord Verulam, speaking
truly of all the forms and genera of beauty, without some strangeness in the
proportion." Yet, although I saw that the features of Ligeia were not of a
classic regularity --although I perceived that her loveliness was indeed
"exquisite," and felt that there was much of "strangeness"
pervading it, yet I have tried in vain to detect the irregularity and to trace
home my own perception of "the strange." I examined the contour of
the lofty and pale forehead --it was faultless --how cold indeed that word when
applied to a majesty so divine! --the skin rivalling the purest ivory, the
commanding extent and repose, the gentle prominence of the regions above the
temples; and then the raven-black, the glossy, the luxuriant and
naturally-curling tresses, setting forth the full force of the Homeric epithet,
"hyacinthine!" I looked at the delicate outlines of the nose --and
nowhere but in the graceful medallions of the Hebrews had I beheld a similar
perfection. There were the same luxurious smoothness
of surface, the same scarcely perceptible tendency to the aquiline, the same
harmoniously curved nostrils speaking the free spirit. I regarded the sweet
mouth. Here was indeed the triumph of all things heavenly --the magnificent
turn of the short upper lip --the soft, voluptuous slumber of the under --the
dimples which sported, and the color which spoke --the teeth glancing back,
with a brilliancy almost startling, every ray of the holy light which fell upon
them in her serene and placid, yet most exultingly radiant of all smiles. I
scrutinized the formation of the chin --and here, too, I found the gentleness
of breadth, the softness and the majesty, the fullness and the spirituality, of
the Greek --the contour which the god Apollo revealed but in
a dream, to Cleomenes, the son of the
Athenian. And then I peered into the large eyes of Ligeia.
For eyes we have no
models in the remotely antique. It might have been, too, that in these eves of
my beloved lay the secret to which Lord Verulam alludes. They were, I must
believe, far larger than the ordinary eyes of our own race. They were even
fuller than the fullest of the gazelle eyes of the tribe of the valley of Nourjahad. Yet it was only at intervals --in moments of
intense excitement --that this peculiarity became more than slightly noticeable
in Ligeia. And at such moments was her beauty --in my heated fancy thus it
appeared perhaps --the beauty of beings either above or apart from the earth
--the beauty of the fabulous Houri of the Turk. The
hue of the orbs was the most brilliant of black, and, far over them, hung jetty
lashes of great length. The brows, slightly irregular in outline, had the same
tint. The "strangeness," however, which I found in the eyes, was of a
nature distinct from the formation, or the color, or the brilliancy of the
features, and must, after all, be referred to the expression. Ah, word of no
meaning! behind whose vast latitude of mere sound we intrench our ignorance of
so much of the spiritual. The expression of the eyes of Ligeia! How for long
hours have I pondered upon it! How have I, through the whole of a midsummer night,
struggled to fathom it! What was it --that something more profound than the
well of Democritus --which lay far within the pupils of my beloved? What was
it? I was possessed with a passion to discover. Those eyes! those large, those
shining, those divine orbs! they became to me twin stars of Leda, and I to them
devoutest of astrologers.
There is no point,
among the many incomprehensible anomalies of the science of mind, more
thrillingly exciting than the fact --never, I believe, noticed in the schools --that,
in our endeavors to recall to memory something long forgotten, we often find
ourselves upon the very verge of remembrance, without being able, in the end,
to remember. And thus how frequently, in my intense
scrutiny of Ligeia's eyes, have I felt approaching the full knowledge of their
expression --felt it approaching --yet not quite be mine --and so at length
entirely depart! And (strange, oh strangest mystery of all!) I found, in the
commonest objects of the universe, a circle of analogies to theat
expression. I mean to say that, subsequently to the period when Ligeia's beauty
passed into my spirit, there dwelling as in a shrine, I derived, from many
existences in the material world, a sentiment such as I felt always aroused
within me by her large and luminous orbs. Yet not the more could I define that
sentiment, or analyze, or even steadily view it. I recognized it, let me
repeat, sometimes in the survey of a rapidly-growing vine --in the
contemplation of a moth, a butterfly, a chrysalis, a stream of running water. I
have felt it in the ocean; in the falling of a meteor. I have felt it in the
glances of unusually aged people. And there are one or two stars in heaven
--(one especially, a star of the sixth magnitude, double and changeable, to be
found near the large star in Lyra) in a telescopic scrutiny of which I have
been made aware of the feeling. I have been filled with it by certain sounds
from stringed instruments, and not unfrequently by
passages from books. Among innumerable other instances, I well remember
something in a volume of Joseph Glanvill, which
(perhaps merely from its quaintness --who shall say?) never failed to inspire
me with the sentiment; --"And the will therein lieth, which dieth not. Who knoweth the
mysteries of the will, with its vigor? For God is but a great will pervading
all things by nature of its intentness. Man doth not
yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness
of his feeble will."
Length of years,
and subsequent reflection, have enabled me to trace, indeed, some remote
connection between this passage in the English moralist and a portion of the
character of Ligeia. An intensity in thought, action, or speech, was possibly,
in her, a result, or at least an index, of that gigantic volition which, during
our long intercourse, failed to give other and more immediate evidence of its
existence. Of all the women whom I have ever known, she, the outwardly calm,
the ever-placid Ligeia, was the most violently a prey to the tumultuous
vultures of stern passion. And of such passion I could form no estimate, save
by the miraculous expansion of those eyes which at once so delighted and
appalled me --by the almost magical melody, modulation, distinctness and
placidity of her very low voice --and by the fierce energy (rendered doubly
effective by contrast with her manner of utterance) of the wild words which she
habitually uttered.
I have spoken of
the learning of Ligeia: it was immense --such as I have never known in woman.
In the classical tongues was she deeply proficient, and as far as my own
acquaintance extended in regard to the modern dialects
of Europe, I have never known her at fault. Indeed
upon any theme of the most admired, because simply the most abstruse of the
boasted erudition of the academy, have I ever found Ligeia at fault? How
singularly --how thrillingly, this one point in the nature of
my wife has forced itself, at this late period only, upon my attention!
I said her knowledge was such as I have never known in woman --but where breathes
the man who has traversed, and successfully, all the wide areas of moral,
physical, and mathematical science? I saw not then what I now clearly perceive,
that the acquisitions of Ligeia were gigantic, were astounding; yet I was
sufficiently aware of her infinite supremacy to resign myself, with a
child-like confidence, to her guidance through the chaotic world of
metaphysical investigation at which I was most busily occupied during the
earlier years of our marriage. With how vast a triumph --with how vivid a
delight --with how much of all that is ethereal in hope --did I feel, as she
bent over me in studies but little sought --but less known --that delicious
vista by slow degrees expanding before me, down whose long, gorgeous, and all
untrodden path, I might at length pass onward to the goal of a wisdom too
divinely precious not to be forbidden!
How poignant, then,
must have been the grief with which, after some years, I beheld my
well-grounded expectations take wings to themselves and fly away! Without
Ligeia I was but as a child groping benighted. Her presence, her readings
alone, rendered vividly luminous the many mysteries of the transcendentalism in
which we were immersed. Wanting the radiant lustre of
her eyes, letters, lambent and golden, grew duller than Saturnian lead. And now
those eyes shone less and less frequently upon the pages over which I pored. Ligeia grew ill. The wild eyes blazed with a too --too glorious effulgence; the pale fingers became of the
transparent waxen hue of the grave, and the blue veins upon the lofty forehead
swelled and sank impetuously with the tides of the gentle emotion. I saw that
she must die --and I struggled desperately in spirit
with the grim Azrael. And the struggles of the passionate wife were, to my
astonishment, even more energetic than my own. There had been much in her stern
nature to impress me with the belief that, to her, death would have come
without its terrors; --but not so. Words are impotent to convey any just idea
of the fierceness of resistance with which she wrestled with the Shadow. I
groaned in anguish at the pitiable spectacle. would have soothed --I would have
reasoned; but, in the intensity of her wild desire for life, --for life --but
for life --solace and reason were the uttermost folly. Yet not until the last
instance, amid the most convulsive writhings of her
fierce spirit, was shaken the external placidity of her demeanor. Her voice
grew more gentle --grew more low --yet I would not
wish to dwell upon the wild meaning of the quietly uttered words. My brain
reeled as I hearkened entranced, to a melody more than mortal --to assumptions
and aspirations which mortality had never before
known.
That she loved me I
should not have doubted; and I might have been easily aware that, in a bosom
such as hers, love would have reigned no ordinary passion. But in death only,
was I fully impressed with the strength of her affection. For long hours,
detaining my hand, would she pour out before me the overflowing of a heart
whose more than passionate devotion amounted to idolatry. How had I deserved to
be so blessed by such confessions? --how had I deserved to be so cursed with
the removal of my beloved in the hour of her making them, But
upon this subject I cannot bear to dilate. Let me say only, that in Ligeia's
more than womanly abandonment to a love, alas! all unmerited, all unworthily
bestowed, I at length recognized the principle of her longing with so wildly
earnest a desire for the life which was now fleeing so rapidly away. It is this
wild longing --it is this eager vehemence of desire for life --but for life
--that I have no power to portray --no utterance capable of expressing.
At high noon of the
night in which she departed, beckoning me, peremptorily, to her side, she bade
me repeat certain verses composed by herself not many
days before. I obeyed her. --They were these:
Lo! 'tis a gala night
Within the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng, bewinged,
bedight
In veils, and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre, to see
A play of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes fitfully
The music of the spheres.
Mimes, in the form of God on high,
Mutter and mumble low,
And hither and thither fly --
Mere puppets they, who come and go
At bidding of vast formless things
That shift the scenery to
and fro,
Flapping from out their Condor wings
Invisible Wo!
That motley drama! --oh, be sure
It shall not be forgot!
With its Phantom chased forever more,
By a crowd that seize it not,
Through a circle that ever returneth in
To the self-same spot,
And much of Madness and more of Sin
And Horror the soul of the plot.
But see, amid the mimic rout,
A crawling shape intrude!
A blood-red thing that writhes from out
The scenic solitude!
It writhes! --it writhes! --with mortal
pangs
The mimes become its food,
And the seraphs sob at vermin fangs
In
human gore imbued.
Out --out are
the lights --out all!
And over each quivering form,
The curtain, a funeral pall,
Comes down with the rush of a storm,
And the angels, all pallid and wan,
Uprising, unveiling, affirm
That the play is the tragedy,
"Man,"
And its hero the Conqueror Worm.
"O God!"
half shrieked Ligeia, leaping to her feet and extending her arms aloft with a
spasmodic movement, as I made an end of these lines --"O God! O Divine
Father! --shall these things be undeviatingly so? --shall this Conqueror be not
once conquered? Are we not part and parcel in Thee?
Who --who knoweth the
mysteries of the will with its vigor? Man doth not
yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness
of his feeble will."
And now, as if
exhausted with emotion, she suffered her white arms to fall, and returned
solemnly to her bed of death. And as she breathed her last sighs, there came
mingled with them a low murmur from her lips. I bent to them my ear and
distinguished, again, the concluding words of the passage in Glanvill --"Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor
unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will."
She died; --and I,
crushed into the very dust with sorrow, could no longer endure the lonely
desolation of my dwelling in the dim and decaying city by the Rhine. I had no
lack of what the world calls wealth. Ligeia had brought me far more, very far
more than ordinarily falls to the lot of mortals. After a few months,
therefore, of weary and aimless wandering, I purchased, and put in some repair,
an abbey, which I shall not name, in one of the wildest and least frequented
portions of fair England. The gloomy and dreary grandeur of the building, the
almost savage aspect of the domain, the many melancholy and time-honored
memories connected with both, had much in unison with the feelings of utter
abandonment which had driven me into that remote and unsocial region of the
country. Yet although the external abbey, with its verdant decay hanging about
it, suffered but little alteration, I gave way, with a child-like perversity,
and perchance with a faint hope of alleviating my sorrows, to a display of more
than regal magnificence within. --For such follies, even in childhood, I had
imbibed a taste and now they came back to me as if in the dotage of grief.
Alas, I feel how much even of incipient madness might have been discovered in
the gorgeous and fantastic draperies, in the solemn carvings of Egypt, in the
wild cornices and furniture, in the Bedlam patterns of the carpets of tufted
gold! I had become a bounden slave in the trammels of opium, and my labors and
my orders had taken a coloring from my dreams. But these absurdities must not
pause to detail. Let me speak only of that one chamber, ever accursed, whither
in a moment of mental alienation, I led from the altar as my bride --as the
successor of the unforgotten Ligeia --the fair-haired and blue-eyed Lady Rowena
Trevanion, of Tremaine.
There is no
individual portion of the architecture and decoration of that bridal chamber which is not now visibly before me. Where
were the souls of the haughty family of the bride, when, through thirst of
gold, they permitted to pass the threshold of an apartment so bedecked, a
maiden and a daughter so beloved? I have said that I minutely remember the details
of the chamber --yet I am sadly forgetful on topics of
deep moment --and here there was no system, no keeping, in the fantastic
display, to take hold upon the memory. The room lay in a high turret of the
castellated abbey, was pentagonal in shape, and of capacious size. Occupying
the whole southern face of the pentagon was the sole window --an immense sheet
of unbroken glass from Venice --a single pane, and tinted of a leaden hue, so
that the rays of either the sun or moon, passing through it, fell with a
ghastly lustre on the objects within. Over the upper
portion of this huge window, extended the trellice-work
of an aged vine, which clambered up the massy walls of the turret. The ceiling,
of gloomy-looking oak, was excessively lofty, vaulted, and elaborately fretted
with the wildest and most grotesque specimens of a semi-Gothic, semi-Druidical
device. From out the most central recess of this melancholy vaulting, depended,
by a single chain of gold with long links, a huge censer of the same metal,
Saracenic in pattern, and with many perforations so contrived that there
writhed in and out of them, as if endued with a serpent vitality, a continual
succession of parti-colored fires.
Some few ottomans
and golden candelabra, of Eastern figure, were in various stations about --and
there was the couch, too --bridal couch --of an Indian model, and low, and
sculptured of solid ebony, with a pall-like canopy above. In each of the angles
of the chamber stood on end a gigantic sarcophagus of black granite, from the tombs
of the kings over against Luxor, with their aged lids full of immemorial
sculpture. But in the draping of the apartment lay, alas! the chief phantasy of
all. The lofty walls, gigantic in height --even unproportionably
so --were hung from summit to foot, in vast folds, with a heavy and
massive-looking tapestry --tapestry of a material
which was found alike as a carpet on the floor, as a covering for the ottomans
and the ebony bed, as a canopy for the bed, and as the gorgeous volutes of the
curtains which partially shaded the window. The material was the richest cloth
of gold. It was spotted all over, at irregular intervals, with arabesque
figures, about a foot in diameter, and wrought upon the cloth in patterns of
the most jetty black. But these figures partook of the
true character of the arabesque only when regarded from a single point of view.
By a contrivance now common, and indeed traceable to a very remote period of
antiquity, they were made changeable in aspect. To one entering the room, they
bore the appearance of simple monstrosities; but upon a farther advance, this
appearance gradually departed; and step by step, as the visitor moved his
station in the chamber, he saw himself surrounded by an endless succession of
the ghastly forms which belong to the superstition of the Norman, or arise in
the guilty slumbers of the monk. The phantasmagoric effect was vastly
heightened by the artificial introduction of a strong continual current of wind
behind the draperies --giving a hideous and uneasy animation to the whole.
In halls such as
these --in a bridal chamber such as this --I passed,
with the Lady of Tremaine, the unhallowed hours of the first month of our
marriage --passed them with but little disquietude. That my wife dreaded the
fierce moodiness of my temper --that she shunned me and loved me but little --I could not help perceiving; but it gave me
rather pleasure than otherwise. I loathed her with a hatred belonging more to
demon than to man. My memory flew back, (oh, with what intensity of regret!) to
Ligeia, the beloved, the august, the beautiful, the entombed. I revelled in recollections of her purity, of her wisdom, of
her lofty, her ethereal nature, of her passionate, her idolatrous love. Now,
then, did my spirit fully and freely burn with more than all the fires of her
own. In the excitement of my opium dreams (for I was habitually fettered in the
shackles of the drug) I would call aloud upon her name, during the silence of
the night, or among the sheltered recesses of the glens by day, as if, through
the wild eagerness, the solemn passion, the consuming ardor of my longing for
the departed, I could restore her to the pathway she had abandoned --ah, could
it be forever? --upon the earth.
About the
commencement of the second month of the marriage, the Lady Rowena was attacked
with sudden illness, from which her recovery was slow. The fever which consumed
her rendered her nights uneasy; and in her perturbed state of half-slumber, she
spoke of sounds, and of motions, in and about the chamber of the turret, which
I concluded had no origin save in the distemper of her fancy, or perhaps in the
phantasmagoric influences of the chamber itself. She became at length
convalescent --finally well. Yet but a brief period elapsed, ere a second more
violent disorder again threw her upon a bed of suffering; and from this attack
her frame, at all times feeble, never altogether
recovered. Her illnesses were, after this epoch, of alarming character, and of
more alarming recurrence, defying alike the knowledge and the great exertions
of her physicians. With the increase of the chronic disease which had thus,
apparently, taken too sure hold upon her constitution to be eradicated by human
means, I could not fail to observe a similar increase in the nervous irritation
of her temperament, and in her excitability by trivial causes of fear. She
spoke again, and now more frequently and pertinaciously, of the sounds --of the
slight sounds --and of the unusual motions among the tapestries, to which she
had formerly alluded.
One night, near the
closing in of September, she pressed this distressing subject with more than
usual emphasis upon my attention. She had just awakened from an unquiet
slumber, and I had been watching, with feelings half of anxiety, half of vague
terror, the workings of her emaciated countenance. I sat by the side of her
ebony bed, upon one of the ottomans of India. She partly arose, and spoke, in
an earnest low whisper, of sounds which she then heard, but which I could not
hear --of motions which she then saw, but which I could not perceive. The wind
was rushing hurriedly behind the tapestries, and I wished to show her (what,
let me confess it, I could not all believe) that those almost inarticulate
breathings, and those very gentle variations of the figures upon the wall, were
but the natural effects of that customary rushing of the wind. But a deadly
pallor, overspreading her face, had proved to me that my exertions to reassure
her would be fruitless. She appeared to be fainting, and no attendants were within
call. I remembered where was deposited a decanter of light wine which had been
ordered by her physicians, and hastened across the
chamber to procure it. But, as I stepped beneath the light of the censer, two
circumstances of a startling nature attracted my attention. I had felt that
some palpable although invisible object had passed lightly by my person; and I
saw that there lay upon the golden carpet, in the very middle of the rich lustre thrown from the censer, a shadow --a faint,
indefinite shadow of angelic aspect --such as might be fancied for the shadow
of a shade. But I was wild with the excitement of an immoderate dose of opium,
and heeded these things but little, nor spoke of them to Rowena. Having found
the wine, I recrossed the chamber, and poured out a gobletful, which I held to the lips of the fainting lady.
She had now partially recovered, however, and took the vessel herself, while I
sank upon an ottoman near me, with my eyes fastened upon her person. It was
then that I became distinctly aware of a gentle footfall upon the carpet, and
near the couch; and in a second thereafter, as Rowena was in the act of raising
the wine to her lips, I saw, or may have dreamed that I saw, fall within the
goblet, as if from some invisible spring in the atmosphere of the room, three
or four large drops of a brilliant and ruby colored fluid. If this I saw --not
so Rowena. She swallowed the wine unhesitatingly, and I forbore to speak to her
of a circumstance which must, after all, I considered, have been but the
suggestion of a vivid imagination, rendered morbidly active by the terror of
the lady, by the opium, and by the hour.
Yet I cannot
conceal it from my own perception that, immediately subsequent to the fall of
the ruby-drops, a rapid change for the worse took place in the disorder of my
wife; so that, on the third subsequent night, the hands of her menials prepared
her for the tomb, and on the fourth, I sat alone, with her shrouded body, in
that fantastic chamber which had received her as my bride. --Wild visions,
opium-engendered, flitted, shadow-like, before me. I gazed with unquiet eye
upon the sarcophagi in the angles of the room, upon the varying figures of the
drapery, and upon the writhing of the parti-colored fires in the censer
overhead. My eyes then fell, as I called to mind the circumstances of a former
night, to the spot beneath the glare of the censer where I had seen the faint
traces of the shadow. It was there, however, no longer; and breathing with
greater freedom, I turned my glances to the pallid and rigid figure upon the
bed. Then rushed upon me a thousand memories of Ligeia --and then came back
upon my heart, with the turbulent violence of a flood, the whole of that
unutterable wo with which I had regarded her thus enshrouded. The night waned;
and still, with a bosom full of bitter thoughts of the one only and supremely
beloved, I remained gazing upon the body of Rowena.
It might have been
midnight, or perhaps earlier, or later, for I had taken no note of time, when a
sob, low, gentle, but very distinct, startled me from my revery.
--I felt that it came from the bed of ebony --the bed of death. I listened in
an agony of superstitious terror --but there was no repetition of the sound. I
strained my vision to detect any motion in the corpse --but there was not the
slightest perceptible. Yet I could not have been deceived. I had heard the
noise, however faint, and my soul was awakened within me. I resolutely and
perseveringly kept my attention riveted upon the body. Many minutes elapsed before
any circumstance occurred tending to throw light upon the mystery. At length it
became evident that a slight, a very feeble, and barely noticeable tinge of
color had flushed up within the cheeks, and along the sunken small veins of the
eyelids. Through a species of unutterable horror and awe, for which the
language of mortality has no sufficiently energetic expression, I felt my heart
cease to beat, my limbs grow rigid where I sat. Yet a sense of duty finally
operated to restore my self-possession. I could no longer doubt that we had
been precipitate in our preparations --that Rowena still lived. It was
necessary that some immediate exertion be made; yet the turret was altogether
apart from the portion of the abbey tenanted by the servants --there were none
within call --I had no means of summoning them to my aid without leaving the
room for many minutes --and this I could not venture to do. I therefore
struggled alone in my endeavors to call back the spirit ill hovering. In a
short period it was certain, however, that a relapse had taken place; the color
disappeared from both eyelid and cheek, leaving a wanness
even more than that of marble; the lips became doubly shrivelled
and pinched up in the ghastly expression of death; a repulsive clamminess and
coldness overspread rapidly the surface of the body; and all the usual rigorous
illness immediately supervened. I fell back with a shudder upon the couch from
which I had been so startlingly aroused, and again gave myself up to passionate
waking visions of Ligeia.
An hour thus
elapsed when (could it be possible?) I was a second time aware of some vague
sound issuing from the region of the bed. I listened --in extremity of horror.
The sound came again --it was a sigh. Rushing to the corpse, I saw --distinctly
saw --a tremor upon the lips. In a minute afterward they relaxed, disclosing a
bright line of the pearly teeth. Amazement now struggled in my bosom with the
profound awe which had hitherto reigned there alone. I felt that my vision grew
dim, that my reason wandered; and it was only by a violent effort that I at
length succeeded in nerving myself to the task which duty thus once more had
pointed out. There was now a partial glow upon the forehead and upon the cheek
and throat; a perceptible warmth pervaded the whole frame; there was even a
slight pulsation at the heart. The lady lived; and with redoubled ardor I
betook myself to the task of restoration. I chafed and bathed the temples and
the hands, and used every exertion which experience, and no little medical
reading, could suggest. But in vain. Suddenly, the color fled, the pulsation
ceased, the lips resumed the expression of the dead, and, in an instant
afterward, the whole body took upon itself the icy chilliness, the livid hue,
the intense rigidity, the sunken outline, and all the loathsome peculiarities
of that which has been, for many days, a tenant of the tomb.
And again I sunk into visions of Ligeia --and again, (what
marvel that I shudder while I write,) again there reached my ears a low sob
from the region of the ebony bed. But why shall I minutely detail the
unspeakable horrors of that night? Why shall I pause to relate how, time after
time, until near the period of the gray dawn, this hideous drama of
revivification was repeated; how each terrific relapse was only into a sterner
and apparently more irredeemable death; how each agony wore the aspect of a
struggle with some invisible foe; and how each struggle was succeeded by I know
not what of wild change in the personal appearance of the corpse? Let me hurry
to a conclusion.
The greater part of
the fearful night had worn away, and she who had been dead, once again stirred
--and now more vigorously than hitherto, although arousing from a dissolution
more appalling in its utter hopelessness than any. I had long ceased to
struggle or to move, and remained sitting rigidly upon the ottoman, a helpless
prey to a whirl of violent emotions, of which extreme awe was perhaps the least
terrible, the least consuming. The corpse, I repeat, stirred, and now more
vigorously than before. The hues of life flushed up with unwonted energy into
the countenance --the limbs relaxed --and, save that the eyelids were yet
pressed heavily together, and that the bandages and draperies of the grave
still imparted their charnel character to the figure, I might have dreamed that
Rowena had indeed shaken off, utterly, the fetters of Death. But if this idea
was not, even then, altogether adopted, I could at least doubt no longer, when,
arising from the bed, tottering, with feeble steps, with closed eyes, and with
the manner of one bewildered in a dream, the thing that was enshrouded advanced
boldly and palpably into the middle of the apartment.
I trembled not --I
stirred not --for a crowd of unutterable fancies connected with the air, the
stature, the demeanor of the figure, rushing hurriedly through my brain, had
paralyzed --had chilled me into stone. I stirred not --but gazed upon the
apparition. There was a mad disorder in my thoughts --a tumult unappeasable.
Could it, indeed, be the living Rowena who confronted me? Could it indeed be
Rowena at all --the fair-haired, the blue-eyed Lady Rowena Trevanion
of Tremaine? Why, why should I doubt it? The bandage lay heavily about the mouth --but then might it not be the mouth of the breathing
Lady of Tremaine? And the cheeks-there were the roses as in her noon of life
--yes, these might indeed be the fair cheeks of the living Lady of Tremaine.
And the chin, with its dimples, as in health, might it not be hers? --but had
she then grown taller since her malady? What inexpressible madness seized me
with that thought? One bound, and I had reached her feet! Shrinking from my
touch, she let fall from her head, unloosened, the
ghastly cerements which had confined it, and there streamed forth, into the
rushing atmosphere of the chamber, huge masses of long and dishevelled
hair; it was blacker than the raven wings of the midnight! And now slowly
opened the eyes of the figure which stood before me. "Here then, at
least," I shrieked aloud, "can I never --can I never be mistaken
--these are the full, and the black, and the wild eyes --of my lost love --of
the lady --of the LADY LIGEIA."